幸福，因认识你

想一想，其实自己也还蛮厉害的。因为我对韩流的热爱，我也去学韩语。也因此认识了不少韩籍朋友。那一天突然间看见你上载的照片，我突然间回想起我们一起渡过的日子。突然间想念你。感谢你没忘记我。认识你我真的觉得很幸福。谢谢你！

p/s: 看不明韩文的读者们可以猜猜看我和那位韩籍朋友在讲着什么。嘻嘻

365 with Lunafly

Lunafly 

Last Saturday on the 12th, I went for mini concert by a group of three of talented singers from South Korea. It's none other than Lunafly. They actually came here earlier this year but I wasn't able to attend it because of something which I can't really remember. Not wanting to miss them out, I bought a ticket for RM100 during the special discount period. After that I happened to get a free ticket from my friend, a VIP ticket, so I went for it because I wanted to sing with my friends.

I don't really listen to Lunafly's songs except listening it on radio. They sing pretty well from what I heard from the radio. I prefer not to listen to their songs before the mini concert because I wanted them to captivate my heart on that day just that what Red Soul did to me last year. If you don't know who Red Soul is, please check back my old post here and how one of the member steal my heart here. 

Listening to Lunafly singing live is really amazing. They can really sing and entertain the audience very well. They need no translator because the leader, Sam can speak English very well. I actually like Teo from the beginning because oh well, I just always fall for those type of guys. To be honest, each of the members si really funny.

The crowds were calling "Yun" and Sam taught us the exact way to call Yun. For it to be sexy, we need to call, Yun~ Ah~. And this does for Teo as well. The moment where I really really fall for them is when they sing a chinese songs called 情非得已. At that moment, I just can't help falling for them. Let me tell you something. Sometimes you just can't deny that guys who can sing well and play instruments are really charming.

 M.E. Malaysia decided to brought Lunafly again in conjunction with their 1st debut anniversary. On the Oct 12th, it was their 380days. M.E. even bought them a cake to celebrate their birthday. It was so sweet of M.E. The event hall is small, it happened in Taylor's University Lakeside Campus LT20. I really prefer small venue because it is more intimate. I can see them better and they can have more interaction with the audience. 

This is Sam, the leader. He speak English well, if I am not mistaken, he is from America. And yea, he wears shades for the whole show. He is good!

This is Teo. The crowds says he is Harry Potter because of his look for the show. He admits it and even says out some lines from the movie. He also ask the audience to guess his concept for the shows and he says his concept is just "idol". And everyone broke into laughter. He even dances to entertain the crowd. He got a tissue paper with Hello Kitty packaging and he put it inside his box where the other members reveal that once a pair of socks found inside the box. He is sure a funny guy. 

Yun is very charming. He is a bit shy but that is what makes people love him more. My friends even say he resemble Seungri of Big Bang. OK, another pretty boy.

When they are back again, I will try my best to visit them again. I couldn't really sing along with them that day because I fell sick. I am glad that I attend the show despite having sore throat and fever. If I missed them, I will surely cry myself till wet my pillow. Till then, take good care and we shall meet again soon ya!

Nervous Never Stop Coming

Crayon Pop- Bar Bar Bar

So, I have finally found myself a job and will be starting on Wednesday on the 18th. The company is one where media students will really wish to work at. However, I have to say it is not my first choice, or I should say it never come in my list. My passion is always on event management and I would hopefully going to entertainment company or something sort of that. There is one that I really love to go, but their company is not in need of manpower in KL branch. So I have to give up. Just to clarify, the company I am going is a really huge company with its international base and the company is really great (good benefits for employees).

I am going to be a media planner, and honestly I am still not fully understand what I am going to do. Perhaps, I will get the hold of it when I started it. I am really nervous and worry now thinking how am I going to interact with new working environment and colleagues. I am really comfortable with the previous working place coz all young people and we communicate crazily (we are a bunch of crazy people and our jobs are just so crazy). Coming to this, it reminds me of my internship working environment. It was really hard to remember all the colleagues' names and communicate with them freely. I can only remember those in my department and I was still shy around them after being there for two months. I did got more comfortable thanks to the Christmas party. 

Anyway, I am gaining weight like a boss. Oh well, I should say the weight didn't really skyrocket, it just like 1kg. BUT!!! I have become chubbier and chubbier! OMG!!! I have got to exercise! I needa to go to gym! I am indecisive in going which gym. I can only get that allowance once I am done with probation. Oh my, help me please!! 

#D2 #Lifeofunemployed 

P/S: Oh my! I lake of formal wear and please tell me what should I wear!!

爱情这件事

爱情这件事可以很简单很开心，也可以很复杂很难过。简单开心就是我爱你你爱我，复杂难过就是有一方不爱不再爱甚至变成恨。爱情这件事并没有对与错。也不因该有后悔这两个字。我相信每个人当他们开始一段感情时，都是抱着幸福美满的心态。因为对彼此有爱有感觉才会决定要在一次。所以说为何要爱，爱了过后又要后悔和恨呢？

我经历过三段恋情。当然有快乐和幸福，还有伤心痛苦和悲哀。虽然如此，我并没有后悔过开始任何一段恋情。看过我的部落各的朋友们都因该知道我第三段恋情是令我最难忘也最难过的一个。最难忘因为我很爱他，最难过也是因为我很爱他。我难过不是因为我很他，我没恨过他。只不过我还未能完完全全的放下分手时带给我的伤害。那个感觉不是简单的能用任何字体来解释。有时候想起那时发生过的事，我还会难过。

我觉得如果要“后悔”这两个字放在爱情里的话，因该是用在后悔没有好好的爱惜一个人。人人都会说要珍惜眼前人，但我们偏偏就是不会爱惜眼前人。就这样我们不断地在爱情里找到后悔这两个字。我也有后悔过为何当初不好好珍惜某个人。但我很幸运呢！因为昨日的后悔我能在近日补偿。

我知道不是每个人都像我能够补偿昨日的后悔。我也知道不是每个人都认同我所讲的。但我很清楚明白若我们的人生里有太多的后悔的话，哪会有空间剩给快乐呢？

但我现在有面对着一个问题。我的确很渴望开始新的恋情，一直等待一个人的人出现。不知道是否一个人太久了，我的心仿佛关闭了。好像完全不会动心了。朋友问我难道我没有对任何一个人动心或者有一点点感觉嚒。我真的没有，一点点也没有。有人告许我不要急着要恋爱，还年轻。我知道，我真的知道。只不过一个人太久了，心里面会空虚。太空虚的话，我会很难过。

无论怎样,结论是爱情这件事要自己体验过才能明白我所讲的。而且每个人对爱情都有不一样的概念。我们永远无法让别人认同我们，也无法解开爱情是什么。记得只要用心去爱，就会幸福了。

告白。爱情。友情。陌生人

已近很久没更新部洛格了。这一切都是因为我开始工作了。本来很想在这里告许大家我终于找到我的第一份工作，想跟大家分享我的工作是干什么的。还没来得及写，我就要跟大家说，我要辞职了。我会做到这个月尾就停了。我只能说这份工并不是我当初想象中那么的好。我不想多讲，因为我做到不愉快。

讲到‘告白’，我想我上一次的告白大约4年前。也代表我原来已经单身了约4年。在这4年里我改变了许多。我对爱情的看法改变了。我以往的恋情都是我先主动的，可是每个都不是我希望的长远。当我决定了不要再主动，却一个机会出现了，有人鼓励我要主动，也因为我不想错过一个我珍惜的人，我就告白了。有看我部落各的读者都因该知道我的那段恋情都是分手收场。

经过那段恋情后，我不再决定到底我要主动还是被动了。我只希望我不会错过好的缘分罢了。当然我也很希望我不需要主动，希望有人跟我告白。

近来我一直跟身边的朋友说我很想恋爱，很想找个男朋友。有些朋友问我 “你不要找男朋友嚒？", "你几时要找男朋友？”，“你快点找男朋友啦”。也有人跟我说 “谈恋爱是不好的”，“找男朋友只会让自己难过”，“你还年轻，不用急”。对，22岁的我的确是还年轻，可是对一个已经4年在爱情上空虚的我，的确觉得很难受。可是因为上一段恋情，让我仿佛对男生产生了一个可疑的心。我口里是说要恋爱，可是心里却关起来了。也许我还是会怕再一次被狠狠的伤害，所以就把心锁了。我也很害怕，一个人久了，要爱一个人也难。做人真难啊~

提到友情，我觉得千万不要在友情上产生了爱情。无论是怎样的友情都好，保持友情就好。提到友情，我发觉到我有个朋友好像跟以往不一样了。我觉得我那个朋友变得不想以前的她。也许她的生活方式不一样了，但我希望我们还能保持我们的友情，永久不变。我不希望我们会慢慢变得像陌生人。

陌生人，我希望有一天一个陌生人能走近我的世界里，然后我们变得不陌生。我还在等待一个陌生人的出现。我不知道他几时会出现，可能明天，可能下个月，可能一年后，也可能永不出现。看见别那些情侣甜蜜蜜的合照，我会羡慕。我很希望照片里的女主角是我。请问男主角，你几时会出现呢？

p/s : 我有个小小的要求，我希望那个男主角能体谅我对韩流和韩星还有对Hello Kitty的热爱。
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