7 feb 2009

yesterday i felt so down. i dont know why i dont fell like want to say anything. my bro used the computer all night so i couldnt use it. i din even wish yunho happy birthday. i cant figure out why my tears come out easily now. back then i can hold it back eventhough i am watching a very touching and sad drama. and these days i fell like wanna cry all the time.

看見那些甜蜜蜜的情侶，我覺得很envy。我也好想像他們以樣。但我一想到這樣，我就會很傷心。 因為我知道我不可能會像他們那樣。我一直想為什么我我都找不到愛呢。是因為我的要求太高嗎？還是我太強呢？

好久沒人打給我談天了。真的好想有人打給我。。。

cny at thailand

on the third day of cny,my family and i went to thailand. we started our journey at 6.30 a.m. just so you know,we drive there.we reached changloon,kedah at bout noon. the traffic is terrible. we need bout 2 hours to reach the malaysia imigration. that's not all. we still need to get pass thailand custom. we queue up at the 4th line. it is terrible. we queued for bout 2 hours. the officer in charge is sucks. he did everthing slowly as if he is in the moon. i can see other people at the other line are laughing at us for being so slow. i swear i will never go to thailand anymore by car or bus. hopefully i wont go there anymore even by plane.

if u are going to hatyai,i recommend u to stay in sakura grand view hotel. the hotel is nice. but those receptionists are so greedy. my dad want to keep our passports at the counter, but one of them say it is full and ask us to keep in safety box in pur room. my dad ask her once again,and guess what? she say 'gong xi fa cai hong pau na lai' . so my dad give them. not only that,she say there is another girl at the back so my dad give them one more. gee..i hate them.

what you can see most in thailand is 'tut tut' cars. asl long as there are 'tut tut' cars,u dont have to worry if  you are lost. just tell the driver the destination,he will drive u there.

and some more,i went to disco there. i visited 'kiss channel'. most of the visitors are malaysian. there is no dance floor. but you can dance right where you stand. there are singers sing song that you request. of course all the girl singers and dancers wear sexy clothes,nope i should say bra set. they just wear panties and bras or bikini. there is a singer didnt wear bra at all. 'she' wears a panty and a fur jacket. i can say 'she' is nearly naked. you can see 'her' breasts clearly. please be noted that i put '' because i cant sure she is really a girl. my observation is 'her' breasts are so fake to be real. but girl singers didnt catch the audiences's attention. only the 2 guy singer catched the attention. because the guys can really sing. they sing in chinese too. most of the girls are lip-synced. i didnt dance or drink alcohol at all. i just sat on the chair and drink coke. when i am almost fall asleep,suddenly a girl singer came on the stage and sang 'NOBODY' by wonder girls. i feel so happy because it is my favourite.(NOBODY is a korean song)  then my mum ask me to accompany her to the washroom. by the time i am back to my place,the song was over...haiz... the singers are human too. they need to take a break. so the deejay play the 'move' and 'boom boom' songs. the speakers are awesome. you feel like the 'boom boom' sound comes from your heart. it is not the lup dup sound that we learn during biology lesson. the male dancers did breaking too. they did all da handstand,headstand and all the stands. i was looking forward to see they do the turning move.(i dont know what's that call) .and the answer is i am disappointed. i left the disco at bout 1 a.m.

what you must buy in thailand is shampoo. OMD...it is sooo cheap there. we spend bout rm 100 on shampoo. hey,it is really cheap. the sunsilk conditioner 380ml is just for rm10.70. i am sure you cant get it here in malaysia for that price.

i left thailand on the 5th of cny. still i hope that i need not to go there anymore.

passed undang

yesterday i went for undang test. i was so scare before the test coz i scare i might fail the test. i really don't want to retake it. it will cost me rm50. luckily i passed the test. i scored 48/50. although it is not a perfect score but i passed at least i just wrong 2 questions. but i can tell it was a tiring day. my day starts at 5.45am where i got up and get ready and wait for the uncle to fetch me for the test. i reached there at bout 8.05am. but i waited for bout 20 minutes before i can have the test. i sat for the test for bout 12 minutes only. but i don't think it is too fast. then i headed for the driving theory class. i was in the class for 3 hours. i was sooo sleepy by that time. after that class, i proceeded to practical class. then i was told by my instructor that i have to wait until 4pm for my practical class. haiz...i wait there for bout 2 hours. i forgot to bring my mp3 player so i was so boring. luckily i still have my phone with me. i played all the games that my phone have. it din help me a lot but at least it help me to spend my boring time. finally my instructor came and teached ma. hey..i've got a first time driving experience. it was fun and exciting but i do feel some dangerous too. by the time i reached home,it was already 5.10pm. i feel exhausted. when i entered my room,i feel like wanna hug the pillow and have a good rest. after all,i am so happy that i have passed the undang test. and now i will have an exciting cny. then i will work hard to get my P licence.

nervous

OMD....i will be sitting for my L licence soon...no matter what happen i must pass it. i will only sit the test for one time. january 12 means a lot to me. i can't describe how it means to me but it does means a lot to me. i thankz my parents and god for letting me born on that day. i really like january and the number 12. and i like my surname and my first name really much. with that name i stand out from the crowd. but there is something you must be patient. from kindergarten till secondary school,most of the teachers say my name wrongly. they say my last name correctly but when it comes to my first name..haiz... but still i am happy to have such name. because my name is special. too unique for malaysians. i am praud to have it

counting down to 2009

wow...my family and i went to genting to celebrate the coming of 2009. this is the 2nd time i am in such event. the 1st time was at sg wang when i was ten. but that time i was like in an oven. it was so crowded and hot. but this it was really diffferent. yes it was crowded but it was cool here. and this is the 1st time i am so near to the fireworks. and yea...this is the 1st time i go to genting without entering outdoor theme park. but even if i go,i won't feel happy. this is because my buddies are not there with me. every 31st of dec,i feel excited because a new year is coming. but when it comes to 1st of jan,i feel sad. because a year has pass. a lot of memories to remember,all the sweet,sour  and bitter...but i am now very excited. my birthday is coming...wondering what will i get for my birthday...what present ha??