Heart,mind and soul

Is Valentine's Day really that important?

2012-02-13T02:07:00.000+08:00

I personally think that Valentine's Day isn't that important. If you are in a relationship now, if you really love and treasure your other half, everyday can be Valentine's Day too, not necessary on Feb 14th only. Don't you all have the same thought? If only on Feb 14th is a special day for a couple, then what about the rest 364 days?

So don't feel bad for not being in a relationship on this Valentine's Day. If you go and find a boyfriend or girlfriend now just for the sake of not being alone on Feb 14th, then you are basically cheating on yourself. I would rather be alone then to start a reckless relationship.

Since we are on the topic, it is not necessary for you to receive a gift from your other half. You also can buy a Valentine's gift for yourself. There is no rules that you can't buy yourself a Valentine's present to yourself. I did!! I bought something really special for myself. I will show the picture soon.

About the picture above, it is from an anime called "Maid Sama". I love watching it very much. It is not wet and salty kind of anime though that picture looks a bit like that. It is actually a very touching one. I post that picture just because I like that scene very much. Your prince charming push you against the wall and place his face near to you as if want to give you a kiss. Haha, that is the scene where I pray for it to happen to me.

Kiss scene which I envy

My fav, back hug

I just love this anime too much. There is a song which I really really love and it is so suitable to use to confess. Imagine the 5 charming boys sing this song to you. How can you resist not to say yes to their confession? Here is the song:

Hope you all enjoy la. Still to those who have yet to find special one, may you all find one on this Valentine's Day. Remember, he or she must be your serious one not just play play one. For those who already in a relationship, may you all have a sweet memory with your love ones. Annyeong!!

Valentine's Day is coming soon~~~

2012-02-11T23:42:00.001+08:00

Valentine's Day is on 14th February every year. And this means it is coming real soon. Couples out there are now very busy in thinking what to buy for their special ones and drafting a plan for an outing. Flowers, chocolates, teddy bears, heart-shaped related things are all the stuffs you can see in everywhere. And of course, couples are everywhere too.

For me, Valentine's Day is nothing special to me. For 21 years, I do not celebrate anything on this day because there is nothing special to be celebrated. I am always single in the month of February, so there is no reason for me to celebrate, right? Well, 2 years ago, I thought that I won't be alone during this day but...haha, I guess you know what I mean, rite?

Let's not talk about sad things. This year there is something special happening to me during this day. Nope, I still haven't get myself a boyfriend. I am celebrating this special with my Unimates a.k.a. Leng Lengs, not with boyfriend. Usually four, but YM has a "date" with someone, so three of us will be celebrating it at Red Box, Sunway Pyramid at night. Haha, for this time, I won't be 'forever alone' but 'together alone' with Leng Lengs.

In Korea, this is the day where girls will be giving chocolate to the one they love (of course their prince charming). And I am sure, those guys will be very nervous thinking whether they will accept any chocolate from the one they love or any other girls. If I am staying in Korea, I am sure I will give chocolate to my Yunho..hahaha, too bad I am in Malaysia.

And I read a hilarious post in Facebook. I bet every fans of INFINITE will be able to imagine this. The post is as follow:

" I don't want to ! " you pouted cutely and crossed your arms .
Woohyun sighed , you two have been friends since you were born and he knew everything about you .
You were sick but you didn't want to take your pills , you were always this stubborn .
Suddenly , Woohyun popped the pill into his own mouth . His face inched closer to you and he put his fingers on your chin , tilting your head up .
His soft lips touched yours , you were startled for a while but slowly recovered and kissed him back .
He forced your lips open and passed the lips from his mouth into yours . You quickly broke the kiss and yelled , " Yah ! Pabo ! " you turned your head away from him .
He chuckled and whispered , " Saranghaeyo , ~~~~ .. "
You smiled and whispered back , " I love you too , Woohyun oppa " before he pulled you into a tight hug .

Haha, cool isn't it? Actually I do imagine it as well. Out of so many INFINITE's members, WooHyun is mentioned there, how can I not imagine it? Lol. I bet every girl wish this to happen between herself and her boyfriend, isn't it?

To be honest, compared to cute, my ideal type is still mature guys. Of course,he can be cute too. But still, maturity means more to me. And this explains why I am still stick to Yunho though there are lots of cute guys out there (opps, I mean Korean idols).

Cute guy, L from INFINITE

My forever love, Yunho sshi~

So I will end my post here. Stay tune for another post on my Valentine's Day Celebration-Outing with Leng Lengs. Without YM, no one bomb K-Pop with me T_T.

Annyeong!!!

Capricorn...

2012-02-04T18:54:00.000+08:00

【摩羯座特质】

⒈吃软不吃硬。口是心非。

⒉在爱情上选择较实际。对待工作很专注。

⒊双重性格，既乐观又悲观。

⒋缺乏自信和安全感，有点感性。有些话即使害怕错过也不说。

⒌常常被人骗。有点小心软、小敏感、小洁癖。

⒍有些木讷，害怕受伤。总说不孤单其实很寂寞。

⒎在陌生人面前很冷淡，熟人面前很闹腾。有点闷骚。

⒏总表现的很坚强，其实很软弱。

⒐总被误解，却不愿解释。

I found that most of it are quite true~

My 21st Birthday Party

2012-01-13T21:55:00.000+08:00

Yea, it's my 21st Birthday Party. I was born on 12th January but I celebrated it on 7th because 12th falls on Thursday. Many of my friends attended my party and yes, I am very happy. Many pictures and many things happen that I don't even know what to blog. See photos ba~ n_n

Me and my family

My little babe~

When the cake is taken out, all kids surround the cake..lol

With friends from Taylor's..haha

With boy friends from CJ~ n_n

With girl friends from CJ...hehe

With K-Pop friends~ haha

My presents~ lalala

Haha, I received lots of presents and love. My CJ Gang stayed till around 3.30am only left..hahaha..we sure are crazy one. And I really really thanks to some of them who attend my party despite in the time having finals. And not to forget Tim and Aren for rushing back from KL for 2nd round. I love you all n_n!!!

Forever 21

2012-01-07T01:48:00.000+08:00

I can't believe that I am turning 21 so soon. Tonight will be my birthday party, my 1st birthday party. A little sad that not all can come due to schedule conflict. Anyway, I hope that it will be a blast. Can't wait for it! See you all tonight my beloved friends!!!

n_n

我的organizer

2011-12-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

本来我想要blog下关于去吃Jogoya和去Pavilion的。可是啊，太长面了，就skip掉啦。我呢想买个organizer for 明年用的。可是呢，还没找到喜欢的。美的那些又很贵。就在那一晚，我找东西时，就找到了这个可爱的organizer。

虽然小个了一点，可是我觉得够用的。我又不是大忙人，都没那么多activity啦。也没人约我去约会，我觉得啊，我的organizer一定是空空的~嘻嘻。人啊人，记得要让我填得满满的，要约我噢！n_n

想一想，这算是我第一份在情人节受到的礼物，算是情人节礼物吧？哈哈，没想到这份礼物8年后我才想到要怎么用它。追我的那个人，谢谢你这份礼物，我很喜欢。哈哈，还记得你怎么勉强的送我这份礼物。虽然我们没在一起，可是你现在也找到了你的幸福，对不？而且你现在也很幸福噢，哈哈。我会好好的用这份礼物。谢谢你！！！ n_n

时间就是最好的证据

2011-11-16T01:31:00.001+08:00

对了，这个学期快要完了。终于都要完了。三个月好像很久那样的。也许是因为我忙忙碌碌的，不停的功做吧。再过几天，我就能休息了。只需要熬多几天而已。你是可以的！！！

12月快到了，也代表我单身快两年了。时间真的可以冲淡一切，也可以证明一切。因为时间，我长大了。本来以为我会无法放下那小子，谁知道一年后我已没有再眼泪满脸了，也没有心脏快停止了。如果我说一点伤心的感觉都没有的话，当然是骗人的。那个伤口怎么可能会消失呢？可是啊，我对那小子已没感觉了。一点爱意都没了。就证明了时间可以冲淡一切，保或感情。对于我之前讲的另一个小子，那好感是假的。那时会有那个好感，我觉得是因为那两个月里面我们见得太多。就因为酱才会产生那个所谓的好感。现在什么都没啦。我的心好像放下了一个大石头那样的轻松。跟何况他离我的理想型实在太远了。他那犹豫的性格，怎么能让我有安全感呢？他小我10个月，实在太多了。虽然我现在觉得我能够接受跟我同年的，可是10个月真的太多了。我没办法接受这一点。

至于那另一个小子，哈哈，你的确很有魅力，蛮像我的理想型的。最可惜你是跟我同年的。可是算一算，我们的年龄只差那51天而已。我觉得我能接受噢，哈哈。可是我对你还没有那个感觉。可是我真的蛮喜欢跟你聊天。你突然的约会，真的给了我一个惊喜。因为我们好久都没联络了。你自己也觉得他们会不会觉得很奇怪我们两单独约会，哈哈。可是啊，当你问要不要见个面时，我连想都没想就答应了。好奇怪的我。你找我是因为我当时的那个留言还是你有想到想跟我见个面呢？还是你把我的那个留言放在心里？要不然你约我，我都不会再去看你的照片，也不会发现到原来我有留过那样的留言吖。

我根本没想过我们还会见面因为你都没有在这里读啦。这次过后，你也说你已经没有要回来的理由呢。你对我有感觉吗？若是真的，我可能真的会对你动心噢。这一切都是我单方面的想法。还是那一句，顺其自然就好，时间会证明一切的。时间，我相信你！！n_n

Love You You

2011-10-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

Today I went to Sunway Pyramid to meet up with a friend. We were to meet at 2pm, but then after I reached halfway, then only I checked my phone that he had something to do and postponed to 3pm. So, of course I replied him 'yea, it's ok'. So, I reached there exactly at 2pm. I get off from my car and walked around. Naturally I went down to Speedy. Yea, just to take a look to those Korean CD albums. And I saw TVXQ's TONE album!!! It's version C (CD only). RM64.90. Yea, I just hold it, look at it, and put it back unwillingly. I had purchase TONE version B and now I am waiting for it.

Before making my stop at Guardian, I went to Living Cabin. Looking at all those Hello Kitty stuffs makes me feel like buying it all. I wanted to buy a notebook with Hello Kitty on the cover but the prices are just too over for that size of book. So I left.....unwillingly. Soon after, my friend texted me that he is coming. So I walked and walked up till I reach The Coffee Bean when he called me. So I waited there until he found me, lol.

He appeared in front of me less than one second I hung the phone, wow. Then we went for lunch at Zenmai. It's my first time there and he is quite shocked that I never been there. We chat while eating, eat while chatting. lol...Then, we had nothing to do, so he suggested we go watch movie. So we went there and see which movie we can watch at that time. And our only choice is "Love You You".

To me, I think this movie you should watch together with your loved one. I guess I was wrong. I have no idea why so many high school students in the cinema. Still, I don't care about them as long as they didn't disturb me from watching it. I don't want to expose too much of the storyline. All I can say is I like it very much. Especially the part where Xia Mi left the island and You Lele tries to stop her. I wanted to cry like mad, but I can't coz I was in the public area. And if I really cry, my friend will sure be shocked. And yea, the beginning part already make me laugh when the fisherman asked the little girl's name...hahaha.

How sweet it is if i can do the same with my loved one?

I wanted to go to Pulau Lang Tengah and see the resort before it is rebuilt like the one on Pulau Redang. Ahhh..the blue sky, clear seawater and soft sand makes me wanted to have vacation there. I think someone will take over the place and keep the wedding hall. Ah..I really wanted to go there.

My fav...back hug...n_n

记得行动要快！

2011-10-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

还记得那天看那一集的‘坚强的心’，他们讲到一个满有趣的话题。那天Alex谈到他是怎样认识还有怎样跟他女友在一起。他是拍戏是认识的。后来有约她出去喝酒，他们喝到天亮，哈哈。明晚又跟拍戏的工作人员一起庆祝。Alex把他们通通灌醉。然后就像那个女的表白。那个女的就说‘네 오빠 하게요'。（我不知道我的韩文对不对啦）Alex 说了这个后，全场人都爆笑。然后主持就说可能那女的在他们喝酒那天就在等着Alex跟他表白。她一直等可是Alex没说到。主持说她一定很失望，哈哈。

然后主持突然间问一个女嘉宾：

主持：如果那个女的知道那男喜欢自己，彼此都有感觉，可是那男的就一直没约她出去，那女的会很生气吗？

女：我们简直疯了！！！

当然全场人爆笑！！！哈哈。我也在笑。

想一想，他们的话题也会哦。我们女的明明知道那个男的是对自己有感觉，而自己也对他有感觉，可是那个男的就是不约自己出去，我们真的会像疯了那样。哈哈。我自己也试过哦。当时我也像疯了那样，哈哈。所以吖，对我有意思的男士们，如果你知道我也对你有感觉的话，请你不要犹豫不决，赶快来跟我表白。不然我会疯的啊！！！哈哈

me2day

2011-09-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

I am so damn happy. me2day finally has english version!!!! Now i can follow some korean stars!! Yes, some of them have twitter, but not all of them have twitter!!! They all stick to me2day. I created mine and follow many of them!!

One of them is Victoria from f(x). She is so cute!!! As you all know, she is from China, so hor, she me2 in korean and chinese!!! Wa, i can read her me2~~ hahaha. This is her profile, http://me2day.net/fx_victoria

I am so happy now~~ lalala...ok..it works like my diary~ hahaha..hehehe..

2011-09-28T00:17:00.002+08:00

你的确想太多！！！别想了！！！冷静点！！！认识才那两个月罢了！！！要冷静！！！

2011-09-25T03:49:00.000+08:00

今天可以说跟他聊了整天吧。我也不懂为什么看见他online，我会很想去问他东西。今天明明在那个group写了东西，他也去like了，但我还是忍不住要去跟他聊天。他offline了，然后又online回我。我不懂为何我会期待他的回复。他知道我在做功课，我说我做的很慢，他就告诉我他做功课的方法。让后我说我做功课需要些娱乐，要不然我做不下去。你问我我需要什么娱乐，我就说需要一个人陪我聊天。然后你就说你今天做了那个人。你也给我笑脸。你要出去了，你还online跟我聊。

我有时会问自己，我到底在干吗。他们全部在谈着东西的时候都好像在把我跟他连在一起。我看得出，可是我在装傻。我不懂为什么为什么不能亲一点。我无法好像对待你跟别的男生一样。总觉得我跟他之间有点需要的距离。听说若两个人（朋友）无法亲一点的话，就代表他们之间出现想要进入另一个阶段。

我不懂是因为我太想找个人来依赖还是我真的对他有感觉。是不是因为他们那下话我才会这样呢？我也不懂为何看你们跳舞时，我会很自然的看着你跳舞的样子。看到你们跳舞的video时，尤其是你跳wedding dress 和weekend night，我会觉得被你深深的吸引到。可是然后又没什么特别。心情有点乱。很乱很乱。

今晚我一直在听那首歌。也许因为每次在你车都会听到这首歌。听着时会想到你。我到底怎么了？？？？？

2011-09-16T23:25:00.001+08:00

今天，公主去洗头发，也剪了头发。其实剪了一点点而已。然后，不懂为什么突然间想要拍照。嘻嘻。就在房间里拍了几张。哈哈。我又在装可爱啦！嘻嘻。是用电话拍的，所以quality不是很好。我也没化妆，所以满丑下,嘻嘻。我的眼袋很深噢！前两天，因为要赶功课，早上六点才睡。嘻嘻，很恐怖吧？我也觉得是。嘻嘻。星期日，公主会再去时代广场看跳舞比赛。去support下那个叫MTS²的组合。嘻嘻。他们跳得蛮好的。哈哈，就将啦。。。。啦啦啦

Sarcastic

2011-08-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

I know there are a lot of sarcastic people out there. I see a lot but I don't really bother them coz they are nothing to me. But you, I can't really not bother it. I am glad that I knew you earlier so that I can really know what kind of person you are.

You make it as if you are the best in everything. You volunteer yourself to help us out. You assigned works to each of us. Ok, I sincerely thank you for helping us out in everything, but please do keep in your mind that giving our order and really take effort to do it is two different thing. If you are really that best, I think you should know this very well.

To me, you are so sarcastic. You told us to do this and that as if you are very organized. If you really need every year to be so organized and have everything in the big big file, why I don't see it in the big big file when I first receive the file???

All you do is post out the things in FB and say you want to see this in next meeting. EXCUSE ME!!!! I know you are the founder of the club, but why are you keep coming back and ask for everything as if you are the person in charge WHEN YOU ALREADY LEFT THE CLUB???

I am grateful that you volunteer and help out for that particular event, yes for that PARTICULAR EVENT. And now the event is over, why you ask for this and that? OK, I understand you want to have particular filing system, but I can't understand why you need to come back for our own BOD meeting!!! All the time, I try my best to give you what you wanted. But now I don't think I can do it any longer.

I know that you never appreciate what we did for the club. If so, WHY DON'T YOU COME BACK TO HANDLE YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE THE BEST??? To be honest, I am totally disappointed towards you especially your beloved vice president.

I don't think I can go on in this club under such circumstances. I will now focus only on my task for this year. The rest, byebye.

Hurm...

2011-08-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

After that break up around 2 years ago, after that painful period for one year, i have never feel so painful anymore. My condition now is 90% of that time. I am too tired to do everything, too painful to do everything. I can't focus now too. What should I do?

2011-08-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

There is a lot of things happened recently. Be it happy or sad, I am still the emo one. Now I am really exhausted and I dont feel like doing anything. Assignment and stuffs, can you just leave me? Too bad, I know you cant...

T_T

아름다운 꿈

2011-06-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

Yes, my title means Beautiful Dream. Last night, i had a beautiful dream. I dreamed that GIRL'S GENERATION CAME TO MALAYSIA!!!! AND YES!! I TALKED TO THEM!!! (with my broken Korean, lol)

I was walking around with Yoong Min when i spotted a white MYVI with lots of beautiful girls inside. A few people were following the car, so i took a a look inside the car and...and i saw GIRL'S GENERATION INSIDE THE CAR!!!! (i know this is ridiculous for all 9 of them to be in a MYVI, but this is a dream, k?)

I saw Soo Young (and she is looking at me, n_n) so i quickly grabbed Yoong Min's arm and told her it's Soo Young. Then all of a sudden, all the girls were at somewhere else (no longer sitting inside the car), all sitting on a chair. I was just standing beside them and they were all talking in Korean. And i suddenly talked to them. I taught them some Malay words which they can later talk to their fans. I remember the first word i said to them is 'Yeorobun' (this is so impolite, right? All of them except Seohyun are older than me). I said something like 'Annyeonghaseyo' in Malay is 'Apa khabar'. And their reactions were like nodding their head and say 'ah'.....lol. I cant recall what other words that I teach them but it's those basic words.

And all of a sudden, Super Junior members appeared at the scene too (This is so ridiculous,but it's a dream, k?). I can't recall which SUJU members were there, but i remember EunHyuk and Dong Hae only. EunHyuk was just standing right in front of me!!! Dong Hae was like introducing me to EunHyuk, and i..i instead of basic handshake, I HUG HIM!!!!!! (lol..i am so damn happy, i bet i was smiling at that time). EunHyuk was shocked as i suddenly hug him, but later on, he was smiling coz i hug him so happily. While hugging him, i told EunHyuk that i like so so so much and he smile and hug me back ( i spoke to him in Cantonese, i wonder how he understand me, lol).

All of a sudden, SUJU members disappeared and now Girl's Generation were inside my house. What are they doing in my house? Lol...they need to take a bus to get to somewhere else and the bus happened to stop right behind my house. So GIRL'S GENERATION need to pass by my house and this is why they were at my house. And soon, they leave one by one and tada...my beautiful dream ends.

I do bid farewell to each and every one them, but in my dream, the faces that i remember the most is Sunny, Soo Young and my dear EunHyuk!!! Hehe...

I wish i will have this kind of dream again!!! hahaha...

放假啦

2011-06-19T23:19:00.002+08:00

是的，终于都放假啦。忙碌的一个学期又过啦。哇。。这个学期，真的有够忙咯。整个五月，每个星期都要交3份功课，累死人咯！都不记得有几多晚没睡了。幸好，我都安全的交完所有的功课啦。现在，本公主在放假中。

嘻嘻。。。本公主去玩咯。先是去Eunice的生日派对。超好玩的。本公主喝红酒噢！让后驾车回家。够厉害吧? 没有拉，只喝那两杯，都没醉，还清醒。跟他们一起bbq还蛮好玩的。

第二站就是跟靓靓们一起去吃咯。Eunice的生日嘛。吃了，就去看戏。那只panda有够好笑咯。看完戏，当然是去chatime咯。还很想去cha。。。

第三站就是庆祝伟哲的生日咯。本来是要去Mist的，可是取消啦。本公主没得去clubbing咯。本公主还没去过club呢。改地方去附近的OverTime。我在那里喝了一杯多一点点地啤酒。在最后那半杯，喝得还蛮快下，所以我的心啊，跳得很快。喝完了要去Seng的家。他们要喝Black Label 还有 Hennessy。我当然没喝啦。他们都喝得醉了，要我们这些女的来看着他们。乱乱讲话的有，一着傻笑的也有。看到他们将，真是笑死我了。

第四站会是跟我的死挡门去玩咯。因该是去Lagoon咯。很久没跟她们去玩了，好期待噢！

第五站就会跟靓靓们去Morib拉！我要拍很多很多的照片。Eunice会带她的DSLR，我当然会带我的宝贝Canon啦！Ann Ann也一定会带她的Lumix。她们都会穿bikini去疱jacuzzi。我没有bikini，也不会穿咯。回想起，我也没有泳衣。也许该买一个bikini，穿了再穿个衣服来盖着它。。哈哈。。

哎呀。。。可以说，公主要bankrupt啦。去这里去那里。。。可是啊，我很开心呢。
哎呀。。有点想在去OverTime呢。难道我想喝酒？哈哈。。。久久一次，没关系吧？反正是跟我的gang一起嘛，他们会照顾我的。。嘻嘻。。。

就这样啦。。。
期待我接下来的post吧！

低落

2011-06-12T19:15:00.001+08:00

今天，不知为何，心情很低落。

本来想做NDPW，可是做不下去。

所以，就tweet了我的心情。

然后， Jane就回我，是不是想起以前的事。

然后，我的眼泪就留下来了。

也许，那一次的伤害太重了。

没办法把它给擦掉。

我现在其实很害怕，很害怕下一次次会根痛。

怎么办？

Se7en Fans Meeting

2011-05-15T15:47:00.003+08:00

On 30th of April 2011, Se7en was here for his Fans Meeting. He was actually here for Asian Music Festival, so he 'sun bian' hold a fans meeting. Yes!! I went there to just to meet him. My Korean class ended at 12.30pm, so I rush back to MIECC. Upon reaching there, I went to the booth to buy Big Bang and 2NE1 albums. No, not for mine. I am never a fan of BB nor 2NE1 ( but i like their music!!!). I bought it as requested by my friends. Surprisingly, the staff gave me a ticket for Se7en handshake event. I was like 'huh???'. You may wonder why I was so surprised. I was informed that you will only get the ticket if you buy Se7en's album. So I was surprised as I only bought BB and 2NE1's albums. But, who cares? I got the ticket to shake hand with Se7en.

Then, I immediately went to the fans meeting venue which was just next to the booth. Yes, Se7en has appeared yet. I couldn't get a nice spot as I reached so late. Nevertheless, I managed to take nice picture too. Se7en went on stage with his shades on. And everyone was screaming their lungs out (-_-"). Se7en talked something on stage. He talked about just being here in Malaysia for about 4 hours from Thailand, he was tired about he was happy to see all his fans. I couldn't hear properly as those fans screamed too loudly even when Se7en was speaking. And then, some lucky fans got to have polaroid with him as they won some games earlier.

I don't care la. It's my turn to shake hand with Se7en. Photograph is not allow, hugging is also not allow. Due to some fans hug him when they shake hand with Se7en, when it's my turn, the security become too strict already. I can't even stay a bit longer on stage!!! I said 'Mannaseo bangawoyo' to Se7en, he listened and nodded his head. After leaving the stage, I regretted saying that to him. I should have told him my name!!! Aigoo....a little bit regret. Oh ya, forgot to mention, Se7en took off his shade when it's time for handshake, that means we have eye contact! Hehe...OMG, Se7en is so handsome. I don't know how to describe it, he is much more handsome in person. So charming.

The fans meeting lasted just merely 30 minutes. And Se7en had to leave already. He need to leave for some rest since he just arrived Malaysia 4 hours ago straight from Thailand. And he need to practice for his appearance later at 7pm for Asian Music Festival. Nope, I didn't go for the festival as there isn't any artist that I like and Se7en was the only Korean Star. No point attending it, right?

This marks the end of my post. Hope you enjoy reading it!
Annyong!!
n_n

来一个感性的post

2011-04-22T00:11:00.002+08:00

很久很久以前，我也有个post是透露了我的心情。

现在，我也想再来个那样的post。

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我在2009年的十二月。两个月后，我失恋了。这一次的伤，真的伤透了我的心。

大约七年前，我也因为爱情而上了我的心。那时的我，每晚都在哭。

哭了整个月。那个时候，我以为那是我一生的最痛。

原来最痛的不是那个。这次的失恋，让我体会到很多。

故事开始拉~

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回想起，我真的很傻。因为他而伤心了整年。刚分手时，我失去了胃口，吃不下饭。也哭了两个礼拜。可是整整14天后，我没在哭了。那不是因为我不再伤心，而是我哭道眼泪都干了。

我终于明白，原来真的会哭到眼泪都干了。那种感觉，真的很难受。根难受的是，就算我有多心痛，也不能透露给我家人知道。分手后的一个月，我才能找回我的胃口，吃得下饭了。但是，我的心还是很痛。

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我是一个爱哭鬼，可是我从不会在别人面前哭。分手后，我差点在大庭广众哭起来。宁叫我不要哭，她还send一些可以让我开心地mms。真的感谢她愿意突然间出来陪我聊一聊。也很感谢霖天天都在msn陪我聊天。也很感谢皓叫我出来跟他的哥儿们喝茶。尤其是12月24号那一晚，因为那天是‘他’的生日。

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我真的很傻。每天上面子书，都会去他的profile看看。因为我还不舍得他，我还爱他。在他还没上msn，我就上了。每天都在等他，他上了，我会立刻appear offline，等他关了，我才online回。我真的是个笨蛋。明知道没结果的事，我还去做。真是个败类。我很清楚山羊座，因为我也是山羊女。当山羊决定了一间事，他们是不会改变主意的。在爱情也是那样。所以无论我怎样去挽回，他还是不会回到我的身边。

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至到今年的新年，分手大约一年多，我看见他的面子书的照片，他有了新女友。看见那个照片的时候，我忽然间有个好想放下了一个石头那样。我发觉，我终于能够放下我对他的感情了。我终于不再刻意去看他的面子书了。不但是那样，我终于想通了。我也去祝福他。

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回想起那时的甜蜜，我真的很开心，也很怀念。虽然我放下了对他跟感情，那并不代表我放下了他留给我的伤痕。我没办法放下那个伤痕。到现在为此，我还会心痛，我还会流泪。有段时间，我不想再恋爱了，因为我怕了。我很怕再一次受到伤害。

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现在我不怕了，我很想谈恋爱。我长大了，成熟了，不在小孩子了。过去的就让他过去把。感谢所有过帮我度过我最心痛的日子。谢谢你们。我爱你们。

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宁跟霖，我好想去云顶啊！！！你们几时有空啊？？？？快回我呀！！！

What is L.O.V.E ?

2011-04-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

What is L.O.V.E ?

Can anyone tell me that?

Princess is emo now.....

I want a boyfriend ah!!!!!!

My Lovely Lovely stuffs~

2011-04-10T00:10:00.000+08:00

Clinique Moisture Surge

Clinique rinse-off eye makeup solvent

My lovely key necklace

My Lovely Angel

My Lovely Precious Carlo Rino

My new precious Canon IXUS 310 HS

My Lovely Pink Headphones

我最近很孤单

2011-04-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

最近本公主真的觉得很孤单。
今天我和安安去Snogurt吃冰淇淋。
吃完了，我们还呆在那里。
我们谈了很多东西。
我还跟她说我很想找个男朋友啊！
我跟安安说，我要我下一个男友是一个陌生人。
安安就问我是不是要一见钟情的。
这样也不错嘛~
哎呀，本公主只想要我的白马王子

1。中学不是跟我一样的。
2。是一个陌生人（不要是我喷有认识的）。
3。不要住我家附近。

其实住我家附近也不错啦。
他可以载我去读书吖。

我的白马王子，你几时要出现啊？？？？

How is Princess Doin Lately?

2011-03-29T02:39:00.001+08:00

Just want to share something...
TVXQ released a new song 'Before U GO'.
OMD..this song is damn nice.

You need to see their live performance, babe....
This is a music video, erm, more like a drama....
MY DARLING YUNHO IS SO DAMN CHARMING!!!!!

이것만은 알고 가

今天的心情

2011-03-12T23:29:00.000+08:00

看到这个伤心的笑脸，就猜得到我今天是不开心的。

为什么？

其实我也不懂。

我只觉得闷闷不乐。

我自己也不清楚是什么东西让我的心情变得那么的低。

很想念以前的日子。

以前啊，我不会有闷闷不乐的日子。

总是笑口常开。

要看见我不开心的日子，真是难啊。

现在？

要看见我笑口常开的日子，真是难咯。

咳，我不懂要写什么了。

就将咯。

Pat Yat Yeong Dik CNY~~

2011-03-12T23:04:00.001+08:00

If you wonder what my title is, please read it in Cantonese.

This CNY is really a bit different from my previous one.

Wae? (why in Hangul)

I can say that my CNY this year ended a bit earlier.

I do not take a long break as I resume my work on the 3rd day of CNY.

And also, it is a bit special...

Wae?

Japan guy come back d~

n_n

Ian wonder why I din hold Heng's hand so...

Tada, I dumped Ian..hehe

at Starbucks @ LCCT

Seng is so funny

We all went to send Heng off to Japan

We all miss Heng very much.

I really hope he will come back to Malaysia next year during CNY.

And also to celebrate my birthday since next year CNY is just bout 2 weeks after my bday.

Oh ya, an earthquake just happened in Japan.

8.9 magnitude of earthquake + tsunami.

Though it din affect Heng's place so much, still I am worried.

Though he din reply my msg, from FB, I knew that he is alright.

Thanks God, I am relieved now.

Addition, this has nothing to do with Japan Guy.

I got to see my niece during CNY back in my hometown.

She is such a cutie. n_n

She is shy for the 1st 30 minutes.

But, after that, haha, you won't have time to rest taking care of her.

This is my cutie niece.

I love her. *muacks

Annyong,

n_n

15th Day of CNY

2011-02-20T01:22:00.000+08:00

Before I came up with the post for my 'Simple CNY 2011', I would like to have this post 1st.

On the last day of CNY, I have a Chap Goh Mei dinner at a restaurant in Serdang.
I drank red wine as requested by my dad.
n_n

Actually, the story is like this:-

Auntie brought red wine to the dinner.
Once we all reached there, she asked who else wants to drink red wine.
She looked at my daddy and asked him.
Not to reject her, my daddy nodded his head.
My daddy was actually still sick (coughing).
He drank it a bit and started coughing non-stop.
So everyone asked him not to drink it anymore (for the meantime la).
So what happened to the glass of red wine??
Teehee~

Dad : Can you drink it? (looking at my mum)
Mum : *shakes her head
Dad : Can you drink it on behalf of me? (looking at me)
Me : *think for a second then nodded my head
Dad : You drink it for me la har~~

So I ended up drinking the glass of red wine.
No worries, I din drunk.
I only drank a glass of red wine, yes only ONE~

It wasn't very special, but to me, it is quite funny.
Coz the 1st time ever, my family asked me to drink~
keke~~~

n_n

情人节

2011-02-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

今天是情人节。
本公主已度过20个情人节。
这20个情人节，本公主都是一个人孤孤单单的度过。
本以为2010年的情人节可以不用一个人过。。。
可是，本公主还是孤孤单单的过。T_T
这一年也不例外。
本公主还是一个人过。

初九那晚，我发现本公主的前男友已有了新女友。
那本公主现在真真的可以把那段感情画个句号了。
当然，分手后依然是朋友。
我也会祝福他们幸福快乐。

还有还有。。。

我要大声地说。。。。

我已准备好接受新恋情了！！！

我的追求者，来吧！

p/s : 本公主的要求也蛮高的噢~
   要帅帅的~
   要高高的~
   还有还有。。。
   最重要的还是要真心爱我的~

n_n

These days~

2011-01-31T01:44:00.000+08:00

I know, I know I havent update my blog for a real long time.

Not that I dont want to update, just that I am quite busy.

What am I busying for?

1st of all, my work. I am currently working at Levi's~

Yes, the one selling expensive jeans.

I start working there since end of November 2010 till now.

Have I bought any Levi's jeans?? No comments in the meantime.

What else have I been busying for?

Yes, no other than K-GEN stuff.

I am the secretary of K-GEN for this year.

I have meetings to attend, minutes to be done and also party to be enjoyed.

What party I went to as a K-GEN representative?

Hehe...n_n

DiGi LIVE K-POP PARTY 2011

I get to see B2ST, 4MINUTE and G.Na perform live in front of my eyes!!!

Click here to see more.

It was my 20th birthday present... so damn happy wei~

Oh ya, I met with KBS World reporter outside the stadium.

I am standing next to the KBS World reporter.. n_n

Another thing I was busy as a secretary of K-GEN is the recruitment drive...

Click here for more details.

Hehe...so so so...

Now I am waiting for CNY to come...

I cant wait to 'balik kampung', though I can only stay there for 2 nights.

Anyway, I'm Lovin' it! haha

So see ya in next post~

Annyong!!!

Simple Christmas

2010-12-28T01:39:00.001+08:00

So, how do I spend my Christmas eve?

Oh well, I 1st went to my supervisor's sis's birthday party.

Then I head to Aren's house.

The 1st thing I reached there was to find Aren.

We were celebrating her birthday on Christmas eve.

Nicole and I went near Aren.

She din realize the existence of both of us.

When she realized our existence, Nicole and I wished her 'Happy Birthday'.

Then we knew that she was not feeling well.

Then her eyes suddenly became red.

Nicole and I was dumbfounded, we don't know what to do.

Then we kept on asking what happen.

Then Aren's mum told us that Aren thought no one will come to her birthday party.

Coz last time Yi Wen told her that only 3 people will be attending her party.

I guessed she din check her fb la.

So here are some pictures taken by my phone on that day.

Not much, though.

James and I

As I took picture with James, Ling also want...

Devil Ling is trying to scare me...

Tim was forcing Ian, Neptune and James to drink beer.

After each of them drank a can of beer, they all tried to move away from Tim's eyesight.

James was trying to meditating there.

Haha, so funny la him.

Oh ya, forgot to tell you what my Christmas present is.

Tada!!!!

It's Mr.Bean Teddy Bear!!!!!

I won't tell you how I get it.

The process is very complicated.

All I can tell you is that I get it for free!!!

No one exchange gift with me.

I think that's all for now.

See you all soon in my next post.

I think next post will probably talks bout my birthday!!

Before I left, let me post a picture of me wearing santa hat!!!

Annyong!!!

n_n

Recently

2010-12-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

First of all, I actually wanted to post on the Hallyu Festival. But last time, I dont know what happen to blogger, it just wont let me upload the pictures. So I decided not to post bout it. If you wanted to know bout it, check on K-GEN. Regarding the picture in my previous post, the guy in the photo is a member from PROGRESSION, a group of guys who like K-Pop and most importantly, a group of Cassies (fans of TVXQ).

So, now, I am working as a promoter at Levi's. How's my work? Haha, all I can say is 'ok ah'. I really dont know how to describe it. I get used to the environment quite fast. This is because I already knew my colleagues since high school. And one thing is, they are really funny! n_n

This is just a simple post from me, I dont really know what to update here. Hurm...working is fun, but the thing is, I need to sacrifice my favourite Korean TV shows..huhu...I miss Music Bank, Let's Go Dream Team Season 2, and etc...huhu..

That's all from me..

Annyong!

n_n

Exhausted

2010-11-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

I am totally exhausted right now.

I still cant believe that I stayed up all night just for doing my assignment.

Spent 24 hours to do assignment weh~

1 up 4 to go~

4 more assignments to be done before my 3-month-long semester break!

4 assignments within 2 weeks~

Crazy man~

After all those hardcore assignments, I will be back with new post!

Here, a little teaser on my next new post!

DO COME AND VISIT MY BLOG YA!

n_n

Any idea who he is?

See ya!

n_n

Just for You, Purplelyn~

2010-10-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

To know who tag/mention you in twitter, just take a look at your homepage on your right handside.

You will see @purplelyn29 in your case. (n_n)

To know which tweet people reply you, just simply click on 'in reply to purplelyn29'

Then you can see which tweet people reply you. (n_n)

Understand??
n_n

♥ ♥ ♥

2010-10-21T22:25:00.001+08:00

This is how much I love STRAWBERRY~~~ n_n

By the way, get yourself a PINK RIBBON today!

I got mine from CLINIQUE counter @ Jusco 1 Utama

Bitter or Sweet??? Muulla~Muulla~

2010-10-15T15:12:00.002+08:00

Let's talk bout something sweet first. Yup, ML and IDM are finally over and I have handed in this morning. To celebrate this happy moment, Sue Ann, Yoong Min and I went to the newly-opened Korean cafe at Taylor's University, B-Station!!!!! Yes yes yes, got Korean working there and it's not only one or two, but few Koreans working there! (die lo, I am being crazy now). I am so excited to be just there. I am already excited by just looking at the menu. I saw the illustration of cafe latte on the menu. Aiya, you know those cafe looks very nice de ma. As I haven drink it before, so I order it. I wanted to see it, haha. When Sue Ann and I saw the spicy rice cake (ddokbbokki) on the menu, we are so excited (of coz, me more excited la) and we order it. Then we order Korean seaweed roll (gimbab). Yoong Min is not that fond of ddokbbokki and gimbab, so she ordered hotdog with 7Up. When they served us the food, we just snap and snap and snap picture of those food. n_n

Now let's see the picture. Just looking at it, I am already excited! n_n.

Side dishes, famous Kimchi =)

Ddokbbokki =)

Gimbab =)

Cafe Latte =)

Can you see the shape? =)

B-Station n_n

Me and Latte~ ♥_♥

That's the only picture I took. There are some taken by Sue Ann. Drop by her blog to see whether she upload it or not. I was so excited being there. I keep on saying I should ask for part time job there during my 3 -month-break. And then, I suggest to Sue Ann that we should at least have a meal there every month. Then she asked me, 'not every week meh?'. So I replied her, 'I'm ok with it!' n_n. Kekeke...I can see oppa and onnie there...I can even see ajasshi..haha...Wa, I'm already imagining working there, chatting with oppa and onnie, learning Hangul....hahahahaha....

Now, the bitter thing. I think my beloved Ice-Cream is dying soon. It just hang since yesterday night. I am so worried bout it now. I don't want it to leave me. I want it to be by my side forever. Get well soon, my baby, Ice-Cream! Mummy pray for you~ Saranghae~

That's all for today.

See ya!

n_n

Yippee!!!

2010-10-15T03:33:00.000+08:00

Finally, I have done my ML and IDM.
Oh well, this is the 1st time I edit a video.
It is not good at all!!!
Aiya, my 1st time editing ma....
Anyway, personally I am not so fond of it as I can't use what I planned to use in the beginning.
I mean the soundtrack.
I planned to use TVXQ's song as the soundtrack but Mr. J said cannot use copyrighted materials~
So sad...
While editing the video, Yoong Min said remember to insert 'special thanks to Mr.J' so that he is pleased~
I din put it for my credit. Did he teach me anything???
Not really...I missed one of his video editing class, which he teaches us edit using Final Cut Pro.
I only attend his 'colour correction' class.
Oh well, I end up using iMovies to edit my video...
Final Cut Pro~ by just hearing the name, you can already guess that I won't be able to use it la~
I am a amateur what~ haha...

Anyway, here is something I am waiting for right after IPD is over...
Kekeke

Yes~ It's Hallyu Festival~~~
Cant wait for it~
Haha...

See ya!
n_n

Total random~

2010-10-09T18:28:00.000+08:00

Just wanna share something that happened to me this morning.
While I was brushing my teeth this morning, my phone rang.
I thought it was an important call as I don't usually get a call in the morning.
The moment that person said 'Hello', I knew that Indian girl dialed the wrong number.
She was so excited and said a bunch of Indian words.
I kept on saying 'Hello' and she kept on speaking in Indian language.
When I finally said 'salah nombor', she immediately hung up.
What a weirdo! At least, say 'sorry' ma~
Aiyo~

我的生活。。。太黑暗。。。

2010-10-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

最近的我，还是忙着assignments.
自从开始大学生的生活后，我的世界离不开功课。
昨天，因为功课，我哭了。
那是我的二次因为功课而留下眼泪。
我不喜欢这样的生活。

我的确有过，放弃的感觉。
可是，我爸爸已付了很多钱。
我不能浪费那些钱。

也许，我一开始，就不应该拿这课。
也许，我不应该继去念书。
我根本不是读书的材料。

我。。。。恨我自己。。。。

T_T

无聊的一个post

2010-09-24T02:49:00.004+08:00

有点无聊想要post一些东西。

这是我星期三在报纸看到的。

对，没错，是英文报纸来的。

你们看到吗？

那是讲有个新的wave到了马来西亚。

那就是代替J-Pop的K-Pop啦。

韩流越来越受欢迎了。

让我最开心的是，看看那个照片。

放大一点。。

你们看到了吗？

看到那五只神起宝贝吗？

我清清楚楚地看到我的宝贝们。

尤其是我的浩浩。

为什么要放东方神起的照片呢？

那是因为神起宝贝们依然是我们的最爱。

是宝贝们带动韩流进这里的。

所以，喜欢韩流的朋友们，千万不能忘记

东方神起

仙后永远都会是仙后。

Always Keep The Faith!

TVXQ! Aza Aza Fighting!

OMD『♥』Gang Outing

2010-09-16T23:58:00.051+08:00

Today, 38 Nic, Lady Czelyn and I went to 1 Utama. Czelyn drove us there, but before that, I fetched Nic to Lyn's house first. Nic say she couldn't fetch me coz she doesn't have car wor~~. Czelyn drove us there coz she is more familiar with the route to 1U. But sadly, she din know we need to went thru the flyover (=.="). Luckily we could still use the old route (even though there is a 'no left turn' sign). We parked at New Wing.

Then we head to Pizza Hut coz we all were hungry. Mana tahu, the employee there said pizza is only available at 12 noon onwards. Then we went to ATM machine for Nic to withdraw money coz she only have RM20 something with her. Then we wondered around 1U for a while before heading back to Pizza Hut again. Ish..that stupid employee was so bad, act like doesn't wanna do her job. If I am the manager there, I will surely fire her.

After that, Czelyn said that she wanna buy cleanser. So I brought her to Clinique at Jusco old wing to introduce to her bout Clinique's products and sun bian see my aunt. Hehe...Lyn bought a cleaser, it's a soap from anti-blemish range. Guess what? She got a lipstick for free!!! (I got a lip gloss too). While Lyn was queuing to pay for the soap, that 38 Nic kept nagging me bout the birthday sms sent by Clinique. She lost the sms coz her phone 'sot' ady. I asked to ask my aunt but she kept nagging me to ask my aunt.

I din bother Nic at all. After that, these two ladies wanted me to ask which lipstick was my aunt using (=.="). So I asked and Nic eventually found a chance to ask my aunt bout the sms. And yes, my aunt checked it for 38 Nic and gave her a birthday gift from Clinique. Then, Lyn thought bout toner and once again, asked my aunt bout it. My aunt gave Lyn some advices and gave her a free sample of toner. Wakaka, are you two happy getting gifts at Clinique??

We also headed to Sticky coz Nic wanna buy sweets for her Bebe. Some funny moments happened in the shop (n_n). Then we went back to New Wing and search for Lotte Mart. Lotte Mart is a shop that sell food and snacks from South Korea. I wanna find some snacks hopefully with picture of TVXQ on it, but eopsseo. But I found coke with 2PM on it. So I immediately called Vivian to as her whether she wanna buy it. She first said, 'don't want la, waste money'. Since I have nothing to buy, so we decided to leave 1U. Then I got a sms from Vivian asking me to buy that coke~ (wakaka). Luckily we were not far from that shop.

Then we headed to The Mines. Nic wanna go to Sweet Chat to have some desserts. Before that, Lyn and I accompanied Nic to find her Bebe first coz she have something to give him. After that, we headed to Sweet Chat.

Our desserts~~~

Czelyn is taking a picture of her dessert.

Keke..I snap a picture of Lyn.

She said 'yiiii jiang cou' and ask me to snap again.

She purposely make a pose like that just for me to snap it...za dao

I did snap a picture with Nic, but it's in her phone.

Lastly, me myself~

Ish..my stubborn hair...

Kaka....that's all bout this outing....

p/s: i think i am already driving dangerously but Nic and Lyn drive more dangerously than i am. But they think that i drive so so so safely...hiak hiak hiak~

See ya!

n_n

2nd September

2010-09-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

On Thursday, we, students of comm were asked to shoot something. Yes, something coz I dunno how to describe it. The sunlight that day was really bright. And also, I realized that it is actually quite windy at Taylor's. As I was in group 3, I need to wait for group 1 and 2 to finish shooting their parts before my group can really shoot. So, I was waiting and waiting and waiting for my group's turn. Yes, it is really boring, so I decided to take some picture. I took out my camera and wanted to take picture. My 1st attempt to take picture with Yoong Min. Oh well, she rejected me. Then I asked Eunice, and she rejected me too. Oh well, I din give up on taking picture. Later, I approached Yoong Min again and 'chiak', snap a picture. It turns out great~(Yoong Ming ah~next time we take picture again). See the picture~

Then I asked Sue Ann to take picture with me. And ya, she agreed! (n_n).

Well, we took another one coz she was not ready yet..So, we snap another one...

Oh well, after that, I proceeded to do my group's shooting. After that, we all agreed to go back to LCS to have lunch. Sadly, I received a call from my mum asking me to go home. So i ffk them, haha....Sorry dear~

When I reached home, I din have my lunch 1st. I waited for a while then only go for lunch. I dont want to bring my big bag for lunch. So I just wanna take my IC and driving license with me( and my ice-cream phone, of coz). I searched my bag which I brought it earlier to college for my purse. I couldnt find my purse. Then only I remember that I put my purse in another bag. OMD~this means I drove all the way to college and back to home without my IC and driving license!!!! oemoe moe~na jjinja jjinja babo~ This is the 2nd time I drive without my IC and driving license!! One funny thing is, my mum suggests me that I should take a picture of my IC and driving licence using my phone (I will never leave my phone behind) so that when polices stop me for my IC and driving licence, I can show them my 'IC' and 'drving licence'! haha~ Sounds like a good idea! I shall try it!

See ya!

Sigh

2010-08-29T02:05:00.000+08:00

My horoscope always say that I was born to be a leader. I personally do not think so. I don't think I am fit to be a leader. But due to situation circumstances, I was always being forced to be the leader. This is shown especially when there is a group work. I do not offer myself to be the leader of the group. It just happen so naturally. No one in the group seems to take initiative to start doing work. I can't just wait till someone offer to take a initiative step. By then, we will all fail the work. So, naturally I will take the initiative move to ask who is willing to be in charged of what. And very naturally, they will think me as the leader, start asking me for anything and everything. Somebody once told me that being recognized as a leader is not an easy thing, coz being a good leader is not as easy as ABC.

Well, this time, another group assignment. As usual, I am naturally the leader of the group. I was the one dividing works for the members, I was the one that they consult when they have inquires, and I was the one that inform them on everything. I am really tired of being naturally a leader. I am tired of all these works. I thought this will change once I enter tertiary studies since I was always like this back in high school.

And one more last advice, avoid being group with members who are not from your own tutorial group. It is really tiring to keep in touch with them all the time.

Be strong, baby!

Just a little post

2010-08-19T14:54:00.004+08:00

Well, I haven't update my blog for a little while..
Well, semester 2 is really something.
A lot of works have to be done.
Since my classes start at 8am almost everyday, I reach college around 7am to avoid traffic jam.
And of coz, I get a really nice parking everyday, haha.
My classes aren't tiring, it's just that I can'y get enough sleep that's why I always feel sleepy during lecture classes.
Well, it's quite happy too in this semester.
I get to use iMac every Monday and Thursday.
Keke...but it is very hard to concentrate to the lecture when there is a big monitor in front of you.
I can always play hide-and-seek during IDM's lecture.
The big monitor of iMac can really hide you from lecturer's sight.
Haha...see...

So many iMacs~~~

So, what do I do in class when I can't even see the lecturer coz the monitor is blocking me?

Camwhore, of coz...

Sue Ann, me and Yoong Min

I really love messing with effects....

It's really fun...

This is the one that I really love..

Cute, don't I?

XD XP

This semester is not that bad, actually.

At least one of my lecturers is a fan of K-pop too.

She likes Nobody, haha...

See ya!

是真确的。。。

2010-08-06T21:35:00.002+08:00

山羊座的人做事有責任感，但卻久缺人情味。鐵面無私的面孔後面充滿溫情。友人為山羊座的人開生日會時，他表面上不會有太大的驚喜，但回到家後會因太感動而痛哭一場。他們覺得和外冷內熱的異性談戀愛才有成功感，內心的熱情只會在二人世界中表露出來

I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better

2010-07-28T22:58:00.001+08:00

I really love this song.
I keep listening to this song over and over again.
Watching the music video makes me mad, though.
By the way, I really love the title and the lyrics.
It really speak out what I feel.
Yes, I am saying this to someone.
As in the lyrics;

"I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me"

I will keep your picture as the wallpaper of my phone till end of this month.
Till then, I will change it.
Which picture should I use to replace his picture ya?
Myself or my YunHo oppa? Or EunHyuk oppa? Or RyeoWook oppa? Or DooJoon oppa?
Argh...too many to choose...

And for now, enjoy the mv....

Here is the lyrics...

Kkeojyeo julge jal sara
Ttokbaro yaegihae
Nalbogoseo
Nae nuneul chyeodabogo mareul hae
Heeojijan geumalhaenni
Nawa kkeutnaego sipeungeoni
(Ara) neon yeojaga saenggingeoya
(Ara) neon naege sircheung nangeoya
Daman nunmuri chamaojiman

Kkeojyeo julge jal sara
Geumalbakke nan motae
Ijeo julge jal sara
Na eobsido haengbokhae
Nega beorin sarang
Nega gajyeoga
Namgimeobsi gajyeoga
Mianhadan maldo hajima
Nae geokjeong hajima

Rap:
Sorry My Sweety
Nal tteonagandaneun ne ipsuri
Oneulttara wae iri
Wonmangseureowo boineunji
Neol butjabayahaneunde
Mari naojil anha
Neon imi meoreojineunde

(Ara) nareul da jiulgeoya
(Ara) nan nega cham miulgeoya
Daman modeungeol daalmyeonseodo

Kkeojyeo julge jal sara
Geu malbakke nan motae
Ijeo julge jal sara
Na eobsido haengbokhae
Nega beorin sarang
Nega gajyeoga
Namgimeobsi gajyeoga
Mianhadan maldo hajima
Nae geokjeong hajima

(You) naega saratdeon iyu
(You) naega wonhaetdeon jeonbu
You~
Neohanaman barabwajudeon najanha
(Why) wae nal tteonaneungeoya
(Why) wae nal beorineungeoya
Eochapi ireolgeomyeonseo
Wae nal saranghangeoni

Hoksi geunal saenggak na
Uri cheoeum mannan nal
Ajikdo nan saenggangna
Nega haetdeon yaksogi
Naman akkyeojugo
Naman jikigo
Naman saranghandago
Nan mideosseo neoui geojitmal
Nan mideotdanmallya

(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
Saranghagin hangeoni
(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
No No No No
Ijeo julge jal sara

English translation:

I’ll back off so you can live
Say it directly, looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?

(I Know) You probably got a lady
(I Know) You probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me

I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me

Sorry ma sweety
Your lips that told me tha you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you, the words don’t go out
And you are already moving far apart

(I know) You will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything

You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you

Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?

Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it

Did you really love me?
I’ll forget you so you can live better
Goodbye

我的心会受不了啊

2010-07-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

我的心真的变得很脆弱。
那一次的伤害，我的心还没完全康复的啊。
不要在这样对我。
不要在这样折磨我。
我的心真的真的受不了。
不要在给我莫名其妙的打击了。
可以吗？

Super Junior and YongBae (better known as TaeYang)

2010-07-10T22:30:00.005+08:00

After Super Junior (SUJU) came back with their 4th album "Bonamana", they now came with a repackaged album and are promoting their new song, "No Other".
I first saw their performing this song live at KBS World's Music Bank.
At that time, they havent released the music video yet.
This song won the 1st place in Music Bank during the 2nd week right after they performed it.
Wow~they are really that great!
This song is very different from Sorry Sorry and Bonamana.
No more black and white and they return to the cheerful and colourful side.
Hehe, I pretty much love this song.
So sweet eh~
Towards the end of the mv, I feel like wanna jump into Ryeowook to hug him.
Ryeowook oppa become so handsome and charismatic with his current hairstyle...
Wa~I love SUJU so so so much now.
Not to forget my forever EunHyeok oppa who shows off his abs in the mv.
Keke~I dont wanna tell you what my feeling is when he shows his abs~XP

And for now, it's time for another music video.
Haha, it's from Taeyang, a member from Big Bang, who came out with another solo album, "Solar".
The song that I am madly in love these days other than SUJU's No Other is Taeyang's I Need A Girl.
I fell in love in this song when I 1st listen to it.
Then, I have no idea why I enjoy listening to it so so so much.
I find that the lyric is so so so nice and naughty.
Haha~wa..if I were Sandara, I sure fainted ady~
Keke~if there is a charismatic guy sing this song to me (and of coz dance too), I sure fall for him ady. XD XP
*I cant stop smiling*
Thanks to Wee Vian to send this song to me~n_n

Well, just another short video here.
Well, BEAST is gaining their popularity days by days.
Days by days, I find that DooJoon oppa is so so cool eh~
And of coz he is handsome too.
Then I find this find this video through Jane.
Wa~when I watch this video, I cant help but to WHINE!!!!!
How can she hug my DooJoon oppa?!?!?!?!?!?!?
I hate how she laugh and smile when my oppa look at her and hug her.
ARGH~Jane even say wanted to break her face...
And I truly support Jane for it.

That's all for this post~
Yeorobun, annyong!

Just a little post...

2010-07-04T22:59:00.001+08:00

I realized it has been quite some time since my last post.
I am currently having my semester break. I am very worried about my academic result which will be out soon. I hope everything come out as I hope.
I have no idea why these days I am so depressed. Maybe it's because I have nothing to do during my break. Well, watching KBS World on Astro is the best way to cure me. I enjoy watching SUJU on Music Bank. And also their appearance against Dream Team in Let's Go Dream Team Season 2.
It was funny to see how the members of SUJU ignored EunHyeuk. EunHyeuk even took of his shirt.
He showed a innocent face when he was asked to take off his shirt.
I was so sad to watch the last episode of Sunny, Yuri and HyunA in Invincible Youth.
It was so sad to see them leaving that show.
To Sunny, Yuri and HyunA, you will always be the original members of G7.
I am sure Sunny feels so hard to leave Pureum and so do HyunA leaving Yuchi King(Wang Yuchi) behind.
I suddenly miss my dear TVXQ so much. I wish they will be like back then.
Why they need to choose this way? Why they end it so early? Even now, Hangeng is leaving SUJU for sure. Haiz....speechless ady.....

i miss they happy moments together with their happy faces

After fever...

2010-06-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

The kind of sickness that I don't ever want came to pay me a visit last Friday.
I felt very cold, then very hot in the middle of night.
That was when I realized I had fever.
I wake up to take 2 tablets of Panadol.
But nothing's good happen.
Consult doctor, taken medicine.
Nothing's good happen too.
Medicine was way too bitter till I threw up what I had taken earlier.
Endure for everything and everything's went smoothly on Sunday.
Recovered from fever, finally can eat anything I wanted to.
But then, fever came again on Monday.
Blood test taken, platelet count was low, but result for dengue fever was negative.
Consume medicine again but in liquid form now.
I am afraid of taking medicine in solid form again as I don't want to throw up again.
Consume only plain mee hoon and bread for 4 days.
Lost appetite, don't feel like eating, just want to drink only.
Face became pale.
In hungry mood constantly.

Luckily, fever's gone.
Gain back appetite, no more just mee hoon and bread.
Body is still weak, though.
Feeling tired constantly.
Face is still pale.
Pimple all came out.....

Need some time to recover.
No motivation to do assignment.
Sigh.

Just a little post

2010-06-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

Well, I have to start doing my last assignment for CCS.
It's a journal.
Well, I can't start doing it now coz I'm bored.
When I'm bored, I can't get the feeling to start writing.
I mean, no idea what to write, how to start.
I need to get some inspiration.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I am in desperate need of money now.
It's not that I don't have money now.
It's just that I need to spend a lot, man!
I wanted to buy a DC shirt.
I wanted to buy a pair of sport shoes.
I wanted to buy a watch.
I wanted to buy a birthday for Kelly.
And I wanted to buy new Majorlica Marjoca eyeliner.
ARGH!!!
I need a part time job, I think.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

This is a funny picture, haha!

This is a masterpiece from Wai Hong.

I believe there are quite a number of picture like this from Wai Hong and his gang.

Hurm..what is in Hyun Joong's mind?

It's me!!

n_n

Where did i go on Wesak Day?

2010-05-30T00:34:00.000+08:00

On Wesak Day, I went to GreenBox at Jusco.
Before that, I went to fetched Ah Hou 1st.
He has no car to use oh, so I need to fetch him.
Upon reaching there, of course we went to GreenBox.
I told that receptionist my name.
She couldn't find my name!!!
So she asked for my phone number and how many person did I book for.
I say 3 and told her my phone number.
OMD! The girl who answered my call that day, named Angel wrote my name as DANNY JANG!!!!!!
Walao~~~~(=.='')
Then that stupid Hou laughed at me.
It's not my fault, OK?
Then the pretty receptionist corrected my name on the list and we proceed to our room!!
Room number 9!
Then Kwee sms-ed me that he reached already so I told him to come to room number 9.
Me, Hou, Kwee and Chiew were there.
Ok, so I selected the 1st song to sing.
I selected 彩虹 as it as the 1st song that I saw.
And that Hou sighed when this was played.
Ish~
Then they all sing one by one.
Chiew can sing really well eh~
But later I realized she can sing well for only limited genre of songs with her style of singing.
I don't know how to describe it here.
Hou sang not more than 5 songs.
Actually that day I din want to sing any Korean songs.
I even told VV that I won't sing any Korean songs, only Chinese songs.
But, I have no idea why I don't have the feeling of singing Chinese songs.
No matter what genre the songs are, fast or slow rhythm, I just don't get the feeling.
Then, I started to scroll through the Korean songs list.
The 1st thing that I looked at was Wonder Girls.
I found Nobody(Chinese version).
So I selected it and I told Hou that I selected it for him.
I forgot which was the 2nd Korean song that I selected.
The third one was Genie by SNSD.
I selected it to teased Hou. (n_n)
Then I forced Hou to sing Nobody with me.
Both of us din know how to sing the Chinese version one even there was lyrics provided, though.
So, naturally I continued to sing it the Korean way.
Kwee was a little shocked when he heard me singing it different from the lyrics and he looked at Hou.
Hou nodded his head and told Kwee that I can sing Korean version one.
Then Kwee was totally shocked when I sing Genie.
Aiya, I was not really that sure bout the song but romanized lyrics were provided ma.
Haha, now I really felt the mood of singing when I sang Korean songs.
Later, I begun to select many Korean songs.
Of coz, Gee and OH! were in the list too.
Haha~
Once again, Hou joined me in singing Gee.
Gee gee gee gee, baby baby baby baby~
We sang till 1pm then we left Jusco.
I fetched Hou to Mines while Chiew fetched Kwee back home.
Initially I wanted to go Mines to buy the DC shirt.
But there were too many people there to see Show Lo.
So I just dropped Hou there and went home.
Once I reached home, I started doing my CRR assignment asap.
I stayed at home doing it while my family went out for shopping and lunch.
I stopped doing at 7.15pm as my family and I went for dinner.
We wanted to try at a restaurant that we have never been to.
Mana tahu, that restaurant gulung tikar ady.
So, we headed back to another restaurant the we usually go to.
Then we I looked at the time, it was 7.30pm.
OMD, that restaurant is famous for 'waiting'.
Then I begun to be very worried that I might can't finish and submit my assignment on time.
Coz of the time difference between Australia and Malaysia, I forgot the exact deadline in Malaysia's time.
I was so worried.
After dinner, headed to petrol station to pump oil.
Then quickly head home to finish my assignment.
Once finish, saved it and compiled it with cover sheet and feedback form.
Suddenly 'open office' hang, and need to recover my assignment!!
I haven even copy it to my pendrive!!
Luckily nothing's gone so I begin to compile it again.
This time, it hang again. Not responding at all!!!
I need to restart my laptop.
I was so worried that my assignment will be gone!
Luckily, recovery was successful and I manged to compile it with everything needed and submitted in on time.
Phew~
This was the second time I am feeling so scared....
Of coz, after all the 'hard' work, I facebooking again~
Now, 3 more assignments to go.
Once the EC performance is done on Monday, just left another 2.
Haiz~suddenly, I feel like.....I am so boring now~

Wesak Day

2010-05-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

I went through an 'amazing' Wesak Day this year.

I really wanted to blog about it.

But now it is too late.

I wanna rest coz I need to go to college tomorrow.

Maybe tomorrow or later I will blog about what I went through.

I din even notice now it's already past 12am!!!

Oh my dear, I really need to off my lappy now.

I need to get some rest.

Hope everything go smoothly tomorrow!

Opps, it's today!

Haha~

See ya!

Muakz!

SHENG!!! LOOK HERE!!!

2010-05-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

Haha~
What a post!
Sheng was unhappy as I din mention him in my last post.
He said he purposely went to Nottingham to 'accompany' me wor~
Yea, he did went there to 'accompany' me.
He even asked me to hold his umbrella. (=.=")
So for now, I dedicate this post for him and only him.
I wonder if he is happy now...

The University of Nottingham, Malaysia Campus

2010-05-20T23:46:00.000+08:00

Today, I led a group of Taylor's Foundation in Science students to The University of Nottingham, Malaysia Campus.
We started our journey at around 2.30p.m from our lakeside campus.
However, things got complicated and we reached there at 5p.m. (=.=")
Everything went smoothly till the end, though.
They get to submit their application form as the administration office was still open!
Haha~it's really funny watching them filling in the application form.
Especially when it comes to personal testimony~
They didn't know what to write in that section.
So I gave suggestion on what to write.
Nicole, Kok Jun and also Terry listened to my suggestion. (n_n)
1st, Kok Jun and Terry took Adib's one as a reference.
Kok Jun copied the 1st sentence,seriously! haha~
But they continued with their own piece of work.
I did help Terry to construct 1 or 2 sentences and helped Nicole to finish a sentence.
To be frank, it was so funny looking at their face expression when they think hard to figure out what to write, especially Kok Jun and Terry.
Nicole, as usual, remained her cool side.( high school also like that).

As I was doing nothing there, I noticed something in the cupboard.

Do you see that?

There is a certificate from my secondary school!!!

However, they put it at the far right corner!!!

Not only that, they even put a ship in front of the certificate!!!

It blocks the cert for approximately 80%!!!!!

I am so disappointed for what they've done to the cert from my secondary school.

*Sigh

Another funny thing was their reaction when they got there.

They were like, 'waaa, really feel like a campus eh!'.

They mentioned something like Nottingham campus is better than our lakeside campus.

They said the lake is better than ours.

They were amazed when they saw the map of the campus.

Coz it is really big.

One thing I like Nottingham is their walkway.

You won't get wet when you you are in the walkway when it rains.

In Taylor's, you get wet even there is a roof above you. (=.=")

Ok, I will stop for now.

I have nothing to blog anymore.

Oh, ya!! last matter.

I am happy that I am able to lead them to there.

Coz the last time I went there was 2 years ago.

There are some changes to the way to Semenyih.

No highway to got highway.

Anyway, I am happy even though I am tired right now.

See ya!

Muackz~

TVXQ~

2010-05-15T14:54:00.001+08:00

Update...

2010-05-15T14:22:00.006+08:00

It has been a long time since I update my post.
Recently I begin to fall in love in blogging using chinese words.
I have no idea why I would love to do so.
Maybe I am more comfortable in using chinese words to express my feelings.
Yesterday was the day that marked the fifth month we have been apart.
That means in a month's time, we will have been apart for half year.
Time really flies. Just a blink of eyes, we have been apart for such a long time.
That night, I even dreamed of us were still together.
We were so sweet in the dream.
I don't know I should be happy or not with that dream.
I was happy coz we were so sweet in the dream, we were still together.
But I was sad at the same time coz that was only a dream.
A dream is a dream, it can't be real.
I no longer has much hope that we can get back together.
But I admit, I still have feelings over him.
Getting over someone is really hard.
When we were broke up, I finally understand why some people can die without their loved one by their side.
Coz I really feel like dying without him by my side.
But I can't do stupid things coz I still have my family and friends.
It was really hard at that time.
I can't show the sad side of me in front of my family coz I can't tell them I lost my love.
Actually they don't even know I had a boyfriend.
I thought I can't really live without him.
Coz I really feel like losing my hope of staying alive in this world.
However, after all these five months, I am still doing fine without him.

Something else are in my mind recently.
1st of all, my baby was banged by an idiot who don't really know who to drive.
Worst of all, I don't know who the culprit is.

2nd, I am really worry bout TVXQ.
I really wish they will stay together till the end.
I watched this video made by cassiopeia to celebrate TVXQ's 6th anniversary.
I miss them really much.

这一天。。。

2010-04-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

在四月二十四号这一天，是我们分手后第一次见面。
坐在车里面，看着你我之间的距离，突然间感到很陌生。
曾经那么亲密的我们既然那么的陌生。
如果是以前的我们，一定会牵着彼此的手或在拥抱。
以前就算不说话也会深情地望着彼此。
现在东望西望，也不敢望着彼此。
在车上，我又看见你可爱的一面。
你睡觉的样子真的很可爱。
我没想过我还能坐你的车，根没想过你还会送我回家。
在下车那一刻，我不懂我为何会那么的急。
也许是因为我怕。
我怕我会期待你还会再给我kiss goodbye。
所以我就急着要下车。
我承认我心里还有你。
这一次的离别，不懂我们几时还会再见面。
我的确很想念你，我的确还深爱着你。

我想通了。。。

2010-04-11T00:08:00.001+08:00

过了115天，我终于想通了。
跟他谈了一下，就想通了。
没想到令我想通的寂然是他。
真的没想过。

他说得对，在感情世界里，遇到对的人，谈何容易。。。
我们只能在爱错的世界里不断的学习和成长。
那么当我们遇到对的人时，我们会懂得如何去爱。

我已经放弃了想跟他复合的念头。
我会把我对他的爱藏在心里最深的那一部分。
默默地在他的背后，祝福他，守护他。

当我决定了要放弃和他复合的念头时，我突然觉得很轻松。
好像放下了一个很重的包袱那样。
也许我早都应该这么做。
将我的心就不会痛了那么久。

桐，你给过我的一切，我是不会忘记的。
第一次牵手，第一次拥抱，第一次轻吻。
你给过我的回忆，我是不会忘记的。
我希望我们以后还是朋友。
我希望你幸福，快乐。

这因该是我最后一次跟你说。。
最后的一次。。。
桐，我爱你。

突然间很想听Jolin的‘开场白’和梁文音的‘哭过久好了’。。。

Outing with VV and XX

2010-03-19T02:45:00.000+08:00

I went to sing k with VV and XX.

When I reached Jusco, I called XX.

No answer.....

Then I called VV, again no answer...

I called VV again....

Suddenly received a sms from XX.

You know what she wrote?

She just typed a '?' in the message.

=.="

So I called her and asked her where they were.

She answered me, 'toilet'.

Again, i =.="

Then we went downstairs to buy bread as my lunch.

After that we went upstairs to enjoy our 'lunch' while waiting for the room.

VV asked me to bring the lyrics of some korean songs.

So I brought 4.

I selected so many korean songs.

Some I haven memorize the lyrics so I look at the lyrics that I brought.

That silly VV asked me to pose like that and took a picture of me looking at the lyrics.

Then XX said me so pro, bring lyrics to Greenbox.

The first time ever, I sang an English song.
Which song?
Haha~Bad Romance by Lady Gaga.
I am so into this song thankz to Woei Tze.

Haha~
Camwhoring starts~
VV is so 38, she broke the mic into 2 parts~
See~

And of coz, she put it back into its original one piece.
This the V pose that VV asked me to pose.
V pose represents herself coz her name is Vivian.
She asked me to pose like this yet say me OKU..=.="
She said she is chubby and tried to use her long hair to cover her face.
So I made a chubby face to 'pui hap' her.

Now, XX pose pula~
XX represents Xian Xian~

And of coz, the C pose.
C represent me, Callie...n_n

Then, VV made a batman pose.
She said japanese like to make this pose very much.

Haha~ so funny.
I made one too, together with VV~

Actually, it should be me and XX do this pose.
But that silly XX doesn't know how to do even though we teach her.
So, me and VV did that pose.

VV wanted to sing Ayumi's song.
It was the last song of the day.
VV doesn't know how to read japanese so she wanna press audio.
Mana tahu, Greenbox lock the system ady.
We couldn't press anything.
In the end, VV din sing that song for sure( coz she dunno how to sing).

After that, we went to Orange Sorbet.
That two 38 girls went there to 'gao gao chan mou bong chan'.
They tried the dress just for fun.

Then, we left Jusco.
I fetched them back.
Me beh tahan liao~
Once they got in my car, VV started to camwhore again.
See~

XX was sitting at the back, cant see her coz too dark.
They 2 keep camwhoring while I was driving.
Wwe were listening to korean songs in my car.
That VV increased the volume till wanna burst ady.
She became so high and uncontrollable.

See~
VV is so silly.
Took picture of her reflected self from the side mirror~

I fetched XX home 1st.
Like that VV also wanna take picture~

See~
XX was so happy.
She din forget to make a V pose~

Going out with them is really happy but tiring at the same time.
They are too hyperactive!!!

But I am happy too~
n_n

Today is 14th of March

2010-03-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

Today is 14th of March.
This marks the day where we are apart for exactly 3 months.
Yes, I do miss you.
I miss you so much.
There is nothing I can do, though.
I wanted to hear your voice, I wanted to call you so much.
But, I don't know what to talk to you.
You are always working, I don't want to disturb you.
I really wanna meet you.
I wish you know, I am waiting for you.
I wanted to see you so much.
I miss you.....

我的心很痛，很痛。。。

2010-03-13T00:33:00.000+08:00

最近我的心一着在痛。
我也不知道为什么。

我烦着学业的事。
我是否选错课？
我不知道。
Degree真的很难。
我有点想放弃的感觉。

现在的我真的很希望你在我左右。
我好想念你。
我好想见你。

刚刚阿皓说，他看到你在Gasoline。
你知道吗，我明天也会去哪里。
你知道吗，每当我知道，你和我都在同一个地方，只是在不同的时间出现在哪里，
我的心，都痛的很。
我会一着想，
如果我知道你也会在哪里，
如果我知道你几点会在哪里，
如果我能见到你，
那该有多好。
很多很多的如果出现在我脑海里。

桐~
我真的好想念你。
这一刻的我，真的很需要你在我的身旁。
我好想抱着你。
我好想躲在你的怀抱里。
我真的好想好想。。。

Chap Goh Mei

2010-03-03T14:30:00.001+08:00

On the 15th day of CNY, I went to 2 places both in the morning and night.
In the morning, I went to Puchong.
What for?
My daddy's friend's 'shop' grand opening.
Coz it was still CNY, so he asked a troupe of lion dance to mark the opening of his 'shop'.
The name of the troupe is Khuan Loke, if I am not mistaken.
I saw a banner on their lorry saying they perform world class performance.
Well, they do really perform well.
This is when they starts decorating the poles.

This is when they try the stability of the poles before they perform.

This is when they start performing.

This is when the red lion 'choi cheng'.

This is the time I watch acrobatic lion dance performance from a close distance.

This is really exciting.

SALUTE TO ALL LION DANCERS~

Then later at night, I went to Jogoya at Starhill for dinner.

This is the first time I went to Jogoya.

Jogoya is a place where they offer japanese cuisine.

Well, I am not the one that really enjoy Japanese cuisine.

Jogoya offers us 'yee sang' too.

This is what i drank on that day.

My 1st drink was coconut.

It was really nice.

My second drinks is white wine.

Well, I wanna drink red wine actually.

But by looking at the colour of the red wine and also from my dad who taste the red wine, no good.

I din take the wine by myself.

Someone older than me took it for me.

Since my parents are not against it, I drank it.

Well, still, I prefer red wine, but not the one from Jogoya.

My 3rd drinks was a cocktail named Blue Ocean.

Usually, blue cocktails tastes the best.

And since out of four cocktails available there, Blue Ocean is the most preferred one by looking at the remaining amount in the jars, I chose Blue Ocean.

I was thinking to get a full glass of B.O.

Luckily I din.

It tastes awful~

Really, I am not lying.

Dont ever drink it if you go to Jogoya~

Of coz, desserts are the one I am anticipating.

Waffles with Haagen Daaz ice-cream on top.

Chocolate muffin.

And I found oreo cheese too.

But, the oreo cheese from Secret Recipe tastes better than this one.

I ate mango pudding too.

This one is really nice.

You must try it if you go to Jogoya~

魔羯座

2010-02-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

年輕的魔羯都是很單純的，我想他們也不會知道自己將從天使變成惡魔，魔羯座的人天生善良，感情也都很脆弱，也許會因為一些很小的事情難過很長時間，所以他們通常在表面表現的酷酷的與事隔離的樣子，其實他們只是不希望讓別人看到他脆弱的一面，堅強，理智，承受是魔羯的代名詞，他們並不是很隨便的表達自己所想，他們希望瞭解身邊所有人的性格，並不是因為好奇，好像只是因為一種安全感，為了保護自己魔羯生出了一種特殊能力。　　

　　魔羯相對任何星座來比能在最段時間看出一個人的性格無論他們在如何隱藏，這點很像天蠍但是他們卻看不出對方的心，他們很容易就會瞭解到他們身邊每一個人的優缺點，但是他們通常不會說出來，也不會太介意，所有的魔羯都很包容對方請記得，如果有一隻魔羯指出你的缺點那一定是友善的，雖然他們會用一種諷刺的口氣來指出．

　　　所有魔羯都擁有２個性格，只是大部分魔羯都不願意去接受，因為他們希望自己永遠的傻傻的活下去，魔羯的壞可以媲美過所有星座，也許他們不相信，但是隨著時間的積累魔羯的人在慢慢變壞，其實這也是一種自我保護，他們需要知道瞭解自己最後的一張王牌，做不做就看對方是否達到讓魔羯抱負的地步了，這並不是在表揚，似乎用陰險可以形容，當魔羯討厭一個人的時候那就是一種絕對，魔羯不會隨便討厭一個人，但是如果哪個人做的太過分，這個人會從魔羯心底徹底抹殺，如果這個人激怒了魔羯，呵呵那麼這個人就只能等著災難的降臨。　　　

　魔羯是個比較城府的人，他們不會表面去得罪了，但是他們會計劃著讓這個人知道他所做的事情將會給自己帶來多大的回報，魔羯的報復手段極其殘忍，他會加倍的還給你，（如果你有一天遭受到摸名的災難那麼你去想想你在什麼時候得罪了魔羯）魔羯並不會隨便的去加害一個人，因為魔羯也討厭自己的壞，他們是天才的殺手，一切的一切從很早以前就做好計劃，而且這些計劃在沒有事件出現前他們就在考慮如何完美並無破綻的進行報復計劃，也許這些和他的悲觀有些聯繫，魔羯的人很瞭解世界，但他們固執的相信美好儘管自己知道那是不可能的，大部分魔羯都討厭壞壞的自己，當然想拋棄自己是不可能的。　　　　　

　朋友（最喜歡裝傻的星座）　　魔羯的人都很沒有安全感，他們喜歡在任何人面前裝傻，這可不是一般的裝傻能力，魔羯人聰明就在於這點，他們認為只有傻子在會不牽扯到任何傷害，與其做一個聰明的人不如當一個傻子平凡而又隨意，如果不是值得魔羯相信的朋友魔羯永遠不會讓對方知道自己會有智慧，而無論安全與不安全魔羯對朋友都很真，他們很珍惜些朋友。　

　他們最希望獲得朋友的信任，如果從一個朋友那裡得不到信任，他不會再與這個朋友交往下去．和魔羯接觸過的人都會認為他們脾氣很好，好的似乎發傻，其實他們並不是脾氣好，只是他們很會裝，因為他們瞭解身邊的朋友的所有性格，所以他們在包容對方，就算你做了什麼過分的事，他們也早就想考慮好如果對方為什麼會這樣做，最明顯一點，你們可以去看看身邊魔羯的朋友，無論你怎麼做那些魔羯都不會很驚訝的，其實他們已經知道你為什麼會這樣了．魔羯的交友觀也很隨便，他們可能會和貴族很好，也可能會和乞丐聊天，一切的一切只是心靈的交往，很少有魔羯會有勢力眼，除非你這個人品太差了。　

　感情（超級白癡魔羯的人傻的可以，他們並不瞭解愛情，但是他們只知道愛的感覺，對於他們任何感情的表達都是一種感覺，他們很認真的感受每一個感覺，大部分感覺都可以一個人去感覺，最失敗的愛卻要兩個人，傻傻的魔羯一開始會認為，愛你是我自己的事情和你沒關係，可是到後來越來越感覺不是滋味，於是開始對對方表白，表白成功後卻不知道如何走下一步，也許是太不浪漫在作祟，魔羯的人可能會拿任何事情開玩笑，但是在愛情方面只要他說出"我愛你"或者話題談到將來結婚，那麼他絕對不是在開玩笑，魔羯很物質，但是這點和金牛處女不一樣，他們的物質表現在愛上，他們認為給所愛的人帶來無限的物質的就是最大的幸福，因為他們很自卑，唯一能用自己努力獲得來的就只有物質了。

　　當自己努力的去讓自己所愛的人幸福的時候，自己所愛的人卻因為其他的其他離開了他，而到最後自己卻不明白自己到底做錯了什麼，真是可憐的傢伙們．　　

　　追求：魔羯的追求是認真的，只要對方不讓魔羯認為完全沒有機會，魔羯就會像瘋子一樣的追求著，他們其實對自己非常沒有信心，唯一的動力只是相信自己在愛著，為了對的起自己的感情，為了認真的去愛一回．

　　被追求：魔羯對於不喜歡的人不會給予任何機會，魔羯的人很善良，而且他們知道長痛不如短痛的道理，如果魔羯勉強接受了你，那也是出於一種同情心，但是交往沒幾天他們就開始內疚，他們認為憐憫的愛對追求者來說是一種傷害，他們會盡量的躲避並且對追求者很冷淡追求者盡量的讓追求者開始討厭她／他．如果追求者不理解的話，放心最長不超過一年，魔羯會很理智的告訴你別在聯繫了，她／他會消失的無影無縱．　

　　拒絕：如果魔羯真的愛了就不會去拒絕你，永遠不會．　　　

　被拒絕：魔羯比任何一個星座對感情都很認真，恢復傷痕的時間也很長，他們會選擇消失，這樣對你對他都有好處，因為他怕多看你一眼而又再次無法自拔　他怕再多看你一眼　心如刀割

CNY~~~

2010-02-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

This year, I had a fun CNY thanks to my fellow friends.

We went to 'bai nian' together.

Haha, it was really fun.

Most of all, I got many angpaos le~

We took group photos in each person house.

But sadly, we all forgot to take photo in Woei Tze's house.

This is the group photo in my house.

I was the who took the picture so you cant find me in the photo.

This is at Seng's house.

We found a nice place to take group photo.

Haha~

Like in a jail.

I was sitting in front coz it was too crowded at the back.

I like this picture too.

We were all laughing coz something funny.

But I cant recall what was the funny thing.

I think it is something bout Tim.

I like this photo too.

Wai Hong wanna act as if he wanna steal the angpao from the tree.

It was funny, right?

Haha~

This picture.

Woei Tze suggested that we took a couple photo as we wore the same colour shirt.

We did not have a discussion on wearing the same colour shirt.

I was planning to wear white shorts in the beginning.

Luckily I changed my mind or else we will have exactly the same apparel.

This picture really looks like we are a couple.

There are some friends of mine asking me whether I am dating now after they saw this picture in facebook.

Haha~all I can say is, I think we do really look sweet in this picture till they all misunderstand us.

After all, I can say that this year, I had a great fun during CNY thanks to my my fellow friends.

THANKZ TO YOU ALL!!!

MUACKZ~~~

Today

2010-02-21T01:06:00.002+08:00

This evening i chat with you in msn.
You said you just came back from Kuantan.
I asked you bout your photo in facebook.
I told you that you must always smile.
As i wanna off soon, i told you to be happy always.
And you reply me, 'you too'.
At that time, i really wanna reply you, how can i be happy without you by my side?
I know i cant reply you in that way.
But i couldnt bring myself to answer you, 'yes i will'.
So i decided not to reply.
Instead, i said something else.

How much i wish i can tell you that i still love you.
How much i wish i can ask you for another chance.
I scare that if i ask you now, you will say no again.
But i am more afraid if i ask din ask you now, maybe later you will no longer have me in your mind and heart.

I dont really wish to update my blog.
Coz i really love my previous post.
Maybe coz that is what i really wanted to say out loud.
Maybe coz that is what i kept in my heart all this time.

That is my 1st post that i used chinese to blog for so long.
I mean a long post.

I really feel that i cant survive without him by my side.
I have never thought that people could really feel like dying if her significant other is not by her side.
I could feel it now.
Even though i am still alive, i feel like i am dying every single day.
It is very hard for me to smile in front of people now.
Whenever i am smiling, i feel like i am deceiving everyone.

I hate myself for being such a loser.
I really hate it.
But it seems that there is no way for me to overcome it.

I am such a loser.
I hate myself.

我的真心话~从心里的话~

2010-02-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

这一些是我的真心话。
从十二月到现在，我都是过的很辛苦。

我在这里要谢谢我的一些朋友。

Nicole, 谢谢你。
当我说要见你的时候，你就立刻出来。
也要谢谢Xian。虽然那时的你还不懂我发生了什么，我还是要谢你陪我。

Czelyn，虽然你没出来陪我，可是你却每晚在msn里陪我谈天。
你为了不想让我伤心，你就在msn里陪我。

Nick Khee，你的那个留言在facebook的，真的让我感到很温馨。

Hou，我不能忘了你这个好友。
你为了不想让我伤心，你就拉我去你们的gathering。
尤其是平安夜那晚，谢谢你叫Seng邀请我去你们的gathering。
我跟你说我想去喝茶，当你们男的去喝茶，你就带我去。

还有Seng你们，谢谢你们让我参加你们的gathering。
你们带给我很多欢笑。
在那个gathering，我也认识了Winson和Miyako。
镇的很感激你们。

最后我还要再一次谢谢 Nicole，Czelyn，Xian，Nick Khee， Wee Vian 还有Hou。
谢谢你们陪我去唱k。
尤其是Hou。
当我问你要不要去，你还没决定。
当你Nick Khee告诉你‘陪Callie'这一句，你就立刻答应要去。
我真的很感激你们。
在我最需要人陪的时候，你们就陪我。
我真的很感动。

可是，我真的觉得很对不起你们。
你们一直叫我放弃他，可是我还是无法放弃他。
我真的有努力过要放弃他。
可是，我真的无法放弃他。
他一着出现在我脑海里，一直在我心里。
无论我看见什么，想些什么，我都会想起他。
我真的无法放弃他。
我的好友们，对不起。
真的对不起。
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爱到底是什么？
爱是甜蜜的？
爱是幸福的？
爱是快乐的？
爱是悲哀的？

我觉得，爱是绝情又无情。

爱，它能给你快乐。
但是爱可以很无情地没收它给你的快乐。

爱，它能给你幸福。
但是爱可以很绝情地用一句’对不起’就把你丢在一旁。
让你自己一个孤孤单单。

那爱不是绝情又无情吗？

我到了现在才懂得原来爱是这样的。
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桐~

三年前，当我们认识的时候，我真的没想过我会爱上你。
三年后，我真的爱上你了。
而且，我是爱的很入心入肺的。
我从来没想过我会爱一个人爱的那么深。
我发觉到原来你就是我一着在找的那个人。
你拥有我所要的条件。
跟你在一起，我真的感觉到很幸福。
虽然你不是我的初恋，可是你却给我初恋的感觉。
那晚，当我收到你的讯息，我是多么的开心。
那是因为，通常在那个时间，你都是在睡着。
我读着那个讯息的时候，我还以为你在开玩笑。
可是，到我读到最后时，我觉得怪怪的。
我就sms给你，你没回我。
到了明天，我打给你，你不接。
你连符合的机会到没给。
我真的很伤心。
你叫我不要想太多，说什么过了就算。
你叫我怎么不要想太多？
你叫我怎么过了就算？
我的心真的很痛，很痛。
我没办法放弃你。
我们重新来过，好吗？
给我多一次机会好吗？
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以前我并不知道，痛到最痛是什么。
我现在明白了。
我以为六年前的那个伤是最痛的。
哭了一个月，算不了什么。
这次的伤，让我明白了，什么是最痛。
痛到连饭也吃不下。
痛到连泪也哭不出来。
就算我再怎么想哭，我也哭不出来。
原来哭不出来的感觉，是那么的痛苦。
快要两个月了，我的心还是那么的痛。
也许是我的心早已碎了。
所以，就算多久，我的心还是会痛。
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也许你们看见我时，你们会觉得我并没有不开心。
那是因为，我不让你们看见我脆弱的一缅。
我笑是因为我不想让你们操心。
到我独自一个人的时候，我就无法笑起来了。

我记得有一天和家人去The Gardens.
我经过我和他坐过的椅子。
那时候，我的心是多么的难受。
我连望着那椅子的勇气都没有。
我怕望着那椅子，我会当场哭出来。
现在当我看见我和他曾在一起去过的地方，我都会感到很心酸。
我真的过的很辛苦啊。

宝贝，我真的很想念你。

心痛

2010-02-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

过了那么久，我的心依然会痛。
看见你有在msn，我好想找你。
可是，我又怕，若我找你，你会觉得我很烦。
找你的话，我又不懂说些什么。
但看见你在online，却不找你，我的心感到很心痛。
但你offline的时候，我又会心痛。
心痛为何我不找你。

我真的很想念你。
真的真的想你。
我多么希望你能看见我的部落格。
我多么希望你能知道，这一刻我的心是什么感受。

桐，我好想念你。
我好想建你啊。
你听见吗？
这一刻，我好想拥抱你。。。

As promised~

2010-02-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yea, last time I did promise to blog about my birthday.
I have waited so long to blog bout it.
This year, my birthday was quite different.
Quite a memorable one.
Why?
Coz I celebrated my birthday for 2 consecutive days.
On 11th of January, it was my 21st birthday for Lunar calendar.
On 12th of January, it was my 19th birthday for western calendar.
Well, I did not have a big party to celebrate my brithday.
Why?
Coz I need to sit for my midterm tests on both of my birthdays.

However, thanks to Facebook, many of my friends remembered my birthday.
I couldn't remember how many people wished me for my birthday.
You all wished me through Facebook, sms-es, and face to face....
I really am grateful and appreciate it.
This is the first time so many people remembered my birthday.
In the past, not many people will notice the arrival of my birthday.
Once again, thanks to all who wished me.
I couldn't write all of your names here coz it's too long!

And one thing that made me feel very happy was him.
I thought he didn't remember my birthday.
Or he just unsure whether he should wish me or not.
I thought I wouldn't receive his wishes.
When I was about to lose hope, my phone rang.
On my birthday night, 11:33pm, he sent me a message.
Although it was just a simple wish, it was really meaningful to me.
I was happy for the whole night.
Yea, I still can't get over him.
And somehow, I wish not to get over him.
Sad case, don't wanna talk more bout it.

As for my birthday present, I do receive some present.
I haven't receive all the present now.
I am expecting to receive a woven hat soon from my god brother's mum soon.
Hehe~
I am still waiting for my another present which is from my buddies~

So, once I receive all the presents, I will upload the pictures here.
Stay tune ya!

Love Story...

2010-01-31T01:27:00.000+08:00

No..I am not going to blog bout my love story.
Mine is a sad one which I don't wanna talk bout.
I just wanna share with you guys this song by Rain.
A very nice song...
I use it as my ringtone for a special someone.
Who?
Don't ask me this silly question as I am not going to tell you the answer.
If you are brave enough to ask me this, I will ignore you or even block you.
So, please don't do silly thing.

Here, enjoy~
This is the original version.
Korean one.

This is another version sung by Rain too.
English one.

Another version by Rain again.
Chinese one.

With clear lyrics.

Japanese version.

Yea, I love this song very much.
If you wanna know why, just pay attention to the lyrics.

累了。。。

2010-01-24T18:38:00.000+08:00

我好累。
我真的好累。
这个学期，真的好辛苦。
考完试后，我要好好地休息。
我快累死了。
我真的很希望你在我左右。
那该有多好，如果你能抱着我。
我好想念你啊。

我怀念的。。。

2010-01-20T19:36:00.000+08:00

我怀念，你牵着我的手时，给我的安全感。
我怀念，你拥抱我时，给我的温暖。
我怀念，你亲我时，给我的幸福感。
我怀念，你给我的一切，一切。
我怀念，你还在我身边的时候。
我怀念，你的一切，一切。
我怀念，我只能怀念。
因为你已经离开我了。。。

怎么了

2010-01-16T14:45:00.000+08:00

我倒地在干什么？
我也不清楚。
我真的好想念你。
好想见你。
我还是放不下你。
我倒地该怎么做呢？

*快乐也好，痛苦也好，没有你一切都变得不好了。。。

Finally...

2010-01-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

Yea, my test are over finally!
Hehe..my birthday is over too.
Later I will blog bout my birthday, k?
I am too tired now.
Actually I am extremely tired this whole week.
I will be back!
Hehe...

Useless

2010-01-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

Guess what?
I thought after my birthday, I wanna change my name in MSN to useless.
Coz I am really useless.
I dont know I am influenced by your emoness or what.
I really wanna change my name in MSN to useless.
Then, when I on MSN just now, you changed your name from EMO to useless.
Is this what we call in chinese 心灵相通？
I have no idea.
Am I loving you too much till get influenced by your emoness?
Or am I already emo but I just dont realize it?

天天都需要你爱我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩
天天把它挂嘴边到底什么是真爱
i love you
到底有几分说得比想像更快

痛苦也好，快乐也好，
没有你，一切都变得不好了。。。

Coz I had a Bad Day...

2010-01-07T22:22:00.001+08:00

I dont know why i am feeling so bad today.
I dont know why.
I know i can finish my magazine review today.
But i dont know why i just dont feel like doing it.
But i know i must finish it.

Please Dont Forget...

2010-01-04T22:53:00.001+08:00

We've loved each other
Though we're parting now.
Still, different places share a single heaven
Please don't forget me

At the cold wind's touch
The sound of your laughter
And your eyes where I was mirrored
Come back to me.
I weep and weep still more for loneliness.

My lips were frozen,
So I couldn't speak these words:

We've loved each other
Though we're parting now.
Still, different places share a single heaven
Please don't forget me

Tears sealed my lips.
So I couldn't speak these words:

We've loved each other
Though we're parting now.
Still, different places share a single heaven
Please don't forget me.

The one who turned aside clutching her heart
as she sent you away,
do you maybe realize
that was none other than me?

Since that was so, give me your love.
Still, different places share a single heaven,
Please some day come back to me.

We've loved each other
Though we're parting now.
Still, different places share a single heaven
Please don't forget me

A Warm Post from Nick Khee

2010-01-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

At that time, i was really really down.
Nick Khee post something on my Facebook' wall.
This is it~

LOVE can make you feel happy and sweet,but can make you feel hurt or sad too~
no matter what happen,you still have your friend^^
don't sad any more,we are here and accompany you till you be fine^^
take it as your memories~i know we can't replace 'him' but we can help you face all the problem^^hehe
add oil!!! call us out when you need our shoulder..^^

Nice, right?
And it is very warm..
Thanks Nick Khee.
I will sure miss you.
Be tough in NS.

Hang Out @ 29/12/09

2009-12-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today I hang out with my buddies at jusco.

We went to GreenBox 1st.

We sang and sang and sang.

Haha...waa..finally GreenBox updated its song list.

I sang so many Korean songs at one time.

They even have La Cha Ta and Chu.

Of coz, I sang Sorry Sorry and Nobody.

But sadly, I am the only one who sang Korean songs.

They do join me during the chorus part.

Like, they sang 'sorry sorry sorry sorry'.

Then, 'I want nobody nobody but you'.

Lastly, 'Gee gee gee gee, baby baby baby baby'.

Haha..so funny...

Here are some photos.

Me and Czelyn.

Me and Xian

Me, Xian and Wee

We took all the photos after we finish the singing section.

Something happened in the room.

See..

Nicky hugged Hou~

Not only that, they also~~

Yes, Nicky gave Hou a love bite.

Oh~no eyes see~

I do take picture with Nicky.

Here~

Haha...in this picture, we do look like a couple.

Couple of the day!

Just for today only.

Then we divided into 2 groups.

1st group went to watch Avatar.

The rest of us( the black gang group) went around Jusco.

We went forth and back before we finally find a place to sit down and chat.

We went to Secret Recipe!

We all order a slice of cake each and get a free tea or coffee each.

Here is what we ordered.

I= chocolate fudge + earl grey tea.

Czelyn= chocolate banana + jasmine tea.

Nicky= chocolate indulgence + flat white.

Hou= oreo cheese + flat white.

We were so funny at there.

We keep taking photos of the drinks and the cakes.

The aunty and that little boy from next table keep looking at our weird action.

We just ignore them and continue taking photos.

Here, Hou makes some funny pose for me to take picture.

He wants to drink his flat white coffee.

After that, he did this.

Do you see those bubbles?

Haha....

He wants to show that his oreo cheese is the best.

So he did some funny face when he ate the cake.

He said he feels so happy eating that cake.

Haha...so silly.

We, again take photos of the cups and the plates after finish eating.

I said to Hou that mine and Czelyn's cup are cleaner.

Then Hou said his plate is the cleanest.

That is because his cake dont have any cream, that's why it is so clean.

We chat for about one and a half hours there.

Only me and Lyn and Hou chat.

Nicky was busy chatting with his crush.

Yes, his crush was there too but not from our gang.

They met at jusco.

Haha~

It was a fun hang out.

I feel so tired after I reach home.

But before I went to shower, I, of coz took some pictures of myself.

Hehe~

Here~

Haha~

I just post 3 pictures here.

I want you to see the rest in facebook.

Haha~

I wish to hang out with them again during my coming 19th birthday.

But sadly, Nicky needs to go for NS on 4th Jan.

And I will be having my midterm test on that day.

Haiz~

Cant see Nicky for 3 months.

Miss him~

It's Me...or Mee?

2009-12-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today I had mee for my lunch.

I was having it facing my lappy while facebook-ing.

Then, something came across my mind.

Hehehe...

I took a picture of me having my mee with my built-in webcam in my lappy.

Here, is the picture...

Kekeke...

Haha....
I look so silly in the picture...
Hahaha.....

Me...Again...

2009-12-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

That day I was very free.

Extremely free.

So, I took out my phone and start taking pictures.

And I realize I haven upload photos to facebook for a very long time.

So now I have that opportunity to upload photos.

I will just show you 4 pictures I took that day.

If you want to see the rest of the pictures, you must go to my facebook profile.

Now, enjoy!

Cute mou?

keke..another pic...

air is in my mouth..wakaka.

happy...n_n

That's all for this post.
For more pictures, please go to my facebook profile.
Haha....
There will be a post about my outing with my friends to GreenBox soon.
We are going to sing our hearts out loud!
Hahaha..
That's all for now.
See ya!

My Masterpiece~

2009-12-26T22:13:00.000+08:00

Pain fades with time..............Recovery grows with time..........

We like the feeling of falling in love. Once we fell in love, we feel very happy. But we do know that the one you love may leave you? When the one leave you, you will feel very sad. But still, we wanna fall in love again although we know we will experience the sad feeling again. Why?

No pain no gain. This is true both in life and also love. If you werent hurt enough, you wont know what true love is. Have I hurt enough? I wish I were...

It is not very hard to fall in love with someone. But it is hard to stop loving someone when you already fell in love with the one. It may take you a minute or even a second to fall in love with someone, but it may take you 10 years to stop loving someone.

Please dont cry just because of the one you love leaves you. If the one that you love really love you, he or she wont make you cry. The one that's worth crying for, wont make you cry...

Human are always forgetful. We do not know how to treasure the one we love. Once they leave us, then only we realize how precious they are to us. But please dont cry if they leave us. We should smile because we had been together.

Love can be the least and also the most powerful thing in our lives. We do crave for love. We want to be loved ans to love somebody. When we are in love, everything seems so wonderful. When we are not, everything seems to be only black and white.

Please Dont Forget...

2009-12-25T23:34:00.000+08:00

This is another song by Baek Ji Young.
Yea, it is very nice too.
I love hearing it.
I am listening this song to try to heal my broken heart.
Yes, it is a sad song.
I also dont know why I am listening a sad song to heal my broken heart.
Anyway, it is a nice song.
The lyric is also what I feel in my mind.

Hit By a Bullet Again...

2009-12-25T23:11:00.000+08:00

My heart was once broken.
I used a very long time to repair my broken heart.
Still, it is very fragile.
Until I met this guy.
He strengthened my fragile heart.
I was so happy to have him by my side.
I once rejected him, but he still love me.
So, I precious this relationship very much.
Because I love him very much.
I could feel that he is the one.
He is my one and only.
I wish he is my last love.
I could feel that we could be together for a very very long time.
I was waiting for the time where we could take our first picture together.
I was waiting to celebrate his birthday.
I was waiting for to take picture with him and post it and blog about us.
I want to blog about him.
I want to show people how happy I am with him.
But, before I have that chance to do so, we are no longer together.
You asked for a breakup.
I asked for another chance, but you insisted to break.
I am speechless.
I am too sad to say anything.
It came so sudden.
I still find it is hard to accept.
I still love you very much.
Before you can fully strengthen my fragile heart, you broke it again.
My heart is now broken into pieces.
Millions of pieces.
I dont know how to repair it again.
I have no idea how my broken heart can get back to its original state.

Last time, when I saw pictures of couple hugging each other, I will feel envy.
When I was still with him, I just feel that I will have that kind of chance very soon once I take picture with him.
Now, when I saw those kind of pictures, I could feel that my heart aches.
My heart aches very much.
Ahh....
I want to listen to this song nowadays.
It really suit me.
The lyric speak up what I am feeling right now.
I really wanna cry now.....

Just Like Being Shot....

2009-12-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMOLpVEwBUg

Like being hit by a bullet
I can’t make sense of anything
All that comes out is laughter
So I just laughed,
So I just laughed,
Just..

While I’m laughing until I collapse
I asked if I could ask one thing
Why are we breaking up?
How do we break up?
How do we break up?
How?

In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers

Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I don’t think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart
In this bruised chest..

Soon, without me even realizing,
Tears stream down my face
I don’t want to be like this,
I really don’t want to,
I really don’t want to,
Really..

I follow after you, who stood up so rashly and left,
You’re running away,
From behind you,
From behind you,
I scream..

In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers

Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I don’t think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart

Like being hit by a bullet
Really..
My heart hurts so much
It hurts so much,
It hurts so much,
That’s weird I can still live.

How can I forget you?
Me?
I don’t know how to do such things..
I don’t know..
My heart is awake and I can’t put it to sleep,
All it does is hurt so much I feel like dying,

Like being hit by a bullet

Birthday Wishlist Finale

2009-12-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

This will be my last post on my birthday wishlist.
If you have read my post earlier, you should know that computer bag and mouse are no longer in my birthday wishlist.
Now, this is will be my updated birthday wishlist.

1. TVXQ 4th Japanese Album, The Secret Code (Nicole and Czelyn bookmarked)
2. Beautilicious Baby Doll Kit (Hui Shan, Kar Mun and Kathy bookmarked)
3. A hat perhaps ( must be in pink and like those Koreans like to wear, check on out Boys Over Flowers's costume)
4. Any TVXQ's stuff (the bigger the better)
5. Formal shirt and skirt
6. iPod Cover/Case for my iPod 4th Generation ( pink/green/transparent)

I can only think of these things in the mean time.
Dont worry, there wont be anymore updated version of my birthday wishlist.
As I have mentioned before(title), this is the finale of my birthday wishlist post.

If you cant get me anything from the list, dont worry.
Just get me any TVXQ's stuff.
I will extremely happy to receive stuff of TVXQ.
But do remind yourself, dont buy me any their korean or japanese album.
I already have all except The Secret Code and my buddies are going to get me that.
If you wanna buy their korean or japanese singles, it is ok.

If you dont want to get me any TVXQ"S stuff, you can get me something else.
I like things that are small in size and cute and pink.
That's all for this post.
I am so sad coz I need to sit for mid term exam on my birthday...huhu...

Birthday Wishlist 2.0

2009-12-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

I will pose another post sooner about my birthday wishlist.
The computer bag and mouse are no longer in my list as I already got it yesterday from my dad.
No, its no a present he bought for me.
Its a goodies bag he brought back from a dinner.
In the computer bag, a computer mouse is included.
Well, the mouse is unique coz you cant get it at stores.
I will post the picture of the bag and the mouse soon.
Remember to check my blog ya!

He Is Nick, My Sweetheart

2009-12-07T21:55:00.000+08:00

I thought I can be tough.

Nope...I was wrong.

I thought I can ignore him too.

I was wrong again.

I thought I can wait till he contact me first.

I was wrong again and again.

I called him...and I thought he may not answer it as he din reply my message earlier.

He did...he did answer my call.

I thought I will be very angry at him.

But, I was wrong again.

When I heard his voice and his cute laughter, I was totally defeated.

I am speechless.

When I heard his voice, my heart or I should say, my whole body melted.

Oh dear, I am so in love with him.

I cant get him out of my mind.

Oh dear, I miss you so so so much.

You are the only one I want.

You are my one and only.

You are my sweetheart.

Nick, I love you.

My Birthday Wishlist

2009-12-06T14:45:00.000+08:00

In a month's time, I will be officially 19.
If you wanna buy me something but have no idea what to get me, dont worry.
Now I am going to list down what I want for my birthday presents.
Take a look at the list and choose 1.
Preferably, one for each person.
Giving flexibility, 2 or 3 person sharing.
I wont ask for expensive thing.
None of them cost you RM80 and above.
Now, the list....

1. TVXQ 4th Japanese Album, The Secret Code (Nicole and Czelyn bookmarked)
2. A computer bag that can fit may 15 inch widescreen laptop ( pink in colour)
3. A computer mouse ( small and cute, preferably dark blue or black)
4. Beautilicious Baby Doll Kit (Shan, Kar Mun and Kathy bookmarked)
5. A hat perhaps..(still it must be pink)

Well that's all I can think of now.
If you cant get me what I want here, feel free to get me anything that's nice and cute.
Do remind yourself, I like things that are small in size and cute and pink.
I will be very happy if I receive TVXQ's stuff.

Be hurry ya!
And remember to tell me what you wanna buy so that you guys wont buy me the same thing (from the list).
Once you have chosen from the list, do tell me here, facebook, friendster or msn. Or even sms and call.
Thankz ya!

I am tired...

2009-12-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

Yes, I am tired.

I dont know what's keeping you busy.

I just wanna meet you.

It has been three weeks since we met last time.

THREE WEEKS!

Not three days.

I know it's hard for you to online coz your bro wanna use the pc.

But I am tired to be the one who contact you first.

Especially when you didnt reply me.

I dont know whether I am too annoying to keep contacting you.

Am I?

When I online and I see you there, I will find you first.

But sometimes, you reply me a long while later.

And sometimes, you offline so sudden.

You didnt even bide farewell to me.

And you no longer send me the word 'muaks'.

Waiting for someone may be quite happy.

But sometimes, it makes us feel so sad.

I no longer wanna be the last one to know.

Coz...

I am tired.

It's A New Semester!!!

2009-11-26T23:24:00.001+08:00

Today is the last day of class of first week of semester 3.

How was it?

I have no idea.

What I know is there are a lot assignments waiting for me.

I feel helpless.

I dont know what to do.

I am so scare that I cant do well for this semester.

What should I do?

I am so afraid...

T.T

2nd Semester Result Is Out....

2009-11-20T22:45:00.000+08:00

Yea...the result is out.

How's it?

Well..it turns out better than what I've expected.

I sat for 5 papers last sem.

Well...I got 5 A-.

Straight A's eh!!!

So...

Of course I am happy now.

Now I can happily tell my parents bout my relationship with Nick.

Now that I've scored a nice result, I can prove to them that dating wont affect my studies.

Oh my dear, I was so worried just now when I was about to check my result.

Now I am so so so relieved.

I am so happy.

I will try harder next semester.

I must get an excellent result for my foundation course.

I swear!

I Wonder Why?!?

2009-11-13T16:00:00.000+08:00

I wonder why all my high school mates know where exactly I live.

They all know I live in which housing area.

They all know I live at which street.

They all know I live in which house.

BUT....

I dont know where most of them live.

I have never ask most of them where do they live.

And vice versa.

But somehow, they all know where I live!!!

I WONDER WHY?!?

跟他在一起的日子

2009-11-13T14:34:00.000+08:00

不知不觉我跟他已经已经在一起一个多月了。

感觉如何？

当然是幸福啦。

虽然这次是我第三次谈恋爱，不过这次的感觉就像是初恋的感觉。

这次的恋爱，让我体验很多我从来没体验过的事情。

第一次牵手，第一次亲吻，第一次拥抱。

这一些，我从来都没体验过。

在他的身边，我真的觉得好幸福。

宝贝，谢谢你对我的爱。

三年前，我不懂得珍惜你对我的爱。

那时的我，是否伤了你的心？

对不起，宝贝。

从现在开始，我会好好珍惜你。

我不会再让你伤心。

宝贝，我爱你。

My Mum's Friend Is Ridiculous!

2009-11-11T22:25:00.000+08:00

I am still thinking when is the right time to tell my parents that I am dating now.

While thinking of that, I suddenly remember something.

What's that thing?

It is actually something extremely ridiculous.

This is the story~~~

Last year, around October, my mum suddenly said something to me.

She said she bumped into her friend at the saloon there.

Then her friend asked my mum whether I have boyfriend or not.

My mum answered her, 'No ah, I did not hear she say she got boyfriend ah'.

That auntie said, 'Got la, I saw her dating that day.

I saw her boyfriend. Her boyfriend wears spectacles ones.'

My mum asked, 'Where did you see my daughter?'

That auntie answered, 'Got la. She did not tell you ah? She is dating la'.

Then my mum asked me, 'You got boyfriend, is it?'

Of course i answered her, no!!!

I was quite angry hearing that auntie saying like that to my mum.

To be honest, I dont really like that auntie.

Even my bro also dislikes her.

I hate going out with that auntie together with my mum.

She always influence my mum to buy unnecessary things.

I think maybe that auntie was creating story about me dating.

This is because when my mum asks her where did she see me dating,

she tried to avoid answering that question.

I knew that even though I told my mum that I dont have boyfriend,

she will still believe that I actually have.

Since I really dont have, I dont have to be careful of my action or my words.

I took a lot of pictures with my friends during my graduation ceremony.

I took all those pictures with my camera.

So my friends gave me their thumbdrive and asked me to save a copy for them.

By that time, I was still using my bro's laptop.

I haven have my own lappy.

As I copy from the memory card to the lappy, my mum asked me what I was doing.

She asked my what were those pictures.

I told her all those pics I took from my graduation ceremony.

She wanted to see so I let her see.

There was a all guy-picture.

My mum asked me who is who on every guy appeared in the picture.

There were 2 guys that she havent meet before.

As that auntie said my 'boyfriend was wearing specs, my mum keep searching for guys who wear specs.

I knew she suspects that I have boyfriend.

I knew what is her intention of looking at the pictures.

It was funny but I cant laugh in front of her.

I laughed deep in my heart.

*n_n*

I told my buddies bout this and they laughed too.

Hold on!

Did I wrote too much in this post?

Ok ok.

I will wrap it up now.

So, I am still thinking when is the right time to tell my parents after all these posts.

haha...

Who Can Give Me Courage?

2009-11-10T22:06:00.000+08:00

I didnt have the courage to tell my parents that I am dating.

I dont know when is the right time to tell them.

Should I tell my mum first or my daddy first?

Maybe I should tell my daddy first.

Coz he is more understanding compared to my mum.

Haiz...I am so confuse now.

What should I do?

I must tell them before i start my 3rd semester.

The sooner i tell them, the better it is.

Coz i wanna follow him to Genting on his birthday.

I wanna accompany him to Genting.

That will be my first time celebrating his birthday with him since we started dating.

Who can tell me when is the right time to tell my parents?

Who?

Tell me please!!!!!!

I Believe I Can Fly.....

2009-11-06T22:05:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of my final exam for my 2nd semester.

Yea...

I am free now...

I have 2 weeks holiday...

Or should i say it is a 2 weeks break?

I don't know.

As long as my stressful exam is over, I don't care.

(suddenly feel like wanna sing 2NE1's I don't care)

Haha...

What should I do for my holiday?

For sure, i will have a facial on next monday maybe.

I shall have that fish reflexology too.

Hehe...

I am going to tell my parents that I am dating now.

(nervous)

How must I tell them?

Oh ya...

I may be going to have a drink tomorrow with my sweet darling.

Hehe...

I din meet him for almost 2 weeks already.

I miss him so so so so so much.

He too, miss me so so so so so much.

That's why we wanna meet tomorrow.

And for sure, we will have a date again on next wednesday.

Why on wednesday?

Because he's off on wednesday.

I can't wait for that day to come.

All this for my post.

I will update my blog next time.

Hehe...

(p/s: actually the title have nothing to do with this post,=) )

ATTENTION!!!

2009-10-31T23:13:00.000+08:00

TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I LOST ALL THE CONTACT NUMBERS IN MY PHONE!!!! PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP TOGETHER WITH UR NAMES!!!! TQ

wa....i dated for one month already!!!

2009-10-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

30 days = 1 month...

waaa....

i dated for 1 month already....

hehe.....

so sweet...

n_n

Heart,mind and soul

Is Valentine's Day really that important?

Valentine's Day is coming soon~~~

Capricorn...

My 21st Birthday Party

Forever 21

我的organizer

时间就是最好的证据

Love You You

记得行动要快！

me2day

Sarcastic

Hurm...

아름다운 꿈

最近，我的，心情

放假啦

低落

Se7en Fans Meeting

来一个感性的post

What is L.O.V.E ?

My Lovely Lovely stuffs~

我最近很孤单

How is Princess Doin Lately?

今天的心情

Pat Yat Yeong Dik CNY~~

15th Day of CNY

情人节

These days~

Simple Christmas

Recently

Exhausted

Just for You, Purplelyn~

♥ ♥ ♥

Bitter or Sweet??? Muulla~Muulla~

Yippee!!!

Total random~

我的生活。。。太黑暗。。。

无聊的一个post

OMD『♥』Gang Outing

2nd September

Sigh

Just a little post

是真确的。。。

I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better

我的心会受不了啊

Super Junior and YongBae (better known as TaeYang)

Just a little post...

After fever...

Just a little post

Where did i go on Wesak Day?

Wesak Day

SHENG!!! LOOK HERE!!!

The University of Nottingham, Malaysia Campus

TVXQ~

Update...

这一天。。。

我想通了。。。

Outing with VV and XX

Today is 14th of March

我的心很痛，很痛。。。

Chap Goh Mei

魔羯座

CNY~~~

Today

我的真心话~从心里的话~

心痛

As promised~

Love Story...

累了。。。

我怀念的。。。

怎么了

Finally...

Useless

Coz I had a Bad Day...

Please Dont Forget...

A Warm Post from Nick Khee

Hang Out @ 29/12/09

It's Me...or Mee?

Me...Again...

My Masterpiece~