Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Hang Out @ 29/12/09

Today I hang out with my buddies at jusco.
We went to GreenBox 1st.
We sang and sang and sang.
Haha...waa..finally GreenBox updated its song list.
I sang so many Korean songs at one time.
They even have La Cha Ta and Chu.
Of coz, I sang Sorry Sorry and Nobody.
But sadly, I am the only one who sang Korean songs.
They do join me during the chorus part.
Like, they sang 'sorry sorry sorry sorry'.
Then, 'I want nobody nobody but you'.
Lastly, 'Gee gee gee gee, baby baby baby baby'.
Haha..so funny...
Here are some photos.

Me and Czelyn.


Me and Xian


Me, Xian and Wee




We took all the photos after we finish the singing section.
Something happened in the room.
See..



Nicky hugged Hou~
Not only that, they also~~



Yes, Nicky gave Hou a love bite.
Oh~no eyes see~

I do take picture with Nicky.
Here~


Haha...in this picture, we do look like a couple.
Couple of the day!
Just for today only.
Then we divided into 2 groups.
1st group went to watch Avatar.
The rest of us( the black gang group) went around Jusco.
We went forth and back before we finally find a place to sit down and chat.
We went to Secret Recipe!
We all order a slice of cake each and get a free tea or coffee each.
Here is what we ordered.



I= chocolate fudge + earl grey tea.
Czelyn= chocolate banana + jasmine tea.
Nicky= chocolate indulgence + flat white.
Hou= oreo cheese + flat white.

We were so funny at there.
We keep taking photos of the drinks and the cakes.
The aunty and that little boy from next table keep looking at our weird action.
We just ignore them and continue taking photos.

Here, Hou makes some funny pose for me to take picture.





He wants to drink his flat white coffee.
After that, he did this.



Do you see those bubbles?
Haha....
He wants to show that his oreo cheese is the best.
So he did some funny face when he ate the cake.



He said he feels so happy eating that cake.
Haha...so silly.

We, again take photos of the cups and the plates after finish eating.



I said to Hou that mine and Czelyn's cup are cleaner.
Then Hou said his plate is the cleanest.
That is because his cake dont have any cream, that's why it is so clean.
We chat for about one and a half hours there.
Only me and Lyn and Hou chat.
Nicky was busy chatting with his crush.
Yes, his crush was there too but not from our gang.
They met at jusco.

Haha~
It was a fun hang out.
I feel so tired after I reach home.
But before I went to shower,  I, of coz took some pictures of myself.
Hehe~
Here~











Haha~
I just post 3 pictures here.
I want you to see the rest in facebook.
Haha~
I wish to hang out with them again during my coming 19th birthday.
But sadly, Nicky needs to go for NS on 4th Jan.
And I will be having my midterm test on that day.
Haiz~
Cant see Nicky for 3 months.
Miss him~



Monday, December 28, 2009

It's Me...or Mee?


Today I had mee for my lunch.
I was having it facing my lappy while facebook-ing.
Then, something came across my mind.
Hehehe...
I took a picture of me having my mee with my built-in webcam in my lappy.
Here, is the picture...
Kekeke...




Haha....
I look so silly in the picture...
Hahaha.....

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Me...Again...


That day I was very free.
Extremely free.
So, I took out my phone and start taking pictures.
And I realize I haven upload photos to facebook for a very long time.
So now I have that opportunity to upload photos.
I will just show you 4 pictures I took that day.
If you want to see the rest of the pictures, you must go to my facebook profile.
Now, enjoy!


Cute mou?

                                    

keke..another pic...


air is in my mouth..wakaka.


happy...n_n


That's all for this post.
For more pictures, please go to my facebook profile.
Haha....
There will be a post about my outing with my friends to GreenBox soon.
We are going to sing our hearts out loud!
Hahaha..
That's all for now.
See ya!

My Masterpiece~

Pain fades with time..............Recovery grows with time..........

We like the feeling of falling in love. Once we fell in love, we feel very happy. But we do know that the one you love may leave you? When the one leave you, you will feel very sad. But still, we wanna fall in love again although we know we will experience the sad feeling again. Why?

No pain no gain. This is true both in life and also love. If you werent hurt enough, you wont know what true love is. Have I hurt enough? I wish I were...

It is not very hard to fall in love with someone. But it is hard to stop loving someone when you already fell in love with the one. It may take you a minute or even a second to fall in love with someone, but it may take you 10 years to stop loving someone.

Please dont cry just because of the one you love leaves you. If the one that you love really love you, he or she wont make you cry. The one that's worth crying for, wont make you cry...

Human are always forgetful. We do not know how to treasure the one we love. Once they leave us, then only we realize how precious they are to us. But please dont cry if they leave us. We should smile because we had been together.

Love can be the least and also the most powerful thing in our lives. We do crave for love. We want to be loved ans to love somebody. When we are in love, everything seems so wonderful. When we are not, everything seems to be only black and white.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Please Dont Forget...

This is another song by Baek Ji Young.
Yea, it is very nice too.
I love hearing it.
I am listening this song to try to heal my broken heart.
Yes, it is a sad song.
I also dont know why I am listening a sad song to heal my broken heart.
Anyway, it is a nice song.
The lyric is also what I feel in my mind.




Hit By a Bullet Again...

My heart was once broken.
I used a very long time to repair my broken heart.
Still, it is very fragile.
Until I met this guy.
He strengthened my fragile heart.
I was so happy to have him by my side.
I once rejected him, but he still love me.
So, I precious this relationship very much.
Because I love him very much.
I could feel that he is the one.
He is my one and only.
I wish he is my last love.
I could feel that we could be together for a very very long time.
I was waiting for the time where we could take our first picture together.
I was waiting to celebrate his birthday.
I was waiting for to take picture with him and post it and blog about us.
I want to blog about him.
I want to show people how happy I am with him.
But, before I have that chance to do so, we are no longer together.
You asked for a breakup.
I asked for another chance, but you insisted to break.
I am speechless.
I am too sad to say anything.
It came so sudden.
I still find it is hard to accept.
I still love you very much.
Before you can fully strengthen my fragile heart, you broke it again.
My heart is now broken into pieces.
Millions of pieces.
I dont know how to repair it again.
I have no idea how my broken heart can get back to its original state.

Last time, when I saw pictures of couple hugging each other, I will feel envy.
When I was still with him, I just feel that I will have that kind of chance very soon once I take picture with him.
Now, when I saw those kind of pictures, I could feel that my heart aches.
My heart aches very much.
Ahh....
I want to listen to this song nowadays.
It really suit me.
The lyric speak up what I am feeling right now.
I really wanna cry now.....



Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Just Like Being Shot....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMOLpVEwBUg

Like being hit by a bullet
I can’t make sense of anything
All that comes out is laughter
So I just laughed,
So I just laughed,
Just..

While I’m laughing until I collapse
I asked if I could ask one thing
Why are we breaking up?
How do we break up?
How do we break up?
How?

In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers

Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I don’t think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart
In this bruised chest..

Soon, without me even realizing,
Tears stream down my face
I don’t want to be like this,
I really don’t want to,
I really don’t want to,
Really..

I follow after you, who stood up so rashly and left,
You’re running away,
From behind you,
From behind you,
I scream..

In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers

Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I don’t think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart

Like being hit by a bullet
Really..
My heart hurts so much
It hurts so much,
It hurts so much,
That’s weird I can still live.

How can I forget you?
Me?
I don’t know how to do such things..
I don’t know..
My heart is awake and I can’t put it to sleep,
All it does is hurt so much I feel like dying,

Like being hit by a bullet

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Birthday Wishlist Finale

This will be my last post on my birthday wishlist.
If you have read my post earlier, you should know that computer bag and mouse are no longer in my birthday wishlist.
Now, this is will be my updated birthday wishlist.

1. TVXQ 4th Japanese Album, The Secret Code (Nicole and Czelyn bookmarked)
2. Beautilicious Baby Doll Kit (Hui Shan, Kar Mun and Kathy bookmarked)
3. A hat perhaps ( must be in pink and like those Koreans like to wear, check on out   Boys Over Flowers's costume)
4. Any TVXQ's stuff (the bigger the better)
5. Formal shirt and skirt
6. iPod Cover/Case for my iPod 4th Generation ( pink/green/transparent)

I can only think of these things in the mean time.
Dont worry, there wont be anymore updated version of my birthday wishlist.
As I have mentioned before(title), this is the finale of my birthday wishlist post.

If you cant get me anything from the list, dont worry.
Just get me any TVXQ's stuff.
I will extremely happy to receive stuff of TVXQ.
But do remind yourself, dont buy me any their korean or japanese album.
I already have all except The Secret Code and my buddies are going to get me that.
If you wanna buy their korean or japanese singles, it is ok.

If you dont want to get me any TVXQ"S stuff, you can get me something else.
I like things that are small in size and cute and pink.
That's all for this post.
I am so sad coz I need to sit for mid term exam on my birthday...huhu...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Birthday Wishlist 2.0

I will pose another post sooner about my birthday wishlist.
The computer bag and mouse are no longer in my list as I already got it yesterday from my dad.
No, its no a present he bought for me.
Its a goodies bag he brought back from a dinner.
In the computer bag, a computer mouse is included.
Well, the mouse is unique coz you cant get it at stores.
I will post the picture of the bag and the mouse soon.
Remember to check my blog ya!

Monday, December 7, 2009

He Is Nick, My Sweetheart

I thought I can be tough.
Nope...I was wrong.
I thought I can ignore him too.
I was wrong again.
I thought I can wait till he contact me first.
I was wrong again and again.
I called him...and I thought he may not answer it as he din reply my message earlier.
He did...he did answer my call.
I thought I will be very angry at him.
But, I was wrong again.
When I heard his voice and his cute laughter, I was totally defeated.
I am speechless.
When I heard his voice, my heart or I should say, my whole body melted.
Oh dear, I am so in love with him.
I cant get him out of my mind.
Oh dear, I miss you so so so much.
You are the only one I want.
You are my one and only.
You are my sweetheart.
Nick, I love you.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

My Birthday Wishlist

In a month's time, I will be officially 19.
If you wanna buy me something but have no idea what to get me, dont worry.
Now I am going to list down what I want for my birthday presents.
Take a look at the list and choose 1.
Preferably, one for each person.
Giving flexibility, 2 or 3 person sharing.
I wont ask for expensive thing.
None of them cost you RM80 and above.
Now, the list....

1. TVXQ 4th Japanese Album, The Secret Code (Nicole and Czelyn bookmarked)
2. A computer bag that can fit may 15 inch widescreen laptop ( pink in colour)
3. A computer mouse ( small and cute, preferably dark blue or black)
4. Beautilicious Baby Doll Kit (Shan, Kar Mun and Kathy bookmarked)
5. A hat perhaps..(still it must be pink)

Well that's all I can think of now.
If you cant get me what I want here, feel free to get me anything that's nice and cute.
Do remind yourself, I like things that are small in size and cute and pink.
I will be very happy if I receive TVXQ's stuff.

Be hurry ya!
And remember to tell me what you wanna buy so that you guys wont buy me the same thing (from the list).
Once you have chosen from the list, do tell me here, facebook, friendster or msn. Or even sms and call.
Thankz ya!

Friday, December 4, 2009

I am tired...

Yes, I am tired.
I dont know what's keeping you busy.
I just wanna meet you.
It has been three weeks since we met last time.
THREE WEEKS!
Not three days.
I know it's hard for you to online coz your bro wanna use the pc.
But I am tired to be the one who contact you first.
Especially when you didnt reply me.
I dont know whether I am too annoying to keep contacting you.
Am I?
When I online and I see you there, I will find you first.
But sometimes, you reply me a long while later.
And sometimes, you offline so sudden.
You didnt even bide farewell to me.
And you no longer send me the word 'muaks'.
Waiting for someone may be quite happy.
But sometimes, it makes us feel so sad.
I no longer wanna be the last one to know.
Coz...
 I am tired.