Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Hang Out @ 29/12/09

Today I hang out with my buddies at jusco.
We went to GreenBox 1st.
We sang and sang and sang.
Haha...waa..finally GreenBox updated its song list.
I sang so many Korean songs at one time.
They even have La Cha Ta and Chu.
Of coz, I sang Sorry Sorry and Nobody.
But sadly, I am the only one who sang Korean songs.
They do join me during the chorus part.
Like, they sang 'sorry sorry sorry sorry'.
Then, 'I want nobody nobody but you'.
Lastly, 'Gee gee gee gee, baby baby baby baby'.
Haha..so funny...
Here are some photos.

Me and Czelyn.


Me and Xian


Me, Xian and Wee




We took all the photos after we finish the singing section.
Something happened in the room.
See..



Nicky hugged Hou~
Not only that, they also~~



Yes, Nicky gave Hou a love bite.
Oh~no eyes see~

I do take picture with Nicky.
Here~


Haha...in this picture, we do look like a couple.
Couple of the day!
Just for today only.
Then we divided into 2 groups.
1st group went to watch Avatar.
The rest of us( the black gang group) went around Jusco.
We went forth and back before we finally find a place to sit down and chat.
We went to Secret Recipe!
We all order a slice of cake each and get a free tea or coffee each.
Here is what we ordered.



I= chocolate fudge + earl grey tea.
Czelyn= chocolate banana + jasmine tea.
Nicky= chocolate indulgence + flat white.
Hou= oreo cheese + flat white.

We were so funny at there.
We keep taking photos of the drinks and the cakes.
The aunty and that little boy from next table keep looking at our weird action.
We just ignore them and continue taking photos.

Here, Hou makes some funny pose for me to take picture.





He wants to drink his flat white coffee.
After that, he did this.



Do you see those bubbles?
Haha....
He wants to show that his oreo cheese is the best.
So he did some funny face when he ate the cake.



He said he feels so happy eating that cake.
Haha...so silly.

We, again take photos of the cups and the plates after finish eating.



I said to Hou that mine and Czelyn's cup are cleaner.
Then Hou said his plate is the cleanest.
That is because his cake dont have any cream, that's why it is so clean.
We chat for about one and a half hours there.
Only me and Lyn and Hou chat.
Nicky was busy chatting with his crush.
Yes, his crush was there too but not from our gang.
They met at jusco.

Haha~
It was a fun hang out.
I feel so tired after I reach home.
But before I went to shower,  I, of coz took some pictures of myself.
Hehe~
Here~











Haha~
I just post 3 pictures here.
I want you to see the rest in facebook.
Haha~
I wish to hang out with them again during my coming 19th birthday.
But sadly, Nicky needs to go for NS on 4th Jan.
And I will be having my midterm test on that day.
Haiz~
Cant see Nicky for 3 months.
Miss him~



Monday, December 28, 2009

It's Me...or Mee?


Today I had mee for my lunch.
I was having it facing my lappy while facebook-ing.
Then, something came across my mind.
Hehehe...
I took a picture of me having my mee with my built-in webcam in my lappy.
Here, is the picture...
Kekeke...




Haha....
I look so silly in the picture...
Hahaha.....

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Me...Again...


That day I was very free.
Extremely free.
So, I took out my phone and start taking pictures.
And I realize I haven upload photos to facebook for a very long time.
So now I have that opportunity to upload photos.
I will just show you 4 pictures I took that day.
If you want to see the rest of the pictures, you must go to my facebook profile.
Now, enjoy!


Cute mou?

                                    

keke..another pic...


air is in my mouth..wakaka.


happy...n_n


That's all for this post.
For more pictures, please go to my facebook profile.
Haha....
There will be a post about my outing with my friends to GreenBox soon.
We are going to sing our hearts out loud!
Hahaha..
That's all for now.
See ya!

My Masterpiece~

Pain fades with time..............Recovery grows with time..........

We like the feeling of falling in love. Once we fell in love, we feel very happy. But we do know that the one you love may leave you? When the one leave you, you will feel very sad. But still, we wanna fall in love again although we know we will experience the sad feeling again. Why?

No pain no gain. This is true both in life and also love. If you werent hurt enough, you wont know what true love is. Have I hurt enough? I wish I were...

It is not very hard to fall in love with someone. But it is hard to stop loving someone when you already fell in love with the one. It may take you a minute or even a second to fall in love with someone, but it may take you 10 years to stop loving someone.

Please dont cry just because of the one you love leaves you. If the one that you love really love you, he or she wont make you cry. The one that's worth crying for, wont make you cry...

Human are always forgetful. We do not know how to treasure the one we love. Once they leave us, then only we realize how precious they are to us. But please dont cry if they leave us. We should smile because we had been together.

Love can be the least and also the most powerful thing in our lives. We do crave for love. We want to be loved ans to love somebody. When we are in love, everything seems so wonderful. When we are not, everything seems to be only black and white.

Friday, December 25, 2009

Please Dont Forget...

This is another song by Baek Ji Young.
Yea, it is very nice too.
I love hearing it.
I am listening this song to try to heal my broken heart.
Yes, it is a sad song.
I also dont know why I am listening a sad song to heal my broken heart.
Anyway, it is a nice song.
The lyric is also what I feel in my mind.




Hit By a Bullet Again...

My heart was once broken.
I used a very long time to repair my broken heart.
Still, it is very fragile.
Until I met this guy.
He strengthened my fragile heart.
I was so happy to have him by my side.
I once rejected him, but he still love me.
So, I precious this relationship very much.
Because I love him very much.
I could feel that he is the one.
He is my one and only.
I wish he is my last love.
I could feel that we could be together for a very very long time.
I was waiting for the time where we could take our first picture together.
I was waiting to celebrate his birthday.
I was waiting for to take picture with him and post it and blog about us.
I want to blog about him.
I want to show people how happy I am with him.
But, before I have that chance to do so, we are no longer together.
You asked for a breakup.
I asked for another chance, but you insisted to break.
I am speechless.
I am too sad to say anything.
It came so sudden.
I still find it is hard to accept.
I still love you very much.
Before you can fully strengthen my fragile heart, you broke it again.
My heart is now broken into pieces.
Millions of pieces.
I dont know how to repair it again.
I have no idea how my broken heart can get back to its original state.

Last time, when I saw pictures of couple hugging each other, I will feel envy.
When I was still with him, I just feel that I will have that kind of chance very soon once I take picture with him.
Now, when I saw those kind of pictures, I could feel that my heart aches.
My heart aches very much.
Ahh....
I want to listen to this song nowadays.
It really suit me.
The lyric speak up what I am feeling right now.
I really wanna cry now.....



Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Just Like Being Shot....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TMOLpVEwBUg

Like being hit by a bullet
I can’t make sense of anything
All that comes out is laughter
So I just laughed,
So I just laughed,
Just..

While I’m laughing until I collapse
I asked if I could ask one thing
Why are we breaking up?
How do we break up?
How do we break up?
How?

In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers

Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I don’t think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart
In this bruised chest..

Soon, without me even realizing,
Tears stream down my face
I don’t want to be like this,
I really don’t want to,
I really don’t want to,
Really..

I follow after you, who stood up so rashly and left,
You’re running away,
From behind you,
From behind you,
I scream..

In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers

Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I don’t think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart

Like being hit by a bullet
Really..
My heart hurts so much
It hurts so much,
It hurts so much,
That’s weird I can still live.

How can I forget you?
Me?
I don’t know how to do such things..
I don’t know..
My heart is awake and I can’t put it to sleep,
All it does is hurt so much I feel like dying,

Like being hit by a bullet

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Birthday Wishlist Finale

This will be my last post on my birthday wishlist.
If you have read my post earlier, you should know that computer bag and mouse are no longer in my birthday wishlist.
Now, this is will be my updated birthday wishlist.

1. TVXQ 4th Japanese Album, The Secret Code (Nicole and Czelyn bookmarked)
2. Beautilicious Baby Doll Kit (Hui Shan, Kar Mun and Kathy bookmarked)
3. A hat perhaps ( must be in pink and like those Koreans like to wear, check on out   Boys Over Flowers's costume)
4. Any TVXQ's stuff (the bigger the better)
5. Formal shirt and skirt
6. iPod Cover/Case for my iPod 4th Generation ( pink/green/transparent)

I can only think of these things in the mean time.
Dont worry, there wont be anymore updated version of my birthday wishlist.
As I have mentioned before(title), this is the finale of my birthday wishlist post.

If you cant get me anything from the list, dont worry.
Just get me any TVXQ's stuff.
I will extremely happy to receive stuff of TVXQ.
But do remind yourself, dont buy me any their korean or japanese album.
I already have all except The Secret Code and my buddies are going to get me that.
If you wanna buy their korean or japanese singles, it is ok.

If you dont want to get me any TVXQ"S stuff, you can get me something else.
I like things that are small in size and cute and pink.
That's all for this post.
I am so sad coz I need to sit for mid term exam on my birthday...huhu...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Birthday Wishlist 2.0

I will pose another post sooner about my birthday wishlist.
The computer bag and mouse are no longer in my list as I already got it yesterday from my dad.
No, its no a present he bought for me.
Its a goodies bag he brought back from a dinner.
In the computer bag, a computer mouse is included.
Well, the mouse is unique coz you cant get it at stores.
I will post the picture of the bag and the mouse soon.
Remember to check my blog ya!

Monday, December 7, 2009

He Is Nick, My Sweetheart

I thought I can be tough.
Nope...I was wrong.
I thought I can ignore him too.
I was wrong again.
I thought I can wait till he contact me first.
I was wrong again and again.
I called him...and I thought he may not answer it as he din reply my message earlier.
He did...he did answer my call.
I thought I will be very angry at him.
But, I was wrong again.
When I heard his voice and his cute laughter, I was totally defeated.
I am speechless.
When I heard his voice, my heart or I should say, my whole body melted.
Oh dear, I am so in love with him.
I cant get him out of my mind.
Oh dear, I miss you so so so much.
You are the only one I want.
You are my one and only.
You are my sweetheart.
Nick, I love you.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

My Birthday Wishlist

In a month's time, I will be officially 19.
If you wanna buy me something but have no idea what to get me, dont worry.
Now I am going to list down what I want for my birthday presents.
Take a look at the list and choose 1.
Preferably, one for each person.
Giving flexibility, 2 or 3 person sharing.
I wont ask for expensive thing.
None of them cost you RM80 and above.
Now, the list....

1. TVXQ 4th Japanese Album, The Secret Code (Nicole and Czelyn bookmarked)
2. A computer bag that can fit may 15 inch widescreen laptop ( pink in colour)
3. A computer mouse ( small and cute, preferably dark blue or black)
4. Beautilicious Baby Doll Kit (Shan, Kar Mun and Kathy bookmarked)
5. A hat perhaps..(still it must be pink)

Well that's all I can think of now.
If you cant get me what I want here, feel free to get me anything that's nice and cute.
Do remind yourself, I like things that are small in size and cute and pink.
I will be very happy if I receive TVXQ's stuff.

Be hurry ya!
And remember to tell me what you wanna buy so that you guys wont buy me the same thing (from the list).
Once you have chosen from the list, do tell me here, facebook, friendster or msn. Or even sms and call.
Thankz ya!

Friday, December 4, 2009

I am tired...

Yes, I am tired.
I dont know what's keeping you busy.
I just wanna meet you.
It has been three weeks since we met last time.
THREE WEEKS!
Not three days.
I know it's hard for you to online coz your bro wanna use the pc.
But I am tired to be the one who contact you first.
Especially when you didnt reply me.
I dont know whether I am too annoying to keep contacting you.
Am I?
When I online and I see you there, I will find you first.
But sometimes, you reply me a long while later.
And sometimes, you offline so sudden.
You didnt even bide farewell to me.
And you no longer send me the word 'muaks'.
Waiting for someone may be quite happy.
But sometimes, it makes us feel so sad.
I no longer wanna be the last one to know.
Coz...
 I am tired.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

It's A New Semester!!!

Today is the last day of class of first week of semester 3.
How was it?
I have no idea.
What I know is there are a lot assignments waiting for me.
I feel helpless.
I dont know what to do.
I am so scare that I cant do well for this semester.
What should I do?
I am so afraid...
T.T

Friday, November 20, 2009

2nd Semester Result Is Out....

Yea...the result is out.
How's it?
Well..it turns out better than what I've expected.
I sat for 5 papers last sem.
Well...I got 5 A-.
Straight A's eh!!!
So...
Of course I am happy now.
Now I can happily tell my parents bout my relationship with Nick.
Now that I've scored a nice result, I can prove to them that dating wont affect my studies.
Oh my dear, I was so worried just now when I was about to check my result.
Now I am so so so relieved.

I am so happy.
I will try harder next semester.
I must get an excellent result for my foundation course.
I swear!

Friday, November 13, 2009

I Wonder Why?!?

I wonder why all my high school mates know where exactly I live.
They all know I live in which housing area.
They all know I live at which street.
They all know I live in which house.
BUT....
I dont know where most of them live.
I have never ask most of them where do they live.
And vice versa.
But somehow, they all know where I live!!!

I WONDER WHY?!?

跟他在一起的日子

不知不觉我跟他已经已经在一起一个多月了。
感觉如何?
当然是幸福啦。
虽然这次是我第三次谈恋爱,不过这次的感觉就像是初恋的感觉。
这次的恋爱,让我体验很多我从来没体验过的事情。
第一次牵手,第一次亲吻,第一次拥抱。
这一些,我从来都没体验过。
在他的身边,我真的觉得好幸福。
宝贝,谢谢你对我的爱。
三年前,我不懂得珍惜你对我的爱。
那时的我,是否伤了你的心?
对不起,宝贝。
从现在开始,我会好好珍惜你。
我不会再让你伤心。
宝贝,我爱你。

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

My Mum's Friend Is Ridiculous!

I am still thinking when is the right time to tell my parents that I am dating now.
While thinking of that, I suddenly remember something.
What's that thing?
It is actually something extremely ridiculous.
This is the story~~~

Last year, around October, my mum suddenly said something to me.
She said she bumped into her friend at the saloon there.
Then her friend asked my mum whether I have boyfriend or not.
My mum answered her, 'No ah, I did not hear she say she got boyfriend ah'.
That auntie said, 'Got la, I saw her dating that day.
I saw her boyfriend. Her boyfriend wears spectacles ones.'
My mum asked, 'Where did you see my daughter?'
That auntie answered, 'Got la. She did not tell you ah? She is dating la'.

Then my mum asked me, 'You got boyfriend, is it?'
Of course i answered her, no!!!
I was quite angry hearing that auntie saying like that to my mum.
To be honest, I dont really like that auntie.
Even my bro also dislikes her.
I hate going out with that auntie together with my mum.
She always influence my mum to buy unnecessary things.
I think maybe that auntie was creating story about me dating.
This is because when my mum asks her where did she see me dating,
she tried to avoid answering that question.

I knew that even though I told my mum that I dont have boyfriend,
she will still believe that I actually have.
Since I really dont have, I dont have to be careful of my action or my words.

I took a lot of pictures with my friends during my graduation ceremony.
I took all those pictures with my camera.
So my friends gave me their thumbdrive and asked me to save a copy for them.
By that time, I was still using my bro's laptop.
I haven have my own lappy.
As I copy from the memory card to the lappy, my mum asked me what I was doing.
She asked my what were those pictures.
I told her all those pics I took from my graduation ceremony.
She wanted to see so I let her see.
There was a all guy-picture.
My mum asked me who is who on every guy appeared in the picture.
There were 2 guys that she havent meet before.
As that auntie said my 'boyfriend was wearing specs, my mum keep searching for guys who wear specs.
I knew she suspects that I have boyfriend.
I knew what is her intention of looking at the pictures.
It was funny but I cant laugh in front of her.
I laughed deep in my heart.
*n_n*

I told my buddies bout this and they laughed too.
Hold on!
Did I wrote too much in this post?
Ok ok.
I will wrap it up now.

So, I am still thinking when is the right time to tell my parents after all these posts.
haha...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Who Can Give Me Courage?

I didnt have the courage to tell my parents that I am dating.
I dont know when is the right time to tell them.
Should I tell my mum first or my daddy first?
Maybe I should tell my daddy first.
Coz he is more understanding compared to my mum.
Haiz...I am so confuse now.
What should I do?
I must tell them before i start my 3rd semester.
The sooner i tell them, the better it is.
Coz i wanna follow him to Genting on his birthday.
I wanna accompany him to Genting.
That will be my first time celebrating his birthday with him since we started dating.
Who can tell me when is the right time to tell my parents?
Who?
Tell me please!!!!!!

Friday, November 6, 2009

I Believe I Can Fly.....

Today is the last day of my final exam for my 2nd semester.
Yea...
I am free now...
I have 2 weeks holiday...
Or should i say it is a 2 weeks break?
I don't know.
As long as my stressful exam is over, I don't care.
(suddenly feel like wanna sing 2NE1's I don't care)
Haha...
What should I do for my holiday?
For sure, i will have a facial on next monday maybe.
I shall have that fish reflexology too.

Hehe...
I am going to tell my parents that I am dating now.
(nervous)
How must I tell them?

Oh ya...
I may be going to have a drink tomorrow with my sweet darling.
Hehe...

I din meet him for almost 2 weeks already.
I miss him so so so so so much.
He too, miss me so so so so so much.
That's why we wanna meet tomorrow.

And for sure, we will have a date again on next wednesday.
Why on wednesday?
Because he's off on wednesday.
I can't wait for that day to come.

All this for my post.
I will update my blog next time.
Hehe...

(p/s: actually the title have nothing to do with this post,=) )

Saturday, October 31, 2009

ATTENTION!!!

TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I LOST ALL THE CONTACT NUMBERS IN MY PHONE!!!! PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP TOGETHER WITH UR NAMES!!!! TQ

wa....i dated for one month already!!!

30 days = 1 month...
waaa....
i dated for 1 month already....
hehe.....
so sweet...
n_n

Friday, October 16, 2009

No time no time

I have plenty of things to blogs.
I have plenty of photos to show u guys.
But i dont have that time to blog.
Sorry ya..
After my final exam, i will surely blog it.
In the meantime, please view my photos in facebook.
Thanks ya..
Bye bye!!!

Friday, October 9, 2009

New Hairstyle

Today i accompany my mum to salon.
She wants to dye her hair.
We went there at about 12 noon.
We came back at about 5pm.
I just went there coz i wanna a little haircut.
There is a poster with the girl with curly hair.
I point it to my mum and say that hairstyle is nice.
The auntie who is the owner and also the hairstylist overheard me.
Then she said ' you want to try to curl your hair?'
'i help to curl it and see whether you like it or not'
Well, when I first look at it, I feel weird.
But later, I found it pretty nice.
Hehe...
Should i curl my hair?
Here are the photos i took with my curly hair.
Give some comments yea..



just in case u din see the curly part...



hehe..i tie my hair too


it looks messy after i untie my hair...


Well...
That's all for this post...
Dont forget to give some comments on my new hair style...
See ya...

CJ Happy Family Gathering Part 2

Actually there are videos taken during the gathering.
My friends post it on Youtube.
But i dont know how to post it here.
I couldnt find a button that enable me to post it here.
Here are the links...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pi9coumFSxA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iMBFw4GKNCg

Copy and google and view.
The videos are funny.

CJ Happy Family shall have annother gathering.
But we should go to somewhere else.
I dont mind going to Gasoline again.
But i am afraid that Alex might not turn up as he had a not-so-good experience last time.
Shall we set the date now?

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

我要跟全世界说。。。我恋爱了!!!

我恋爱了。
我找到我的爱人了。
他是谁?


猜猜看?
下一次告诉你。。。


正在甜蜜中的荔荔公主上。。。

Friday, October 2, 2009

我和他的第一次约会

昨天考完试后,我就去了sunway pyramid.
本来他要来我的学院载我。
但我怕他不会路,所以我就告诉他直接去sunway pyramid。
我和他走了好久才决定要吃什么。
我们到底车吃什么?
我们吃macdonald。
我只叫nuggets罢了。
他就问我,只吃nuggets 饱吗?
我就说我现在不是很饿, 如果我饿,我会吃burger。
若现在我吃burger,我会吃不完。
他就说,'你吃不完,我吃啦'。
不懂为什么,我听到这一句话,我觉得很甜,甜在心里。
然后我们本来要去看戏,但没戏看。
然后我陪她去jusco买东西。
之后我们就离开那里了。
我突然间发现原来他也蛮可爱的。
他车上放了很可爱的公仔。
那个公仔我也有哦。
但是我的是粉红色的。
他的事情色。
不懂为什么,那天我觉得他笑起来也蛮可爱的。
跟他在一起的时候,我有个莫名其妙的感觉。
什么感觉?
就是很想跟他走近一点。
那天我真的很开心。

我感觉我可能喜欢他。

今天我上facebook的时候,不懂为什么我会去看他的profile。
我很想看他的照片。
看着看着,我觉得我想念他。
突然间,我好想告诉他我想他。

那个时候,我觉的我爱上他了。
但我不清楚他对我有没有感觉。

我应该告诉他吗?



Saturday, September 26, 2009

CJ Happy Family Gathering

Yesterday was our CJ Happy Family gathering.
The venue was at Aren's house.
We had great night.
Most of us left at nearly 1am.
The first thing that we did was eating.
Then Ah Hou and his gang started playing lion dance game.
They wanna make Aren's dog (Kirara) transformed into a lion.
They tried many ways but to no avail.
Eventually, they gave up.
Then they played so 'torture' game on some of the family members(guys).
It was pretty fun.
Lastly we had some nice chat.
We all laughed on the same thing over and over again.
(yat tiu mou)
Alex and James laughed until stomachache.
Here are some photos taken yesterday.
More photos to come so do pay my blog another visit next time.
Enjoy~~~

The Happy Family
Chung Heng was here too...we were pointing at him...


Attention!


What The F***!?!


'Hoong' you


Pretty girls~~~



Another pretty girl here~~~
But before that, take a deep breathe first.
Okay? Are you ready?
Let's go~~~




Miss CJ 2008


Do you think Miss CJ 2008 has just one pose?
No no no~~~
You are wrong.
Our Miss CJ 2008 is a very talented girl.
What?!?
You don't believe she can do so?
Haha...
Now see this...
Ready? Go!



Nah~~~
You see..
She is so good at bringing laughter to us...
She has a BIG eyes~~~


I will post other photos in my next post...
Be sure to visit my blog again...
Thankz guys....
Kamsahamida~~~
Annyong!


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Gonna squeeze my brain..

I am working on the drama script now...
but suddenly run out of idea...
now that i realize those scriptwriters are really great...
how can they have so many ideas to write a script ah?
salute to them...
i am on a break now...
but still have a lot of assignment to do...
haiz...
stressful...

I am now somehow so addicted to 4minute's Hot Issue...
i like that dance...
haha...
i wanna learn that dance...
ok ok...
i know that i am a dance idiot...
better give up on dancing...

Friday, September 18, 2009

Yippee!!!

i get the new car plate already...
well, luckily that stupid fella finished doing my new car plate...
*pss...why is she so efficient?
coz she get scolded by my dad several times already...
haha...
yippee...
i can drive my own car already....
haha...
i am sooo happy...
n_n

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Stupid Fella...

a moment just now...
i was so happy that i can finally drive to college...
now that i realize....
the registration number of my car is different from the car plate number..
that stupid fella mess up with it...
now i need to wait for quite some time before i can drive my car...
stupid fella

Exam is over.....

pheww...
a stressful day fulled with exam is finally over...
now i can fully concentrate on my drama script...
how well did i do in my exam?
well....ok i guess...
and yea...
my car has arrived...
next week i will drive to college lu....
why suddenly i use manglish?
i am too happy i guess...
n_n

Saturday, September 5, 2009

我怕了

自古以来,都是男追女。
女的享受被追的感觉。
原来,男的也很享受这种感觉。
但要女追男,真的需要很大的勇气。

常常听到人说,爱情/幸福是要靠自己的努力。
但,这是真的吗?
以前,我很单纯的默默地爱一个人。
我没有告诉他我的心意。
就这样,幸福就离我而去。
后来,我又遇见另一个他。
因为不想幸福再一次离我而去,我就股气勇气向他表白。
另一个原因是因为,我以为他也对我也有意思。
所以我才那么的勇敢去向他表白。
结果呢?
原来他并不喜欢我。
他是喜欢我的朋友。
说什么幸福是要自己争取的?
全都是错的。
说什么勇敢的去争取就可以得到幸福。
哪为什么我得到的却是一辈子的伤害?
虽然那件事已过了很久,但现在每次我想起或提起那件事,
我都会大哭起来。
无论我这么忍,也无法不让眼泪流下来。
现在的我,已经不知道什么是爱。
我的心已经麻木了。
被伤到麻木了。
什么是爱,是么什被爱,我已经不知道了。
在街上看见情侣,我都会有很谈恋爱的感觉。
但是,我一想到那件事,
我又不想再谈恋爱了。
因为我怕,我怕再一次被伤害。
我不想再谈恋爱了。
因为。。。
我怕了。。。
我真的怕了。。。


Thursday, August 27, 2009

Cute Bun..n_n

haha...
xian xian...
i also got that bun ah..
very cute eh...
wo she bu de yong...
it is very soft de...
haha..
each time i look at it...
i feel very happy...
haha...

Saturday, August 8, 2009

夏日的麽麽茶

yesterday i watched a movie on NTV 7.
Summer Holiday or better known as More More Tea Inn.
Richie Jen and Sammy Cheng starred in this movie.
this movie was taken place in Redang Island.
this is a romantic love story.
yes, it might be boring sometimes but to me,
this ia a nice movie.
actually i already watched it numerous time.
but i still like it.
the ost of this movie is nice too(浪花一朵朵).
i like it realy much.
i do pay a visit to that inn, More More Tea Inn.
but it is not the original one.
i visited the rebuilt one.
of course,the original one is nicer.
far far more nicer.
am i bluffing?
nope...
i really visited the Inn.
i din upload those photo coz it is not im my pc now.
dun worry...i will proof it.
here...enjoy some photos...
i downloaded from net.



the sign....

before and after restoration ...

the original one...

another picture of the new one...



Thursday, August 6, 2009

opps!!!

as usual, my ME class dismissed earlier.
then i was informed that MMH class id canceled.
as ECS class start at 3pm,
my friends and i decided to go to sunway pyramid.
yea...we went there by taxi of course.
on our way to have our breaklunch(breakfast+lunch),
we stopped at a shop.
Kar Mun and i were attracted to some breads at the counter.
those breads are really cute.
i bought the smallest one.
the reason is,
it is the cheapest and cutest.
then we proceeded to Gasoline Restaurant for our breaklunch.
dont worry, we did not drink any petrol.
while we were about to sit, a guy suddenly jump out from nowhere.
i thought he was Kar Mun's friend.
then only i found out that he is one of the workers there.
we were there too early.
they haven start their business yet.
so we wait for another 30 minutes looking around nearby before we went back to Gasoline.
after that, we went shopping again.
then i received a call from Kok Kheong at nearly 1pm.
he said our ECS class will start at 1pm.
i was so nervous.
but somehow, my friends seem so calm.
they still have time to go to washroom and buy ice cream to eat.
OMD...i was really nervous.
then we especially me, walked so fast to get a taxi back to college.
once we reached college, i quickly walked to class.
why i didnt run?
coz i was wearing heels.
eventhough it is not so high but i dont want to fall down.
my friends?
they went to washroom, of course.
when i entered the class,
i quickly explained to Ms. Mary.
and she said it's ok.
phew...i was relieved.
haha...what a rushing day i have!
yea..i was supposed to upload the photo of my LG ice cream
and also my newly bought cute bread.
but i have some problems with that.
dont worry,
i will upload it later.
i promise!!
n_n

Friday, July 31, 2009

i got my ice cream

yea...
i got my ice cream on monday night.
no no no...
i din have any ice cream at night.
my ice cream is not cold one.
what i mean is a phone.
LG KF350, ice cream phone.
of coz..
i bought the pink one...
hehe...
next time i show u the picture..
bye for now

2nd semester...

yea...
my 2nd sem has started this week.
and...
i am still alive.
yea...
dont really know what to blog about.
i just met a lion in my moral education class today.
yea...
or i should say..
african?

Saturday, July 25, 2009

OMD『♥』Gang 2nd Reunion

haha...
today is my reunion with my buddies...
we went to greenbox...
yea...we sang a lot of songs...
what kind of songs?
all types of songs...
naa....
here are some photos taken by me...
take a look...
dont forget to leave me some comments...


are these ice creams?...nope...its mic...lol




my buddies....czelyn and nicole...

i was looking at the screen...
we enjoyed ourselves very much...






yo nic...who r u trying to seduce?



me..me..me...pretty le...haha






nic's eyes are so big..


omd...what is she doin?



yo...
that's all...
it took me a long time to upload it all...
so dont leave me harsh comments...
just because you are jealous...
jealous of what?
jealous of my pretty photos of course....
just kidding...
haha...
ok..
leave me comment ya...
see ya...