I do get jealous =(

     I know about Big Bang as I watched the Big Bang show on MTV during my high school time. The show was about them being trainees and how they debut. That's when I started to know Jang Hyun Seung too. But this post isn't about him (yea, I love Hyun Seung very much).

     I remember Yong Bae (known as Taeyang now) was jealous of Ji Young (G-Dragon), as in how popular he is even before they debut. However, when Taeyang finally comes out as solo, his popularity rises up. This is noticeable when he came up with the song 'Wedding Dress'. This song is so damn sad that not only girls but guys also like the dance steps. I think girls who watch the music video will want to say to him "Never mind, don't care about her, you still have me" and wanna hug him. (At least I will feel like wanna hug him, XD)

     And then when he came with another hit song, 'I Need A Girl', haha...I don't need to say much. Every girl who watch him perform this song will have the same reaction, 'Oh Taeyang, I wanna be that girl who kisses you!!!'. I am not that fond of Taeyang but watching him performing this song, I really really wanna kiss him too. I need to admit that he is a hot guy and I can't resist his hotness. He is perfect is everything, can dance, can sing, good looking, sizzling body...just one thing that lacks is his height. If only he could be taller.

     Even so, I still can resist his hotness. Whenever I watch him perform live, I can't help but to love him. He has that naughty guy look and that manages to capture my heart. It makes my heart beating fast,aww....Ok, I love guys who are a little bit naughty. Another girl that can't resist Taeyang's hotness is none other than IU.

     IU reveals in tv program that Taeyang is her ideal type. She even sang a girl's version of 'I Need A Girl' called 'I Need A Boy'. And Taeyang knows this and yea, they even dance together and she kisses him. It has been so long that I don't see this two cuties gets together on a TV program. 

     Big Bang make a comeback and attended a music show hosted by IU. And you watch the video above, Taeyang hugs IU. OH MY OH MY!!! Though the hug is a bit rough, but I am sure IU loves it very much. You can see how shock IU is by her reaction. And for sure, she is damn happy. HOW I WISH TAEYANG COULD HUG ME LIKE THAT!!!!

     I have to admit that IU is a really cute girl. Not only she can sing amazingly but she can do popping and shuffle. Oh my, I should practice hard too. Anyway, if the two were to get together, I think Taeyang will bully IU, haha. Because I think IU is too small and innocent that she will say yes to everything Taeyang says!! Of course, this is only my own view. What do you guys think of this couple? n_n

I need a Strong Heart =(

                Back to back isn’t something nice to hear and to handle. If you are not strong enough, I think you might collapse. I received something shocking back to back, one day after another. From yesterday till now, I could feel my heart is aching.  I am trying to calm myself down by taking a deep breath, but it seems that it’s useless.

                To be involved in a club administration matter, I am really happy. I am organizing events and people enjoy participating in my events. But when it comes to the process of planning and working out, when you have other admins which are not that helpful, I am really in a painful mode.

                It states that Capricorn-ians are those people that will grab all the things to do by themselves rather than letting other people do. This is because they are afraid the result will be different from what they expected if other people were to do it. And I happened to be this kind of person, I am a Capricorn.

                When it comes to club thing, though it isn’t within my task area, I will still take care of it and provide assistance. No matter secretary or vice president, I am always the one that handle everything. In short, I am an encyclopedia where people will always ask me if there is anything. Cause in their minds, I am the person who know-it-all.

                I thought I can change how the club works when I am the person in charge. However, I was wrong. Just the day before yesterday, I finally found a full team of admin to run the club. And suddenly, yesterday that person just posted in the group discussion page that she no longer can be an admin as she is no longer a Taylorian and will be furthering her studies in Taiwan.

                I couldn’t hold myself back upon reading that post. While everyone commented on it, I couldn’t bring myself to comment on it even with my presi tagged me in her comment. At that moment, I could feel aches near my heart area. Why must this happen when I thought it is over? I have to start all over again. I had a deep sleep and I thought I will be alright today.

                Shocking news won’t just come once. I just calculated the merchandise sales. And yea, the money received is not tally with the products sold. I try to work out on the list that they left to me, but it is so complicated that the more I study it, the more confused I am. I calculate it using my way and yea, RM20 is missing. When it comes to money term, I am really really helpless. When the account is not tally, it means the person in charge need to pay for it. Their term is already over, and now only I get the stuff, so how am I going to ask for it?

                Even without asking,  I can already guessed what answers they will give me. ‘I don’t know, I just received the money from her, I didn’t touch on it also’, ‘I gave all the money to her already’…I am sure these are what I get from them if I were to question them on the missing RM20.

                I wonder why these people who studied account can’t even manage money well? Why problems always occur on them when I thought I can neglect this task when I am not the treasurer? I never wanted to touch on money matter as I thought they can handle this simple task. Why would a treasurer not doing her job well when her only task is to manage money?

                It is not that I wanted to grab all the things to myself, but when I let other people handle, problems are sure to happen and in the end, I am the one that need to solve it. Wouldn’t it better if I handle it myself when I know other people will just create problems for me to solve? Prevention is always better than solving, isn’t it?

                Two problems happened back to back, my heart really can’t stand it. I try very hard to make my life simple, but these people are ruining it. I am getting more and more exhausted day by day. My heart is getting weaker and weaker. If these problems are going to happen again, I think I might faint. If these were to happen again, I guess I need to resign. I no longer have the energy to withstand all these shocking news anymore.

What's your birth date says about you?

     I found an apps shared by  friends in Facebook. I found it interesting so I gave it a try. Though some of the sentences do not make sense ( I mean the verb and grammar thing), I still can understand it. I do admit I am hard-hearted, sometimes I am soft-hearted too. Yea, I have problems in facing my family especially my mum. I just don't have the patience with her.

     I pretty much like the sentence "You are very good at talking, a beautiful face, so wherever you go you will get what you want". Haha, I don't care I am ugly in real life or what, I like how it says I have a beautiful face! XD. Yes, I respect people who are older than me, so I also expect those who are younger than me respect me as well.

     I really hope my presence can bring hope, happiness and joy to the people around me. Say KIMCHI!!!

n_n

     Oh ya, I was too bored that I googled myself. I know I am crazy, but sometime don't you ever wonder whether your Facebook page or blog or twitter or even your picture to appear in the search list? I found a page randomly that says my twitter account worth $43.48 USD. So my twitter account worth approximately RM130!! Imagine I sell my twitter account and use that money to buy my favorite stuffs! Haha..anyone interested to buy my twitter account? n_n

    I will end my post here. Stay tune for next post though I still don't have any idea for it. Give me some ideas please! Annyeong!!!

Who say drunk isn't conscious?

I'm drunk n_n

     On 17th February, our gang went to OverTime @C180 again to have a farewell party to Heng who will fly back to Japan on 19th. Cause I know that and I wanted to drink till wing wing, so of course I asked my friend to fetch me. This time a bit different cause the rest of them reached there unusually early. So when Tim and I reached, most of the gang were already there. Oh when I reached there and couldn't see my Ling Ling, I smsed her telling I am there.

     Upon seeing me there, Ian gave his seat for me and I sat beside Junn. The rest of them (guys) did realized my attendance but they just say 'Hi' and...yea...nothing else. I sat there waiting for Ling Ling. I chat with Junn and Ling Ling before the guys notice about us, the girls. Finally the guys notice bout us and play card game with us so that we wouldn't be that boring. 

Noob face~ haha

Black shirt couple

We played two types of games and I drank 2 glasses (1 pint). I started to wing wing when I drink half glass of beer almost at once cause I kept losing in the game. For my third glass, which was served to me immediately after drinking the second glass. Wai Hong kind of 'challenged' me to finish one glass at one go. Since I was already a bit high, I accepted it with the condition of him drinking first. And yes, I drank it at one go after him finish drinking. And this was when I got really drunk. 

     I was still conscious but I have no energy to keep my body straight. I heard what they said, just that I don't have spare energy to reply them. To conclude, Wai Hong was having fun making me drunk and took picture of me lying in the drunk state and uploaded it to FB when I asked him not to tag me.

     Soon, when I was no longer that drunk, I took my cam and started to take picture. Some picture that I took was blur due to handshake and some taken by others were dunno-what-kind-of-picture so I didn't upload it here and Facebook. 

Me and Junn

     As I mentioned earlier, this was a farewell party to Heng but somehow the main character seemed to be other people. The other guys kept staying at the other side of the cause there were other pretty girls (that's why they didn't even notice us and came to us!!!). And those guys, or I should say that guy became the main topic when we went to yamcha after the party. Oh well, something happened to him but I didn't see anything la~. Anyway, none of my business. See, even I am drunk, I still can capture nice picture. You are drunk doesn't mean that you are unconscious. You are just very tired that you can't control your body well. (though I do admit some drunkards don't even remember what they've done). 

     Hopefully Heng has a nice memorable memory during these few months in Malaysia. I am not sure when you will come back, but anyway, hope you will enjoy your life there in Japan. So long!!! Annyeong!!!

Ling, Heng and me

Valentine's Day Part 2

   After leaving Sunway, I went to Kuchai Lama to fetch Pei Ling. I have never drive there before and never go there from Sunway. I decided to make a try by following the signboard  to Kuchai Lama. I used that road once about 2-3 years ago, but at that time I wasn't the one driving so I didn't pay any attention on it. Since I am alone,  I feel scared about taking an unfamiliar road (at 11.45pm), I made a U-Turn and back to LDP. 

     As told earlier by Aren, after LDP toll, I need to make a left turn to Kuchai Lama. I used that highway before to go home and I know that road can link to Kuchai Lama but the last time I used that road was 8-9 years ago. Because it is quite late at night, there weren't many cars and without me realizing it, I drove constantly over 100 km/h along the highway till I reached the first toll. I was still thinking about the link road when I suddenly saw a signboard to Kuchai Lama. I followed it and it seems like it is another highway called 'Maju Expressway' (if I am not mistaken). The signboard states that Kuchai Lama is 5km away.

   Disaster happened when I reached a junction either to left or right and the Kuchai Lama signboard is nowhere to be seen. The signboard shows Bandar Sunway on the left, so for safety measure, I made a left turn because though I am lost, at least I can know the way back home from Sunway. I kept driving and driving and suddenly saw a signboard to Kuchai Lama. At that moment, I was really relieved that I made the right decision. After the left turn, I reached a traffic light and yea, I reach Kuchai Lama.

   Disaster happened again when I made a wrong U-Turn thinking that I stopped at the second traffic light. I went on driving in an unfamiliar highway which I never been there before. I kept on driving and driving seeking an U-Turn while kept scolding myself 바보. The more I drove, the further I was. I saw a petrol station thinking want to stop by and ask for direction. A second thought thinking that it might be very dangerous for a girl to stop and ask for direction, I kept on going. OMG, another toll in front of me and luckily my TnGO card still have enough credit. After passing the toll, thinking that I should go down the highway, thinking that there is a U-Turn. YES!! I was right when I saw the signboard. And yes, I was back on the right path. Sad case, I need to pass a toll again.

    After a long long way, I was back to that traffic light again, made the right turn and reached my destination in one piece. And yeah, I fetched Pei Ling back to her home sweet home and me too back to my sweetest home. Oh well, driving at night is not that scary. What's scary is that I am alone, drive along few highways that I have never been before and on top of that, at midnight. Anyway, now I know the way to Kuchai Lama from Sunway. Hehe...in the end, I do earn something, isn't it? So, that's all for my Valentine's Day post. May you all have a nice Valentine's Day no matter you are single or taken. Stay tune for my another post on Heng's farewell party. Annyeong!!

My rose

Unforgettable Valentine's Day Part 1

     Finally, I am here to update my date on Valentine's Day. As I mentioned in my previous post, I am celebrating this Valentine's Day with Leng Lengs gang, Eunice and Sue Ann. We decided to have a karaoke session since we haven't been there for quite some time. 

     On that day, I reached Sunway Pyramid first. We have earlier promise to park at CP2 and I was very lucky to find a spot while other 2 Leng Lengs were not that lucky. To kill the time, I went to Popular to buy some books since I have the book voucher with me. I searched for a cooking book for my mum before going on to find my Korean Language book. OMG, I walked around the shop for at least 3 times before I found the Language section =_=. I was totally in lost when I can see nothing about Korean Language in the rack. I found one thick Korean verbs book nicely wrapped and it's RM91. I searched again and I found 2 other Korean Language books with the title "Making Out In Korean". Of course I didn't buy that. Then I walk around the shop again to see if there is anything else I can buy so that I can use the book voucher to the max. Unfortunately, there isn't anything. And once again, I went to the Language section and look around again. Oh, and this time I found another 3 books that teaches Hangul and I decided to buy one of it that cost me RM23.

     So I need to find something worth RM9 in order to make the total RM50. I went around stationary section and feel like want to buy a Pilot pen. And I found that rack that place all Pilot pens is empty =_=. Then I walk around again and saw a cute photo frame and it cost RM8.90. Without more thought, I grabbed it and went to the cashier counter. That's when Ann Ann came.

     After that, we walked around to kill some time before going to RedBox. We two went in first cause Eunice was late. Upon going in, I selected all those K-Pop songs and sang it all alone (because YM wasn't there to bob K-Pop with me, T_T). 

Me and Ann Ann

Cutie Ann with Doraemon

     And when were about to leave the room, Eunice's boyfriend suddenly came in and we all were in shocked. Because he earlier told Eunice that he won't be able to accompany her that night. How sweet was him that he brought us all roses. Of course Eunice's one was the biggest one la. Still I am very happy to receive the rose. It is the first ever rose I received, haha..

Inside the card...

   After leaving RedBox, we went to 17 Saloon because Little Meng haven't eat anything yet. We went there because Ann Ann and I feel that the place quite nice. The place is nice but, yea..only the place looks nice. We ordered cocktails cause we think that it looks nice. I ordered a cocktails called 'Japanese Slipper'. I like the shape of the glass and the colour, but the taste....(you know what I mean). The other 2 cocktails taste weird too. So, we have come up with a conclusion, never order cocktails, the best and safe way is to order beer.

Japanese Slipper

     Oh well, my Valentine's Day didn't end just like this. After leaving Sunway, I rush to Kuchai Lama. I will talk about it in my next post. It is an amazing experience for me. So that's it for now. Stay tune for my next post. Annyeong!!!

Is Valentine's Day really that important?

     I personally think that Valentine's Day isn't that important. If you are in a relationship now, if you really love and treasure your other half, everyday can be Valentine's Day too, not necessary on Feb 14th only. Don't you all have the same thought? If only on Feb 14th is a special day for a couple, then what about the rest 364 days? 

     So don't feel bad for not being in a relationship on this Valentine's Day. If you go and find a boyfriend or girlfriend now just for the sake of not being alone on Feb 14th, then you are basically cheating on yourself. I would rather be alone then to start a reckless relationship.

     Since we are on the topic, it is not necessary for you to receive a gift from your other half. You also can buy a Valentine's gift for yourself. There is no rules that you can't buy yourself a Valentine's present to yourself. I did!! I bought something really special for myself. I will show the picture soon. 

   About the picture above, it is from an anime called "Maid Sama". I love watching it very much. It is not wet and salty kind of anime though that picture looks a bit like that. It is actually a very touching one. I post that picture just because I like that scene very much. Your prince charming push you against the wall and place his face near to you as if want to give you a kiss. Haha, that is the scene where I pray for it to happen to me.

Kiss scene which I envy

My fav, back hug

     I just love this anime too much. There is a song which I really really love and it is so suitable to use to confess. Imagine the 5 charming boys sing this song to you. How can you resist not to say yes to their confession? Here is the song:

Hope you all enjoy la. Still to those who have yet to find special one, may you all find one on this Valentine's Day. Remember, he or she must be your serious one not just play play one. For those who already in a relationship, may you all have a sweet memory with your love ones. Annyeong!!

Valentine's Day is coming soon~~~

     Valentine's Day is on 14th February every year. And this means it is coming real soon. Couples out there are now very busy in thinking what to buy for their special ones and drafting a plan for an outing. Flowers, chocolates, teddy bears, heart-shaped related things are all the stuffs you can see in everywhere. And of course, couples are everywhere too.

     For me, Valentine's Day is nothing special to me. For 21 years, I do not celebrate anything on this day because there is nothing special to be celebrated. I am always single in the month of February, so there is no reason for me to celebrate, right? Well, 2 years ago, I thought that I won't be alone during this day but...haha, I guess you know what I mean, rite?

     Let's not talk about sad things. This year there is something special happening to me during this day. Nope, I still haven't get myself a boyfriend. I am celebrating this special with my Unimates a.k.a. Leng Lengs, not with boyfriend. Usually four, but YM has a "date" with someone, so three of us will be celebrating it at Red Box, Sunway Pyramid at night. Haha, for this time, I won't be 'forever alone' but 'together alone' with Leng Lengs.

     In Korea, this is the day where girls will be giving chocolate to the one they love (of course their prince charming). And I am sure, those guys will be very nervous thinking whether they will accept any chocolate from the one they love or any other girls. If I am staying in Korea, I am sure I will give chocolate to my Yunho..hahaha, too bad I am in Malaysia.

     And I read a hilarious post in Facebook. I bet every fans of INFINITE will be able to imagine this. The post is as follow:


" I don't want to ! " you pouted cutely and crossed your arms . 
Woohyun sighed , you two have been friends since you were born and he knew everything about you .
You were sick but you didn't want to take your pills , you were always this stubborn .
Suddenly , Woohyun popped the pill into his own mouth . His face inched closer to you and he put his fingers on your chin , tilting your head up .
His soft lips touched yours , you were startled for a while but slowly recovered and kissed him back .
He forced your lips open and passed the lips from his mouth into yours . You quickly broke the kiss and yelled , " Yah ! Pabo ! " you turned your head away from him .
He chuckled and whispered , " Saranghaeyo , ~~~~ .. "
You smiled and whispered back , " I love you too , Woohyun oppa " before he pulled you into a tight hug .


Haha, cool isn't it? Actually I do imagine it as well. Out of so many INFINITE's members, WooHyun is mentioned there, how can I not imagine it? Lol. I bet every girl wish this to happen between herself and her boyfriend, isn't it?


    To be honest, compared to cute, my ideal type is still mature guys. Of course,he can be cute too. But still, maturity means more to me. And this explains why I am still stick to Yunho though there are lots of cute guys out there (opps, I mean Korean idols).

Cute guy, L from INFINITE

My forever love, Yunho sshi~

So I will end my post here. Stay tune for another post on my Valentine's Day Celebration-Outing with Leng Lengs. Without YM, no one bomb K-Pop with me T_T.

Annyeong!!!

Capricorn...

【摩羯座特质】

⒈吃软不吃硬。口是心非。


⒉在爱情上选择较实际。对待工作很专注。

⒊双重性格，既乐观又悲观。

⒋缺乏自信和安全感，有点感性。有些话即使害怕错过也不说。

⒌常常被人骗。有点小心软、小敏感、小洁癖。

⒍有些木讷，害怕受伤。总说不孤单其实很寂寞。

⒎在陌生人面前很冷淡，熟人面前很闹腾。有点闷骚。

⒏总表现的很坚强，其实很软弱。

⒐总被误解，却不愿解释。


I found that most of it are quite true~

My 21st Birthday Party

 Yea, it's my 21st Birthday Party. I was born on 12th January but I celebrated it on 7th because 12th falls on Thursday. Many of my friends attended my party and yes, I am very happy. Many pictures and many things happen that I don't even know what to blog. See photos ba~ n_n

Me and my family

My little babe~

When the cake is taken out, all kids surround the cake..lol

With friends from Taylor's..haha

With boy friends from CJ~ n_n

With girl friends from CJ...hehe

With K-Pop friends~ haha

My presents~ lalala

Haha, I received lots of presents and love. My CJ Gang stayed till around 3.30am only left..hahaha..we sure are crazy one. And I really really thanks to some of them who attend my party despite in the time having finals. And not to forget Tim and Aren for rushing back from KL for 2nd round. I love you all n_n!!!