Gonna squeeze my brain..

I am working on the drama script now...

but suddenly run out of idea...

now that i realize those scriptwriters are really great...

how can they have so many ideas to write a script ah?

salute to them...

i am on a break now...

but still have a lot of assignment to do...

haiz...

stressful...

I am now somehow so addicted to 4minute's Hot Issue...

i like that dance...

haha...

i wanna learn that dance...

ok ok...

i know that i am a dance idiot...

better give up on dancing...

Yippee!!!

i get the new car plate already...

well, luckily that stupid fella finished doing my new car plate...

*pss...why is she so efficient?

coz she get scolded by my dad several times already...

haha...

yippee...

i can drive my own car already....

haha...

i am sooo happy...

n_n

Stupid Fella...

a moment just now...

i was so happy that i can finally drive to college...

now that i realize....

the registration number of my car is different from the car plate number..

that stupid fella mess up with it...

now i need to wait for quite some time before i can drive my car...

stupid fella

Exam is over.....

pheww...

a stressful day fulled with exam is finally over...

now i can fully concentrate on my drama script...

how well did i do in my exam?

well....ok i guess...

and yea...

my car has arrived...

next week i will drive to college lu....

why suddenly i use manglish?

i am too happy i guess...

n_n

我怕了

自古以来，都是男追女。

女的享受被追的感觉。

原来，男的也很享受这种感觉。

但要女追男，真的需要很大的勇气。

常常听到人说，爱情/幸福是要靠自己的努力。

但，这是真的吗？

以前，我很单纯的默默地爱一个人。

我没有告诉他我的心意。

就这样，幸福就离我而去。

后来，我又遇见另一个他。

因为不想幸福再一次离我而去，我就股气勇气向他表白。

另一个原因是因为，我以为他也对我也有意思。

所以我才那么的勇敢去向他表白。

结果呢？

原来他并不喜欢我。

他是喜欢我的朋友。

说什么幸福是要自己争取的？

全都是错的。

说什么勇敢的去争取就可以得到幸福。

哪为什么我得到的却是一辈子的伤害？

虽然那件事已过了很久，但现在每次我想起或提起那件事，

我都会大哭起来。

无论我这么忍，也无法不让眼泪流下来。

现在的我，已经不知道什么是爱。

我的心已经麻木了。

被伤到麻木了。

什么是爱，是么什被爱，我已经不知道了。

在街上看见情侣，我都会有很谈恋爱的感觉。

但是，我一想到那件事，

我又不想再谈恋爱了。

因为我怕，我怕再一次被伤害。

我不想再谈恋爱了。

因为。。。

我怕了。。。

我真的怕了。。。