lonely x'mas

x'mas is comin'...but i m all alone...din have chance to countdown on x'mas eve...just so u know...tat day is my lunar b'day too...i do feel lonely...actually my buddy did ask me out on x'mas eve...but i din fell like goin...i think they will be happy even without me...m i relly tat lonely???....who knows...after all i m used to tiz situation...merry x'mas for me....n_n