miserable

i have no idea what's going on with me. each time i use the pc,there must be something wrong. either the pc hang or have virus or even something that i dont know pop up suddenly. i dont know why the pc act so to me. i din hit it or bang it. why must it act so to me? sob sob

facial treatment

today i went to Herbaline at mines for a facial treatment. wow i was suprised by its changes. the treatment includes a free fish reflexology. this is the first time i try something like this. i feel so itchy when the fish bite my leg. i just cant stand it. but i think i am going to get used to it coz i am going there again for another treatment next month. most importantly, the fish reflexology is FREE!!!

blues....

突然好想念雪哦。真的好想再去韓國啊。我機時可以在去呢？

女大18變。原來這句話是真的。誰知道她是這么的開放。若她沒告訴我們，我都不知道她是那樣的。

i received a shocking news today. i never thought it will happen so soon. but i stiil think that she is too young to do so. she still have a long long way to go. 

7 feb 2009

yesterday i felt so down. i dont know why i dont fell like want to say anything. my bro used the computer all night so i couldnt use it. i din even wish yunho happy birthday. i cant figure out why my tears come out easily now. back then i can hold it back eventhough i am watching a very touching and sad drama. and these days i fell like wanna cry all the time.

看見那些甜蜜蜜的情侶，我覺得很envy。我也好想像他們以樣。但我一想到這樣，我就會很傷心。 因為我知道我不可能會像他們那樣。我一直想為什么我我都找不到愛呢。是因為我的要求太高嗎？還是我太強呢？

好久沒人打給我談天了。真的好想有人打給我。。。

cny at thailand

on the third day of cny,my family and i went to thailand. we started our journey at 6.30 a.m. just so you know,we drive there.we reached changloon,kedah at bout noon. the traffic is terrible. we need bout 2 hours to reach the malaysia imigration. that's not all. we still need to get pass thailand custom. we queue up at the 4th line. it is terrible. we queued for bout 2 hours. the officer in charge is sucks. he did everthing slowly as if he is in the moon. i can see other people at the other line are laughing at us for being so slow. i swear i will never go to thailand anymore by car or bus. hopefully i wont go there anymore even by plane.

if u are going to hatyai,i recommend u to stay in sakura grand view hotel. the hotel is nice. but those receptionists are so greedy. my dad want to keep our passports at the counter, but one of them say it is full and ask us to keep in safety box in pur room. my dad ask her once again,and guess what? she say 'gong xi fa cai hong pau na lai' . so my dad give them. not only that,she say there is another girl at the back so my dad give them one more. gee..i hate them.

what you can see most in thailand is 'tut tut' cars. asl long as there are 'tut tut' cars,u dont have to worry if  you are lost. just tell the driver the destination,he will drive u there.

and some more,i went to disco there. i visited 'kiss channel'. most of the visitors are malaysian. there is no dance floor. but you can dance right where you stand. there are singers sing song that you request. of course all the girl singers and dancers wear sexy clothes,nope i should say bra set. they just wear panties and bras or bikini. there is a singer didnt wear bra at all. 'she' wears a panty and a fur jacket. i can say 'she' is nearly naked. you can see 'her' breasts clearly. please be noted that i put '' because i cant sure she is really a girl. my observation is 'her' breasts are so fake to be real. but girl singers didnt catch the audiences's attention. only the 2 guy singer catched the attention. because the guys can really sing. they sing in chinese too. most of the girls are lip-synced. i didnt dance or drink alcohol at all. i just sat on the chair and drink coke. when i am almost fall asleep,suddenly a girl singer came on the stage and sang 'NOBODY' by wonder girls. i feel so happy because it is my favourite.(NOBODY is a korean song)  then my mum ask me to accompany her to the washroom. by the time i am back to my place,the song was over...haiz... the singers are human too. they need to take a break. so the deejay play the 'move' and 'boom boom' songs. the speakers are awesome. you feel like the 'boom boom' sound comes from your heart. it is not the lup dup sound that we learn during biology lesson. the male dancers did breaking too. they did all da handstand,headstand and all the stands. i was looking forward to see they do the turning move.(i dont know what's that call) .and the answer is i am disappointed. i left the disco at bout 1 a.m.

what you must buy in thailand is shampoo. OMD...it is sooo cheap there. we spend bout rm 100 on shampoo. hey,it is really cheap. the sunsilk conditioner 380ml is just for rm10.70. i am sure you cant get it here in malaysia for that price.

i left thailand on the 5th of cny. still i hope that i need not to go there anymore.