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     Yes, my title means Beautiful Dream. Last night, i had a beautiful dream. I dreamed that GIRL'S GENERATION CAME TO MALAYSIA!!!! AND YES!! I TALKED TO THEM!!! (with my broken Korean, lol)

     I was walking around with Yoong Min when i spotted a white MYVI with lots of beautiful girls inside. A few people were following the car, so i took a a look inside the car and...and i saw GIRL'S GENERATION INSIDE THE CAR!!!! (i know this is ridiculous for all 9 of them to be in a MYVI, but this is a dream, k?)

     I saw Soo Young (and she is looking at me, n_n) so i quickly grabbed Yoong Min's arm and told her it's Soo Young. Then all of a sudden, all the girls were at somewhere else (no longer sitting inside the car), all sitting on a chair. I was just standing beside them and they were all talking in Korean. And i suddenly talked to them. I taught them some Malay words which they can later talk to their fans. I remember the first word i said to them is 'Yeorobun' (this is so impolite, right? All of them except Seohyun are older than me). I said something like 'Annyeonghaseyo' in Malay is 'Apa khabar'. And their reactions were like nodding their head and say 'ah'.....lol. I cant recall what other words that I teach them but it's those basic words.

     And all of a sudden, Super Junior members appeared at the scene too (This is so ridiculous,but it's a dream, k?). I can't recall which SUJU members were there, but i remember EunHyuk and Dong Hae only. EunHyuk was just standing right in front of me!!! Dong Hae was like introducing me to EunHyuk, and i..i instead of basic handshake, I HUG HIM!!!!!! (lol..i am so damn happy, i bet i was smiling at that time). EunHyuk was shocked as i suddenly hug him, but later on, he was smiling coz i hug him so happily. While hugging him, i told EunHyuk that i like so so so much and he smile and hug me back ( i spoke to him in Cantonese, i wonder how he understand me, lol).

     All of a sudden, SUJU members disappeared and now Girl's Generation were inside my house. What are they doing in my house? Lol...they need to take a bus to get to somewhere else and the bus happened to stop right behind my house. So GIRL'S GENERATION need to pass by my house and this is why they were at my house. And soon, they leave one by one and tada...my beautiful dream ends.

     I do bid farewell to each and every one them, but in my dream, the faces that i remember the most is Sunny, Soo Young and my dear EunHyuk!!! Hehe...

I wish i will have this kind of dream again!!! hahaha...

最近，我的，心情

最近我不知道为何我的脑海里一着出现我分手的画面。这几晚我都睡不觉。本来以为那天可以喝醉然后就能睡个好觉。可是还是没喝醉。

在Seng的家，每个男的，差不多都喝醉了。喝醉酒，当然会做一些平时不会做的事情。例如抱抱和轻吻。他们都是我的好友，他们那样做，我能体谅。也因为他们都醉了，我无法也跟着喝醉。要照顾他们呢。

其中一个是我的ex，分手后我们变得跟亲密了。我们像是死挡。那晚他喝醉了，我就看着他。因喝醉了，也因为我在他的身旁，他无意间抱了我。他抱我时，我不知道为什么，回想起Nick那时候抱我的感觉。可以说是当我的ex抱我时，我的脑海里完全是Nick的影子。

我很不开心。我很想再去喝酒。很想把自己灌醉。我很失败吧？

放假啦

是的，终于都放假啦。忙碌的一个学期又过啦。哇。。这个学期，真的有够忙咯。整个五月，每个星期都要交3份功课，累死人咯！都不记得有几多晚没睡了。幸好，我都安全的交完所有的功课啦。现在，本公主在放假中。


嘻嘻。。。本公主去玩咯。先是去Eunice的生日派对。超好玩的。本公主喝红酒噢！让后驾车回家。够厉害吧? 没有拉，只喝那两杯，都没醉，还清醒。跟他们一起bbq还蛮好玩的。


第二站就是跟靓靓们一起去吃咯。Eunice的生日嘛。吃了，就去看戏。那只panda有够好笑咯。看完戏，当然是去chatime咯。还很想去cha。。。


第三站就是庆祝伟哲的生日咯。本来是要去Mist的，可是取消啦。本公主没得去clubbing咯。本公主还没去过club呢。改地方去附近的OverTime。我在那里喝了一杯多一点点地啤酒。在最后那半杯，喝得还蛮快下，所以我的心啊，跳得很快。喝完了要去Seng的家。他们要喝Black Label 还有 Hennessy。我当然没喝啦。他们都喝得醉了，要我们这些女的来看着他们。乱乱讲话的有，一着傻笑的也有。看到他们将，真是笑死我了。


第四站会是跟我的死挡门去玩咯。因该是去Lagoon咯。很久没跟她们去玩了，好期待噢！


第五站就会跟靓靓们去Morib拉！我要拍很多很多的照片。Eunice会带她的DSLR，我当然会带我的宝贝Canon啦！Ann Ann也一定会带她的Lumix。她们都会穿bikini去疱jacuzzi。我没有bikini，也不会穿咯。回想起，我也没有泳衣。也许该买一个bikini，穿了再穿个衣服来盖着它。。哈哈。。


哎呀。。。可以说，公主要bankrupt啦。去这里去那里。。。可是啊，我很开心呢。
哎呀。。有点想在去OverTime呢。难道我想喝酒？哈哈。。。久久一次，没关系吧？反正是跟我的gang一起嘛，他们会照顾我的。。嘻嘻。。。


就这样啦。。。
期待我接下来的post吧！

低落

今天，不知为何，心情很低落。

本来想做NDPW，可是做不下去。

所以，就tweet了我的心情。

然后， Jane就回我，是不是想起以前的事。

然后，我的眼泪就留下来了。

也许，那一次的伤害太重了。

没办法把它给擦掉。

我现在其实很害怕，很害怕下一次次会根痛。

怎么办？