寂寞还是孤单？

从今以后，我要好好爱自己。。

   其实我现在是否享受一个人的生活，我不确定。在车上听见电台播的情歌，我原来还会伤心。我感觉得到，那一刻我的心的确在痛。我很确定我已放下了那段感情。现在的我也很确定，我未能放下那时带来的伤痕。也许我真的需要有个人陪在我身边。。。。

习 惯 了 晚 睡 、只 为 了 等 一 个 劝 我 早 点 睡 然 后 跟 我 说 晚 安 的 人... ♥

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Baby, I'm Sorry~

My poor baby....

     For this semester, my Monday no longer blue. Why? I will have a 4-day weekends as I only have classes on Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. But I will have Tuesday blue because Tuesday will the start of classes of the week and I have whole day classes and I only have 1 hour break for lunch!!! So hectic!! Argh!

     The Tuesday, 3rd of April was a total blue for me. In the morning, the radio that I listen to everyday played Big Bang's Blues. I enjoyed listening to the song because it is quite nice although the title sounds a bit sad (blue). Oh, well it turned out really blue. I was stuck in the traffic for more than one hour. And yea, I was late for class. Luckily the class just started and Miss did not show an angry face.

     After lunch, IFTP class ended really really early. The class just lasted for about 30 minutes. And then my friend and I decided to skip Media Law class because I don't have any presentation. I was feeling not well too so decided to go home earlier. The moment I reached my car, I was dumbfounded. 

     Someone knocked on my car!!!! I was really angry and sad and worried at the same thing. Till now I am very curious as to how that stupid fellow knocked on my car. I found a note saying 'Sorry, I know knocked on your car. Please contact my dad 012XXXXXX". 

     I was supposed to fetch my friend back but I can't because that stupid driver knocked on my car. My friend called her sis to fetch her back and fetch me to Starbucks, waiting for my dad to come. My mood was really down and the moment I entered my friend's sis's car, I heard 'wow~ fantastic baby!'. I can tell you it is not fantastic at all!!

     After dad came, checked and bring my car to the car workshop, settled down and everything, one of the worker there fetched me back as my dad rushed for a meeting. And guess what? The radio played Big Bang's Blues again. (=="). So in short, mt Tuesday starts with blue and end with blue. So it is totally blue!!!!

     Now I don't have any car to drive and freedom is taken away!!! Sigh, baby when are you coming back to mommy??? I miss you!!!! T_T