Sunday, August 29, 2010

Sigh

             My horoscope always say that I was born to be a leader. I personally do not think so. I don't think I am fit to be a leader. But due to situation circumstances, I was always being forced to be the leader. This is shown especially when there is a group work. I do not offer myself to be the leader of the group. It just happen so naturally. No one in the group seems to take initiative to start doing work. I can't just wait till someone offer to take a initiative step. By then, we will all fail the work. So, naturally I will take the initiative move to ask who is willing to be in charged of what. And very naturally, they will think me as the leader, start asking me for anything and everything. Somebody once told me that being recognized as a leader is not an easy thing, coz being a good leader is not as easy as ABC. 

             Well, this time, another group assignment. As usual, I am naturally the leader of the group. I was the one dividing works for the members, I was the one that they consult when they have inquires, and I was the one that inform them on everything. I am really tired of being naturally a leader. I am tired of all these works. I thought this will change once I enter tertiary studies since I was always like this back in high school. 

             And one more last advice, avoid being group with members who are not from your own tutorial group. It is really tiring to keep in touch with them all the time. 




Be strong, baby!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Just a little post

Well, I haven't update my blog for a little while..
Well, semester 2 is really something.
A lot of works have to be done.
Since my classes start at 8am almost everyday, I reach college around 7am to avoid traffic jam.
And of coz, I get a really nice parking everyday, haha.
My classes aren't tiring, it's just that I can'y get enough sleep that's why I always feel sleepy during lecture classes.
Well, it's quite happy too in this semester.
I get to use iMac every Monday and Thursday.
Keke...but it is very hard to concentrate to the lecture when there is a big monitor in front of you.
I can always play hide-and-seek during IDM's lecture.
The big monitor of iMac can really hide you from lecturer's sight.
Haha...see...




So many iMacs~~~
So, what do I do in class when I can't even see the lecturer coz the monitor is blocking me?
Camwhore, of coz...

Sue Ann, me and Yoong Min

I really love messing with effects....
It's really fun...



This is the one that I really love..
Cute, don't I?



XD XP

This semester is not that bad, actually.
At least one of my lecturers is a fan of K-pop too.
She likes Nobody, haha...

See ya! 



Friday, August 6, 2010

是真确的。。。

山羊座的人做事有責任感,但卻久缺人情味。鐵面無私的面孔後面充滿溫情。友人為山羊座的人開生日會時,他表面上不會有太大的驚喜,但回到家後會因太感動而痛哭一場。他們覺得和外冷內熱的異性談戀愛才有成功感,內心的熱情只會在二人世界中表露出來

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better

I really love this song.
I keep listening to this song over and over again.
Watching the music video makes me mad, though.
By the way, I really love the title and the lyrics.
It really speak out what I feel.
Yes, I am saying this to someone.
As in the lyrics;

"I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me"

I will keep your picture as the wallpaper of my phone till end of this month.
Till then, I will change it.
Which picture should I use to replace his picture ya?
Myself or my YunHo oppa? Or EunHyuk oppa? Or RyeoWook oppa? Or DooJoon oppa?
Argh...too many to choose...

And for now, enjoy the mv....




Here is the lyrics...


Kkeojyeo julge jal sara
Ttokbaro yaegihae
Nalbogoseo
Nae nuneul chyeodabogo mareul hae
Heeojijan geumalhaenni
Nawa kkeutnaego sipeungeoni
(Ara) neon yeojaga saenggingeoya
(Ara) neon naege sircheung nangeoya
Daman nunmuri chamaojiman


Kkeojyeo julge jal sara
Geumalbakke nan motae
Ijeo julge jal sara
Na eobsido haengbokhae
Nega beorin sarang
Nega gajyeoga
Namgimeobsi gajyeoga
Mianhadan maldo hajima
Nae geokjeong hajima


Rap: 
Sorry My Sweety
Nal tteonagandaneun ne ipsuri
Oneulttara wae iri
Wonmangseureowo boineunji
Neol butjabayahaneunde
Mari naojil anha
Neon imi meoreojineunde


(Ara) nareul da jiulgeoya
(Ara) nan nega cham miulgeoya
Daman modeungeol daalmyeonseodo


Kkeojyeo julge jal sara
Geu malbakke nan motae
Ijeo julge jal sara
Na eobsido haengbokhae
Nega beorin sarang
Nega gajyeoga
Namgimeobsi gajyeoga
Mianhadan maldo hajima
Nae geokjeong hajima


(You) naega saratdeon iyu
(You) naega wonhaetdeon jeonbu
You~
Neohanaman barabwajudeon najanha
(Why) wae nal tteonaneungeoya
(Why) wae nal beorineungeoya
Eochapi ireolgeomyeonseo
Wae nal saranghangeoni


Hoksi geunal saenggak na
Uri cheoeum mannan nal
Ajikdo nan saenggangna
Nega haetdeon yaksogi
Naman akkyeojugo
Naman jikigo
Naman saranghandago
Nan mideosseo neoui geojitmal
Nan mideotdanmallya


(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
Saranghagin hangeoni
(Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
No No No No
Ijeo julge jal sara


English translation:

I’ll back off so you can live
Say it directly, looking at me
Say it looking into my eyes
Did you just say you wanted to break up?
Did you want to end it with me?


(I Know) You probably got a lady
(I Know) You probably got sick of me
Even though the tears are rushing to me


I’ll back off so you can live
That is all I can say
I’ll forget you so you can live better
So that you’ll be happy without me
The love that you tossed away, you can take it
Don’t even leave a trace behind and take it all
Don’t even say you’re sorry
Don’t worry about me


Sorry ma sweety
Your lips that told me tha you were going to leave
Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
I need to stop you, the words don’t go out
And you are already moving far apart


(I know) You will forget me
(I know) I will really hate you
Even though you know everything


You! The reason I lived
You! Were all I wanted
You! It was me who only looked at you


Why? Why are you leaving?
Why? Why are you tossing me away?
If you were going to be like this
Why did you love me in the first place?


Do you happen to remember that day?
That day when we first met
I still remember it
The promise you made to me
That you will only care for me
That you will only protect me
That you will only love me
I believed your lies, I believed it


Did you really love me?
I’ll forget you so you can live better
Goodbye

Monday, July 19, 2010

我的心会受不了啊

我的心真的变得很脆弱。
那一次的伤害,我的心还没完全康复的啊。
不要在这样对我。
不要在这样折磨我。
我的心真的真的受不了。
不要在给我莫名其妙的打击了。
可以吗?